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S1E74 – Emil on Arctic Hiking

Episode Summary

This week on Live Like the World is Dying, Emil talks to Margaret about life on Svalbard. They talk about hiking in the Arctic, staying warm, gear, the unfortunate realities of climate change, and the rising conflicts between humans and polar bears.

Guest Info

Emil (He/they): a masters student on Arctic Outdoor life.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy.

Transcript

LLWD: Emil on Arctic Hiking

Margaret: Hello and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcasts for what feels like the end times. I’m one of your hosts, Margaret killjoy. And this week, we’re going to talk about snow and ice and moving across them. And I’m probably gonna ask about glaciers. And we’re gonna talk about all that stuff. And I’m really excited because we’re gonna be talking about how to move over Arctic terrain, which might be everywhere in the future. I mean, everything’s getting warmer, but like, you know, everything’s getting wackier. So things might get different. Do you need crampons? I don’t know. I’m gonna find out. And that’s what we’re going to talk about. But first, we’re proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts. And here’s another jingle from another jingle…Here’s a jingle from another show on the network. [Makes noises that sound like singing a melody]

Margaret: Okay, we’re back. So, if you could introduce yourself with your name, your pronouns, and then a little bit of your background as to why I’m having you on the show.

Emil: Yeah, sure. So, my name is Emil. I go by he/him or they/them. I have a bachelor’s degree in Arctic Outdoor Life and Nature Guiding from the University of Tromsø in Northern Norway. And I’m currently doing a master’s degree, also in Outdoor Life, at the University of Southeastern Norway.

Margaret: Okay, so this means that you spend your time with a sledge and fighting polar bears? And penguins. Is that correct? [Said with dry sarcasm. Emil laughs]
Emil: There have been sledges and polar bear guard standing involved. But the penguins are on the other side of the planet unfortunately. We don’t have penguins up here. [Laughing] Would be cool, though.

Margaret: Yeah, I mean, because then you can have the polar bears and the penguins hanging out and the Far Side comics would be complete. Okay, so yeah, so you’re a guide, or like, you know, so this is one of the things that you do is you take people out and show them how to move over this terrain and show them how to explore. Like, is this like tourists? Is this like, scientists? Is this people who got lost in the snow on their way home? Like, I don’t really know what…I’ve never been in Norway. This is gonna come across.

Emil: Yeah, no, it could be, it could be all those things. It could be guiding on scientific expeditions, it could be taking tourists on trips, or it could be more like, you know, like summer camps and things of that nature. Which, is more like…not as hardcore. So you have sort of, it’s a broad range of sort of different levels from summer camps with kids that’s really sort of safe to the two week long expeditions in the Arctic, skiing, where you really have to sort of take care of yourself and the people around you and you have to be sort of on guard.

Margaret: Okay, yeah. And so I kind of want to ask you about…I mean, basically a lot of my questions are just like how do you move over Arctic terrain? Like what is involved? How do you get…how do you practice? Like, is it…is everything like snowshoeing? Is it cross country skis? Is it like, dogs and sleighs? Is it reindeer pulling the sleighs? Like what’s…I’m making jokes, but I also know there’s reindeer up there.

Emil: Actually, actually, you can. You can actually do reindeer sledding. Some people do that.

Margaret: Whoa.

Emil: But yeah, really, in Northern Norway, the northern most county, there is a yearly reindeer sledding competition, actually. So that is the thing that some people do. But it’s…Yeah, dogs sledding and skiing, I think, are the most common for long distance. If you’re moving, sort of in forests, then snowshoes can be advantageous. But if you’re moving any sort of distance, it’s going to be cross-country skis, or we call them mountain skis. They’re a bit broader. They’re a bit wider than normal like racing skis, or dog sledding. Yeah.

Margaret: So, like for my own selfish reasons–it’s unlikely that I will specifically need to be moving…escaping an apocalypse in Northern Norway–like that seems not incredibly likely but something that does, like, within my own selfish…when I think about it, I’m like, “Well, what if I had to move over some mountains?” Right? Like, what if? And that seems like, the kind of thing that could theoretically come up in my life or just could be fun, right? What’s involved in starting to learn that stuff? Like both, like, how does one? Like when you take someone out and you’re like, “Here’s some snowshoes?” Is it like a? Does it take people hours to figure them out? Is it like, pretty quick? Like…

Emil: It’s…I think it’s pretty intuitive often. A lot of the outdoors sort of pedagogy or the philosophy of learning is learning by doing. So, it’s getting hands on experience and just sort of trying it, obviously, putting people in an environment that’s challenging enough that they feel a sense of accomplishment and mastery but not so challenging that they die.

Margaret: Okay, that’s seems like a good way to learn. Yeah.

Emil: Yeah. So it’s…What’s involved in learning it? I think a lot of it does come from from childhood, at least if you live in the north, sort of something you grew up with. But I think it’s kind of just like, getting out there. And then I know, there’s skiing courses and stuff that you can take if you want to learn, like technique.

Margaret: Yeah. Okay. Well, if I like had to, like, Lord of the Rings style cross a mountain pass, do I want skis? Or do I want snow shoes? Or do I want the Ring of Power? Like? Like, like, if I’m just crossing a mountain…Like, obviously, if I’m going to be like moving overland in the far north, it would be way better if I had skis, it seems to be the case. But like, if I’m just trying to like cross a mountain pass, do I need skis?

Emil: Well, I think it depends on the…I think it’s going to depend on the time of year and the snow depth. So you don’t necessarily need skis. You can walk through the snow with just your normal shoes, not even snow shoes. But, it’s probably going to be faster on skis. And additionally, you would probably want, at least if if you’re going to be out for more than a day and you’re going to be out for several days, you’d want something called a pulk instead of a backpack. A pulk is just a sled. So you pull the sled after you instead of carrying a backpack. It helps with stability. You can carry more, which typically, winter equipment is heavier. So it is advantageous to pull the sled.

Margaret: Okay. Yeah, cuz one of the reasons…I think, I think that you commented, like, we posted an episode recently with an ultralight through hiker, right, and I think your comment was something like, “Whoa, things are different in America,” or something like that. And, and so that’s why I reached out to you. So, it’s like, I’m curious, your reaction to concepts of like weight and ultralight and stuff like that. And I guess when you’re carrying a pulk you, like…weight probably still matters, but in a very different way?

Emil: Yeah. At least when it comes to when it comes to winter in the Arctic, you want equipment that sturdy. It’s quite often specialized equipment as well. So, on average, it’s going to be a bit heavier. So doing ultralight isn’t necessarily feasible. So I think it’s going to depend on sort of the environment you’re in. Moving ultralight in a temperate forest, I think is probably more feasible. Like in, I don’t know, the Appalachian Trail or the parts of the PCT, right? But, it’s it’s also a thing where the arctic environment is kind of inhospitable in the sense that there isn’t a lot of available energy in the environment. So if you think about walking through temperate forest, right, you have firewood and there might be some food and stuff that you can forage, right. So energy both in the sense of fuel for heat and in the sense of calories, right? If you think about moving across a snowy mountain plateau, it’s sort of a barren, it’s kind of like an ice desert. You have to carry all of that energy with you, the fuel, the gasoline, the food, everything. So, it’s necessarily going to be heavier.

Margaret: Wait, what’s the gasoline for?

Emil: The gasoline is for stoves for burning. Yeah.

Margaret: Oh, okay.

Emil: Both for heating food and heating the tents.

Margaret: Okay. Okay, so then…this is so much to think about. Obviously the way people do this now is probably very differently from the way people did this a hundred years ago or something, right? Like, I assume that a hundred years ago people probably bringing like–well, actually probably they were still bringing oil stoves a hundred years ago, actually, now that I think that through–rather than, like…people aren’t hauling their firewood. People are instead hauling oil to burn? Is that?

Emil: Yeah, yeah. Or is it kerosene? The sort of oil?

Margaret: From wax?

Emil: Yeah.

Margaret: Burnable wax. Paraffin wax. Okay, yeah. Um, I’m trying to think there’s like so many things I….

Emil: I know, it was different, like, the sleeping bags were made of reindeer skins and stuff, you know?

Margaret: Yes. Yeah. And so it’s probably lighter equipment now than it was 100 years ago? I assume that’s like…

Emil: Yeah.

Margaret: Okay, what kills people? Like, besides probably everything, but like, what is the? Like, what are the like, main things you’re worried about? Like, if I’m like, walking through the snow, am I gonna like just like, fall into the snow and then die? Like, I know, there’s like avalanches to worry about…Like, like, I read a lot of like, “And then everyone went hiking, and then there’s snow. And then they all died. And it was Russia. And people still argue about what happened to them. And they all went mad.” Now, I can’t remember where it was from.

Emil: Yeah, the Dyatlov pass incident, I think it’s called. Yeah, that I think was confirmed to be an avalanche. Or the the main theory now is that was an avalanche. That can….actually this actually a good example.

Margaret: Yeah. Do you want to explain to the audience because if people have no idea what we’re talking about, what are we talking about?

Emil: Yeah, it was a group of people in Russia that went on a hike and they all died. And it’s been sort of…it’s been sort of a mystery for quite some time, what actually happened to them. Right. So there’s been a lot of like, conspiracy theories and stuff. But, to the question of sort of what kills people: what killed them, the the predominant theory now is actually a, I believe, a combination of an avalanche and subsequent hypothermia. Okay. So they’re…what we believe is that their tent was caved in by an avalanche, which then made everyone super wet, and super cold, and without shelter. And so they became hypothermic, and essentially, became so hypothermic that–and this is what happens when you become really, really, really cold, you start to feel warm, which is called the sort of…I think it’s called the hypothermia paradox, right, which is when people, towards the end, they get so cold that they feel warm, they take off all their clothes and then they succumb…

Margaret: Die.

Emil: Yeah, to the cold. Alright, so the main things to worry about, I would say, are avalanches. So, if you’re moving in terrain that is steeper than 30 degrees, or moving…then that’s sort of the avalanche zone and then you have a zone below that where the avalanche could…the run out zone that you have to worry about. And then you have hypothermia, of course, just being cold. And hypothermia can be sort of a slow and insidious killer because it can actually creep up on you over the course of several days.

Margaret: Yeah. Oh, interesting.

Emil:Yeah, it can. And then the last one is carbon monoxide poisoning.

Margaret: Oh, from like burning stuff inside your tent?

Emil: Yes.

Margaret: Or your snow cave.

Emil: Yeah, from burning stuff inside the tent or the snow cave when you have, for example, a gasoline burner that isn’t burning properly. So the flame is, if the flame is yellow, that means that it’s an impure…the…it’s not a…it’s not a complete complete combustion, as opposed to when the flame is blue. So blue flame means less carbon monoxide. Carbon monoxide is tasteless, colorless gas. It’s a heavy gas that settles below, sort of on the floor. And it takes up the place of oxygen in your blood. So, your blood transports oxygen through your body. But, when the body takes up carbon monoxide there is no more space for oxygen, essentially. The body thinks it’s oxygen, and so what happens is that you actually, your brain becomes oxygen depleted. You become dizzy, tired, you can begin to hallucinate, and just generally your decision making ability degrades.

Margaret: You sound like you’re speaking from experience.

EmilI have, I have woken up one time with sort of…you get these, you can get these sort of black spots under your nose almost from a night of sleeping in it. Yeah. And I was kind of dizzy after, that day.

Margaret: Okay, but do you all have a like, and maybe it would be in Norwegian and not in English, but do you have like a like, like, “Flame is blue, that’ll do. Flame is yellow, you’re a dead fellow.” Like, is there like… that’s the one I just made up. But like…

Emil: It was very good. I don’t think we do, actually. We should. Yeah, no, we’re not that creative.

Margaret: Okay, you got to work on that.

Emil: Maybe it’s something to do with our Norwegian language. I don’t know.

Margaret: I literally don’t know word of Norwegian. So I can’t…That’s annoying. I’m like, I usually know how to say at least like, “Thank you,” and, “Fuck you,” in like most languages.

Emil: You know, it’s quite similar, actually, because English is a mix between, I think it’s…there’s some Gaelic in it, and then there’s Norwegian, and Danish, and Swedish, and French, right, because of all the different groups of people that invaded England and settled there over the history. So it’s, you say, “Egg,” I say, “Egg.” [rhymes with “dig”] You say, “Window,” I say, “Vindu.” So, it’s quite similar.

Margaret: Okay, how do you say “thank you”?

Emil: Takk

Margaret: Takk. Okay. I think I have heard this before. Or is it? Maybe it’s similar to Swedish or something?

Emil: Yeah, they’re mutually intelligible.

Margaret: Oh, interesting. That’s good to know. My tiny bit of Swedish.

Emil: Swedes and Norwegians can talk to each other.

Margaret: As everyone in the audience learns that Margaret doesn’t know shit about Norway. I know way more about Finland. Okay, so. So, the question then is like, okay, why do you burn stoves inside? Is it just because you fucking need to? Because there’s like, otherwise you’ll freeze to death?

Emil: You don’t, so you don’t necessarily need to. It does help, right? It does help with especially the form of hypothermia that’s kind of creeping hypothermia that you you get warm once a day in the evening. That you…and it’s also like a psychological thing. It’s having warm food, knowing that you’ll have warm food. It’s also…well actually you do need to because you need…

Margaret: And you can’t look outside because it’s too cold?

Emil: And you need, and you need, you need water as well. You need to melt snow to drink.

Margaret: Oh shit. Yeah.

Emil: Yeah, yeah. So you do actually need a burner. You can theoretically melt snow by just putting it in a, some sort of a plastic bottle and heating it with your body heats, so keeping it close to your body while you walk. But, it’s not very efficient. Yeah, so and it’s also the social psychological aspect of, “You know even though I’m cold now, I know that when I get to camp tonight I will be warm.” Right?

Margaret: So does that mean y’all’s tents…Like in my head when I think about tents in the continental US where I live, there’s like three-season tents and then four-season tents, and four-season tents are just like honestly…they’re almost like more windproof and they just have like fewer events, right? And they’re heavier. And then there’s like lighter shit like single wall tents, and little pyramid tents with no floor, and all that stuff. But like…but overall, we have three season four season tents. But then I’m like aware of this thing that just is not part of my life because I don’t live in the North–if you ask some southerners I do, but, you know, that’s a political distinction and not a how-much-snow-is-that distinction [noise of something hitting the floor]…I just dropped something that scared my dog. But then, I’m aware that there’s like these tents that have stove jacks and stuff and you can vent out a chimney and shit. Is that like what y’all are fucking with? Are y’all just basically taking the same four-season tents as us and then like putting a burner in there and like hoping you get the flame right?

Emil: Yeah, it’s essentially a four-season tent. Yeah. So, the last one. You can, if you do dog sledding, for example, or you use a snowmobile then you can do the really big heavy duty tents with…what did you call it?

Margaret: The stove jack.

Emil: Stove jacks. Yeah, right. So yeah, it’s the chimney, right?

Margaret: Yeah

Emil: Yeah. So, you can do that. But, I think those are more used for base camps because they’re so big and heavy. So, it’s more of a four-season tent and then you have like, you know, you have an outer tent and an inner tent, right, so you can cook food in the outer tent, but you can also bring the stove inside the inner tent as long as you’re careful with all your sleeping bags and all that stuff. If that squared away, you can put the, you can put the stove on a wooden plate, for example. You can just jury-rig that system. And then, if you then burn inside the inner tent, it can be easily 20 degrees Celsius. I don’t know what that is in Fahrenheit, but it’s like a nice comfortable temperature.

Margaret: Nice and warm. Yeah, I want to say it’s around 70 [degrees Fahrenheit] or so. Yeah,, let me actually do this math for our listeners. 68. Yeah, I was close. Yeah. The the ideal temperature in a lot of ways.

Emil: Exactly.

Margaret: Yeah. Okay, because I cannot imagine bringing a stove inside my…like the way that I grew up, you know, I mean, we would have like…I would camp in…Well, this is going to be non-mutually intelligible. I guess I’ll just keep this thing up. You know, it’s like I’ve camped in like five degrees Fahrenheit, right? Which is like negative fifteen. That’s about as cold I’ve camped and it would never occur to me to heat my tent. But, I know a lot of people do do that. And then the other thing…Okay, the other question I have is: do people use little…like what I use in my like cabin and I use in my truck is like a little one burner, a little propane heater that’s like meant for inside safeness. Do people use those? Like, why the stove? Is that so they have only one thing that both melts your water and keeps you warm or like…I’m so afraid of this carbon monoxide thing. I’m just like, we need to come up with something different.

Emil: Yeah. No, the carbon monoxide poisoning is definitely something to be aware of. The key there is to check your flame and check that you have a blue flame. So, you can do that by, and you can improve that by…Like, when you have a gasoline burner, usually you have a pump to pressurize the gas container. Sometimes you have to pressurize the pump to make sure that you have a blue flame but it’s…You can use like propane or butane, but that is mostly used in the summer because when it gets cold enough those gases don’t really work anymore.

Margaret: Are you fucking kidding me? Goddammit.

Emil: No, no.

Margaret: Okay, I believe you. I was trying to figure out why the fuck you use gasoline. So, this makes sense. Okay.

Emil: Yeah, you use gasoline because gasoline works in extremely cold temperatures. [Margaret unintelligibly interrupts]

Margaret: Go ahead. Sorry. I’m sorry. Go ahead.

Emil: No, you can get like, you can get like special propane, butane that can do a bit colder. But if it’s going to be really cold, you do want gasoline. Essentially.

Margaret: When you say really cold–I have a suspicion that we have different conceptions of how cold the world can get–can you give me an example of what you’re talking about? Like how cold are we talking about?

Emil: Yeah, I mean, so butane and propane, at least I think butane, stops working at, let’s say, I don’t know, 20…I’m looking at the Celsius to Fahrenheit calculator. 20 degrees Fahrenheit? Maybe? It’s below freezing, right?

Margaret: Yeah.

Emil: So like, a bit below freezing, the gases kind of stop working as they should. But then if we’re talking about really cold, my definition of like, really, really cold would be something like 22 below Fahrenheit. Right? That’s really cold.

Margaret: Okay, what’s the coldest you’ve camped in? This is like, I’m just literally just curious.

Emil: Yeah, it’s around there. It’s around 22 below 0 in Fahrenheit terms.

Margaret: I think that’s roughly the coldest I’ve ever experienced in my life and that was not camping. I’m very grateful.

Emil: That sort of cold really sort of saps the warmth out of you, right? It really kind of…you feel your heat is being stolen by the environment. You have to be constantly moving.

Margaret: So, that actually leads to one of the other questions I have about all of this. Whenever I read about people in Antarctica or the Arctic, it talks about like…because in my head you know, if you’re cold, you put on more layers, but I’m aware of this thing where like, if you’re hiking and like climbing and doing all this shit, you kind of can’t just do that because then you like sweat and die. Like…

Emil: Yeah.

Margaret: What kind of clothing? Like what do you need clothing-wise to go on an Arctic expedition in the winter?

Emil: Right. So you want, you want wool as your base layer. It’s also–I think in English, it’s referred to as a wicking layer–because it dries, it basically takes the moisture away from your body, right? And it’s also…wool is also warm when it gets wet, or warmer than cotton, for example. Yeah, so you want wool as a base layer and then maybe you want, if it’s really cold, you might have a second warm layer and then a jacket. You can have, if you’re standing still or you’re in camp, you can do a down jacket. When you’re walking, it’s quite common to use just a shell jacket, shell pants that are windproof and waterproof, but that’s what you’re walking in. And also, it’s a constant sort of, it’s a constant adjustment, where you’re putting on and taking off layers as you’re walking as well quite often. So if you’re walking up…if you sort of, you’ve been walking flat and then you come to sort of a pass that you have to climb or a mountain that is…like a steep hill, you might take off the layers, but you have to be adjusting. Okay, but to the sweat thing, like…Yes. No sweating is like…the ideal situation is to be dry. But you are going to sweat. And I think sort of the whole, “If you sweat, you die,” thing is kind of overblown as long as you can dry–and that’s another reason why you would want a stove in your tend, so you can dry your clothes in the evening.

Margaret: Okay, okay. We say cotton kills because it’s alliterative. Is it alliterative in Norwegian also or no?

Emil: Yeah, you mean you can…Yeah, I think so.

Margaret: Okay, because that’s one of the phrases I learned when I was very young about not wearing cotton is, “Cotton kills.” Although that is a little bit with the like, “Everything will murder you,” theory. Although, it sounds like in the Arctic more things will actually murder you than usual. But, alright, well, I feel like I could talk about this for the whole hour. But, there’s a bunch of other stuff I want to talk to you about. And, one of the questions I have is, as I read a lot of stuff about climate change and one of the main things that it talks about is like the disappearing ice and the like, the impact this is having on the polar areas of the world. And, and that is completely hypothetical in my head, right? I’ve only seen a glacier with binoculars. On the other hand, I would have seen a lot more glaciers in Glacier National Park if I had been there 20 years earlier. So clearly, this is an impact. But, how has it…like what does it look like on the ground for climate change?

Emil: I can give you two examples. One example is from Svalbard, which is a Norwegian owned archipelago. It’s north of Iceland and east of Greenland. It’s quite close to the North Pole where I spent a year doing an arctic nature guide course. And on Svalbard, the thing is, Svalbard does have polar bear, right? And polar bears are classified as marine mammals for a reason. That’s that they spend a lot of time out on the ice, right, hunting seals. Seals are what they eat. And with the warming climate, Svalbard is actually one of the warmest…or one of the fastest warming places on Earth. It has been…it’s warmed, I think 4 degrees Celsius for the past, or over the past 50 years. So, since the 1970s, that’s 4 degrees, right? We’re talking about the global average of 1.5. Celsius. So, that gives you a sense of the scale of warming in the in the north, in the Arctic, heating up really quickly. And so one of the things that happens is because the ice is melting, the sea ice, polar bears are increasingly hungry and losing their sort of winter habitat, right, so they’re more on the archipelago itself instead of out on the sea.

Margaret: Are you leading up to they attack more people? Is that what’s happening?

Emil: Yeah. Yeah.

Margaret: Oh, fuck. Oh no. Because then people shoot them and then they die.

Emil: Exactly.

Margaret: Okay. Please continue. Sorry.

Emil: Yeah, no, that’s what’s happening. So, there’s two things, right, they’re hungrier and they are in the same places people are, right. And so they…it’s it’s increasing. The polar-human conflict is increasing because there are more polar bears coming into camp. And they’re hungrier, so they’re more motivated to find food, right. So, that’s–which is again, sort of exacerbating the loss of number of polar bears, right? So, it’s kind of like it’s a double whammy. It’s both the climate and then the climate is impacting human-polar bear relations. If you want to put it that way.

Margaret: Okay…

Emil: So, then I have another example.

Margaret: Yeah, and then I’m going to ask you about fighting polar bears. Okay.

Emil: Awesome. So, in Northern Norway, the only indigenous people in sort of Western Europe is in Northern Norway, the Sámi people. So Norway, Sweden, Finland, and Russia. And one of the sort of main components of Sámi culture, at least today, as we know it today, is reindeer herding. And so what happens–and the reindeer eat moss from the ground also in the wintertime–And so what happens is when the winters get warmer, you have more of these freeze…these what do you call them…Cycles…

Margaret: Oh, like when it defrosts and then freezes again?

Emil: Yeah, exactly. It melt-freeze cycles [melt-thaw cycles] which creates ice. Which makes it more difficult for the reindeer to find food because they have to kick through the ice layer to get to the moss. And so this is impacting indigenous livelihoods as well. I wanted to bring that up, too.

Margaret: Yeah, no, no, that’s…it’s absolutely worth bringing up. And then I think that one of the things about this melt-freeze cycle, I was talking with one of my friends who lives in Canada who like has…like, in rural Canada, where it snows more than half the year, which is not my experience. Where I live, it could snow, you know, three or four months of the year. And, it seems when you when you’re somewhere where, like where I live, where it constantly melts and freezes, it seems like a nightmare to have nine months of snow it seems unlivable. Right? I’m like, “How does anyone do it?” And I was having a long conversation with my friend about it. And one of their main points was that like, it stays snow. And so it’s navigable in a way that like…you know, when it snows here, the road is fine, because I have a big truck, but the next day, it’s fucked because the next day the sun has melted enough of it and then it’s frozen overnight. And then like…and if more snow falls, it’s snow on top of ice and then the roads are just fucked. You know? So I just…it’s interesting to think about that also fucking up moss and fucking up…It makes sense. But I don’t know. Okay, my other…Okay, I have two questions about all this. One, is it just heartbreaking? To like, actually visually see more of this happening? Because we have like, “oh, the weather’s really fucking weird.” And we have a few more like disasters, right? But I’m not watching permafrost melt. I’m not watching glaciers recede. I’m not watching the place that I go…like, I’m not trying to bum you out. But, I’m like…How do you know? How do you cope?

Emil: You know, it’s it’s difficult. I think. I don’t think I have a good answer for you. Yes, it is depressing, right? And so I think one coping mechanism could be just taking that sort of sorrow and anger and putting it towards political action. I think that sort of…I think that’s what I’m doing. Also, just like, getting really mad at politicians, just going around thinking all day, like, “Fucking Prime Minister. Fucking,” you know? You could just, you could just be angry. It’s okay to just be angry, you know? That’s…that’s fine. But, yeah. No, it is, I think, especially for the people who live in these landscapes and have their lives and livelihoods intimately connected to these landscapes, it’s…we think of climate change as an existential threat in the abstract, but for them, it’s already sort of in their lives, you know? And so yeah, I do think it’s…it’s, it’s closer, kind of. It’s not just on TV. It’s in this valley you’re moving through, you know?

Margaret: Yeah. And having it be different every year, probably every year that you go into it. Okay, well, that brings me my other…It doesn’t actually but my other question from what you were just saying. Alright, so how do you fight polar…like, you’re saying that it increases, like, conflict and so it’s like two questions, like, one, is like…I’m sort of aware I’m gonna get some of this wrong–I know how to deal with black bears because they are black bears where I live, which is that you have to like, stand up to them, right? You’d be like, “Hey, fuck you, black bear. I’m bigger than you,” which is like a lie, right? But they’re like, “Ahh, alright, whatever.” And they fuck off. And it’s like sketchy. And it like confuses me that I have friends who do this on a regular basis who are like forest defenders, you know. And I’ve only had to do it like, a handful times in my life and let it stay that way. That would be great. And then we have like grizzly bears are like the biggest thing that we worry about, right? Because like–and I don’t worry about them because I don’t live in Alaska–but like, the polar bears are like…they’re like mythical to me, right? They’re like, oh, you know, there’s bears. And then there’s like dire bears, which are grizzly bears. And then there’s dragons. There’s just dragons in the north. And that’s the polar bears. They are this like mythical fucking thing. And so the concept of like…like I’ve stood guard for bears or like, when you have a forest defense camp in the Pacific Northwest, people have to do bear duty where they sit around and like, throw rocks at bears that are trying to come into camp and shit, right? But I can’t imagine what that is like with polar bears. I want like a fucking palisade, and like, like spotlights, and like helicopters, and shit. Like, like, what is the…How do you deal with polar bears?

Emil: Yeah, so, I think it’s much the same way that you deal with other kinds of bears. The only thing is that, I mean polar bears can be really, really persistent. I believe they’re the only bear species that is known to actively hunt humans in emergencies.

Margaret: [Laughing] I mean, it makes sense. They’re a lot bigger than us. Yeah.

Emil: Yeah, but it’s actually, it’s only in emergencies because it’s a caloric loss project for them. The reason they eat seals is because seals are so fatty. And fat has more than twice the amount of calories per pound than carbohydrates and protein. So, like most of us aren’t as fat as a seal. So it’s…they don’t do it unless they absolutely have to. But you do…When you’re out in a big group, you do polar bear guard, right, whenever you have camp. 24/7. That means getting out of your comfortable warm sleeping bag where you’re snug at three o’clock at night and going out for an hour and grabbing the rifle and standing guard from from three to four, right, in the middle of night or in the early morning hours. But, you do, you have some sort of signal flare, usually, that is for scaring the bear away. So, you you can have…it’s like a small explosive fired out of a flare gun that…it’s just like a flash bang essentially, right. It’s a really big loud boom. And then you also carry a rifle, usually, you can also, some people carry magnums. I have seen…

Margaret: By Magnum, you mean a large pistol?

Emil: [Said while Margaret interrupts Emil] I have seen Glocks for sale….Yeah. By Magnum, I mean, like a .44 Magnum revolver.

Margaret: Yeah. Okay.

Emil: Yeah, a nine millimeter. I have seen some Glocks for sale. That’s not really
going to be very effective. You need a big round like a .308.

Margaret: There’s 10mm. Yeah. And they’re like, I mean, actually, for Grizzlies and for black bears, you’re better off, instead of a gun, you’re better off with bear spray. It’s just like, statistically, more effective at deterring a bear is to get sprayed with bear spray than to get shot. I don’t know about polar bears. But like, but I know that 10mm is a round that is often carried by people who are in Alaska or are in places where like, big fucking game is like a thing that they worry about, you know? Anyway, I didn’t mean to cut you off. I’m just like, geeking out about it. But, so the rifle that you’re carrying is .308?

Emil: Yeah, usually .308. Sometimes .30-06 Springfield, [pronounced thirty-aught-six] usually .308 Winchester. That’s kind of the standard, and then some people carry essentially big handguns as well. It’s lighter to carry a revolver. But, obviously it has sort of like less range and stuff. But it’s less…it’s more difficult to shoot a pistol than a rifle, but I have to say it’s…it’s shooting a polar bear is not something that you should do. There an endangered species. It’s actually, it’s illegal. It’s illegal to shoot a polar bear in Norway. The hunting was banned in the 70s. So, when you shoot a polar bear on Svalbard, in self-defense, it’s treated as essentially like a murder case.

Margaret: But you just like, prove it was self-defense?

Emil: You prove self-defense, essentially. So that’s, that’s very important to add that it is like a last resort.

Margaret: Yeah. Do people use bear spray for polar bears or just not?

Emil: You can you can use bear spray as well. But, I think the effective range of bear spray is so short that, sort of, people might not be comfortable with letting the bear get that close.

Margaret: That’s fair. I mean, I don’t want to get that close to a…I’ve only seen a grizzly once it was through binoculars. And I was like, “This rules. This is the right distance. I’m so happy. I got to see a grizzly bear. It is checked off the list.” Okay. Alright, so that’s how you defend yourself against polar bears. How common…I mean, you’re saying on Svalbard it’s becoming more and more common, but it’s like, is this a like…like, there’s places where bears are like raccoons, you know, they’re just kind of everywhere. But I assume that this is a kind of not the case, because they’re pretty endangered.

Emil: Yeah, not quite like raccoons, but they’re quite common. I think–because the usual line about Svalbard is, you know, “The archipelago with more polar bears than people.” Which has, which has a degree of truth to it. It’s just that the polar bears are also distributed around the sea ice, around the island group, right? So, it’s 2,500 people, and they reckon around 3,000 polar bears. So, it’s quite common, quite common. It’s not unusual to see a bear. But I didn’t see one.

Margaret: Okay, fair enough. Like, I want to go. I like, I’ve never been up where the sun doesn’t actually set. I’ve been close, you know, Well, actually, I’ve done the opposite. I’ve been in the far north in the summer and had like 2am Twilight and I love it.

Emil: It’s so weird. It’s like a super strange experience coming out of a nightclub at like, 4am and then the sun is just like shining straight in your face. Like, “No, I’m tired. I want to sleep.” Like all the birds are circling around you and fucking making ungodly noises and it’s…yeah, it’s a surreal experience. I mean, it’s…I’ve
been partying all night and it’s like, it’s bright as day now.

Margaret: Yeah, I’d feel betrayed. I’d be like…Yeah, I like it. But, I don’t know how I would handle it if I lived there. I like that I get to experience that every now and then. And I don’t know how I would handle the, you know, how–I don’t know how many days of night it is–but you know, the sun not coming up thing. But, okay, one of the other things that you mentioned that you wanted to talk about, and I got really excited about, was how you spent a lot of your time in the outdoors, you spent a lot of your time guiding people and like and working with groups of people in dangerous and complicated situations. And I want to ask you about the decision making in that kind of environment and leadership structures. And also, you know, specifically how this led you towards more thinking about non-hierarchical organizing and anarchism and stuff like that. What was that like for you? Or, what’s that? What is that like?

Emil: Yeah, so, in my, during my studies, I’ve been outside, I’ve been working with a lot of different groups of, especially fellow students, and one of the things that struck me is that the…when we were out on trips, especially like study trips, all of the decision making was remarkably sort of consensus based. Rarely was there sort of a clear leader. It didn’t really feel natural to have a clear leader. When we were…When we had differing opinions about which route to take, we would usually sort of discuss and people kind of fall into, sort of, the organizational structure where people just sort of take up tasks that they see need doing, you know, and things just kind of work themselves out. And it’s also…Now, it is nice when you have the sort of structure to have sort of evening talks that are, for example, after dinner we have half an hour of like daily feedback, for example. “How did you do this day? Is there anything that’s, you know, bothering you? Annoying you?” I think actually the Kurds have something similar? I don’t remember the name.

Margaret: It’s called techmill.

Emil: Techmill. Yeah, exactly. It’s…So, we kind of had our own, like daily techmill when we were on hikes. And so this experience, really, I think, is one of the things that sort of pushed me towards anarchism, towards like, the idea of non-hierarchical social organization, or like self-organizing, because I see that it works even in sort of demanding contexts because the outdoors can be quite demanding. You’re like tired, cold, wet. And yet still, just with like a bit of work, a bit of like good effort it works and works well.

Margaret: Yeah. I love hearing this, because I like things that fit my presupposition about how the world works, but specifically, it’s like, because it’s the opposite of what everyone says. Everyone always says, like, “Oh, you can do consensus when it’s like, no stakes. But as soon as you’re in the backwoods you need a guy with big muscles to be like, “Nah, we got to go this way, then like,” and everyone would just naturally…” It’s just really cool to be like, this makes sense to me. They’re like, “Oh, which route do we take?” “We should figure this out, not listen to what the captain says. Like, we should actually listen to everyone here. And come to conclusions, because this is all of our lives on the line. And there are a bunch of people who like know what they’re doing. So we should ask all of them and figure it out.” This makes complete sense to me. But it’s completely the opposite of what everyone always says about this kind of situation. Yeah.

Emil: I have to say there are specific situations that are…When when the risks are extremely high, when you’re in an emergency, for example, if there’s been an avalanche, it does make sense to have one person coordinating the whole thing, right?

Margaret: That makes a lot of sense to me.

Emi:l: Or, or…Yeah, same thing if, hypothetically, this is not just outdoors but like if you’re being shot at, if you’re in a group of people and you’re like taking fire, right, it makes sense to have like one person who kind of, whose job it is to to keep their head on a swivel and kind of figure out what’s going on and make some decisions because it needs to happen quickly, right? Since there may be someone stuck in an avalanche. But other than those sorts of extreme situations, right, that consensus works.

Margaret: Yeah. Okay. And I actually really liked that you point this part out too, because I think a lot about like, when you’re in a situation where someone’s been grievously injured, the medic is in charge. And the medic can tell everyone what to do. And you just fucking do it. You know?

Emil: Exactly.

Margaret: Yeah. And that makes sense. Like, “This person is bleeding out. You go get me towels.” Or…you don’t need towels. Just whatever it is.

Emil: Yeah, you’re not going to spend 10 minutes discussing what to do and figuring out a plan together because by that time the person is already dead.

Margaret: Right. And so that that actually does make a lot of sense to me. And then you have like, basically, these roles are filled based on the people who are most capable doing them. Like, the person who’s been in a bunch of firefights, like…Yeah, maybe when we’re planning the overall strategy we listen to the people who have the most strategic knowledge, but it’s still “we figure it out together.” But yeah, like no, if someone’s shooting at me, and someone’s like, “You go there. Shoot back. You do this. You do that.” Like, I do like…To me, that’s almost like…It’s like the exploding brain of anarchism. Like, the bigger and bigger steps of it is being like, “Oh, no, sometimes you let people tell you what to do.” Like, sometimes that’s part of being a part of a functioning group. And then, okay, the other thing that I like about it, too, is that you’re talking about like, okay, you have your conversations you have every evening and it’s this balance because you’re talking about how everyone kind of takes these roles. They’re like, “Oh, what needs doing?” and then does it. But, then part of it is structured and so it’s this mix of organic…It’s like chaotic and structured all at the same time, you know? I really liked it.

Emil: And it’s not just…I mean, you can have I think social structure without hierarchy, right?

Margaret: Yeah.

Emil: So you can…So I mean, for me, hierarchy kind of implies a…kind of implies violence and coercion, right?

Margaret: Yeah.

Emil: But structure, social structure doesn’t necessarily imply violence. Social structure can just be sort of something that emerges by itself and which can then be discussed in these evening conversations, for example. So, if a person sort of naturally falls into the role of cook for the group, right, that can be a form of social structure that just kind of emerges. But, if that person isn’t happy in that role, it also helps to have these sort of regular scheduled conversations where those sorts of things can be discussed, right? And maybe we want to…maybe they want to do something different the next day, or like, maybe we can like switch tasks.

Margaret: Yeah.

Emil: Right? And so, but this actually comes to something that I think is sort of important here and that’s that the outdoors is actually a fantastic arena for forming social connections and group, sort of, bonds, and also political…and also, like, within political groups. Like there’s a reason why in the 20th century outdoor activities, outdoor recreations, like the Scouts and those types of stuff, but that type of stuff was actually taken up by all the mass political movements, socialists, and communists, and anarchists, and fascists. All to use the outdoors as like an arena, right? But, I think as, as the–because it works really well–but as our societies have sort of Neo-liberalized and individualized and kind of also de-politicized in a way, I think that sort of, the outdoors as a political arena, that idea, has sort of faded away. And I think actually, for us as anarchists, that’s something that we can kind of take back. We can use the outdoors as a fantastic place to get to know each other and to practice anarchism, to form group bonds, and to just train. And it’s also just like fun. It’s a nice thing to do.

Margaret: I’m really excited by this idea. That makes so much sense to me. I think about like…I mean, one, literally being in Boy Scouts is a very formative experience for my life, right? And I like go back to the stuff I learned there constantly. And I was only in there for a couple years, because then I got like to cool. And like, you know, quit or whatever. And and then yeah, like, as I read about social movements in 20th century, I read about, you know, the hiking clubs in Weimar era Germany that the communist, the fascist, and the anarchists all did things with. And the like, wild, queer kids who didn’t really have a political label would also go do. And yeah, and then the Spanish anarchists had sports clubs as a huge part of what they were doing. No, this is really interesting to me. And then because even like when you’re describing all this stuff–because I’ve been getting more and more into hiking–and one of the things that when you’re talking, like one of the reasons I want to ask about all the Arctic stuff is like not because I really think that there’s a really good chance that I’m going to have to move over mountains personally, right? But knowing how feels like really useful to me and interesting to me. And then also like, going out and practicing and learning seems like fun, you know, and a good way to…And even…Okay, when I was talking about, when I was asking you how to cope with climate change, one of the things that I’ve been doing–and I don’t know whether it’s like good or not, but it’s been working a little bit for me–is to kind of embrace seeing more and like experiencing more–and not necessarily just like tourist and traveling–but like literally just hiking around where I live and just like feeling the Spring, you know, like getting out and being like, “Spring is here.” This winter was weird. We had a really dry, warm winter here. The west coast the US had the exact opposite. You know, but like, being like okay, how is this Spring different than last Spring? I want to be able to start really building that and being like, well if this is the last bits of the Earth being like this, let’s fucking enjoy it. Let’s do this shit.

Emil: Yeah, I agree completely. Yeah, it’s one of the things where I think a lot of people…because being outdoors, we’ve talked a lot about the practical and a little bit about the political, it also has an existential dimension. People go outdoors to feel a sense of peace, or time for reflection, or to get into, there’s a particular rhythm to, to hiking, for example. And it also has a spiritual aspect actually for a lot of people. So you can, what some people experience is that like, as they spend time outdoors, they feel a sense of sort of connection, or a being in place, feeling like a part of a network of relations to the landscape around them to the flora and the fauna. And from that can actually emerge, kind of animism as well. Like, if I’m wandering alongside a river, for example, in a valley and I’m fantasizing, I’m starting to think about this river as sort of having a life or like having a life force that sort of an animistic thought, and it doesn’t mean that–and it sort of arises naturally, I think–and it doesn’t mean that I literally think that the river has a consciousness, for example. But it’s an expression of this idea that this river in this valley is central to a sort of network of relations. It’s thinking ecologically. So, I think getting in touch with that side of things as well can be really–you talked about how to cope with what you asked about how to cope with like, climate grief–I think just sort of getting in touch in that way, can be a way to…or just like getting close, you know, to the landscape, to this network of relations. I think that can be a really sort of valuable personal experience and also an experience that you can have in groups, but perhaps wandering alone would be the best way to like get that.
Margaret: That makes a lot of sense to me. And I feel like that might be a good note to end on, for people to reflect on. And yeah, I guess I want to say thank you so much for coming on. And do you have anything that you want to plug, either your own work or work of people that’s around you that you want to draw attention to? Anything like that?

Emil: Um, let me think, Oh, yeah. I mean, thank you so much for having me. It’s been a pleasure. I think I don’t have anything to plug personally. But sort of on the last note that we were on, I would direct people towards a book called Becoming Animal: an Earthly Cosmology, by an American author called David Abram. He writes beautifully about, he takes a phenomenological perspective for those who know what that is. And he writes beautifully about exactly what we’ve been talking about now, sort of getting in touch with this network of relations. Yeah, I think that’s what I would point people towards.

Margaret: Fuck yeah. I like that. I like that your plug is a book. That makes me happy. I mean, I haven’t read the book yet. But now I’m gonna check it out. Alright, well, thank you so much. And I’m probably going to at some other point have you on to ask more questions about how to walk over frozen lakes.

Emil: That would be awesome. And also glaciers. We didn’t know mention glaciers.

Margaret: That was one of my questions I didn’t ask. Yeah, I know. I know. All right. Well, we’ll have to we’ll have to have you back. But yeah, thank you so much.

Emil: I would love to be back. Yeah, that’d be awesome.

Margaret: Thank you so much for listening. If you enjoyed this episode, please tell people about the show. Tell people about it on the internet, or in real life, or in the Arctic, which is part of real life. Believe it or not. If you want to support us more directly, you can do so by supporting us on Patreon patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness because this podcast is produced by Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. We are a collective that publishes anarchistic culture stuff, Fiction, essays, memoir, podcasts, obviously podcasts. There’s this podcast. There’s another podcast called Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. There’s another one called Anarcho Geek Power Hour and there will hopefully be other ones soon too that you all can hear. And if you support us on Patreon we will send you all kinds of stuff in the mail as a thanks every month. And also, some of you we’ll thank directly. In fact, we’re going to thank Hoss the Dog. Michaiah, Chris, Sam, Kirk, Eleanor, Jenipher, Staro, Kat J., Chelsea, Dana, David, Nicole, Mikki, Paige, SJ, Shawn, Hunter, Theo, Boise Mutual Aid, Milica, Paparouna, Aly, Paige, Janice and O’dell, Oxalis, and Jans. Thank you all so much, and I hope everyone is doing as well as you can. And hopefully I will talk to you soon while we’re trying to convince the polar bears that they’re on the same side as us. And that together we can destroy the thing that’s destroying the world together. Us and the polar bears.

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S1E73 – Bex on Basic First Aid for Emergencies

Episode Summary

Bex and Inmn talk about first aid and why it’s super important for everyone to know a little. They talk about different trainings you can take, different situations you might need to know first aid for, what the world of street medics is like, and when to seek higher levels of care. They also talk about a really helpful zine by Riot Medicine called Basic First Aid for Emergencies.

Host Info

Inmn can be found on Instagram @shadowtail.artificery.

Guest Info

Bex can be found nowhere. However, Riot Medicine, the writers of Basic First Aid for Emergencies, can be found at riotmedicine.net where you can find a lot more resources on learning about first aid, and responding to emergencies and all sorts of situations. You can read Basic First Aid for Emergencies here.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

Live Like the World is Dying: Bex on First Aid

Inmn
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I’m your host Inmn Neruin and I used to them pronouns. This week we’re talking about something super important that we’ve covered in bits and pieces in other episodes and that is first aid. This episode was used on our other podcast that I host called Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. On that podcast we have a voice actor narrate our monthly zine and I do an interview with the author. This month we chose to use our zine Basic First Aid for Emergencies by Riot medicine and invited our friend Bex to talk about first aid. Bex is not the author of the zine but does know a lot about first aid. And since this is a very much a Live Like the World is Dying topic, we decided to feature it over here. Content warning, we talked about blood and bodies. I mean, the precious light that fills our bodies. There’s no blood in us. Bex has been on Live Like the World is Dying before to talk about treating gunshot wounds and it was one of the first episodes. So, go back and listen to that one if you haven’t already. But first, we are a proud member of the Channel Zero Network. And here is a jingle from another show on that network. Doo doo doo doo.

Inmn
Real quick. We just launched a Kickstarter for Penumbra City, the TTRPG that we’ve been writing–we being Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. The Kickstarter launched on June 1st, which might have been yesterday or might have been a long time ago. Watch the game that inspired the short story Confession to a Dead Man come to life. We also have an actual play recording of us playing that game that just came out on this feed right before this episode. So give it a listen. And check out the Kickstarter at kickstarter.com/projects/penumbra-city/penumbra-city. Find your friends. Kill the God King.

Inmn
And we’re back. Thank you so much for coming on the podcast today and for talking.

Bex
Woo!

Inmn
And for talking to us about this thing that is just so important and something that we will…a topic that we absolutely can’t cover in a single podcast episode but we’re gonna try to get through the basics of. Would you like to introduce yourself and just tell us a little bit about your background in first aid and like responding to emergencies?

Bex
Yeah, my name is Bex, thanks so much for having me on the podcast. Stoked to be here. I first got involved with doing first aid or like emergency medical response in 2010 when I took my first street medic training with the Rosehip [Collective] medics out of Portland. Previous to that I, you know, was like a youth lifeguard and things like that. But, I feel like that’s that training in 2010 kind of kicked me off on a different path and I’ve been sort of running as a street medic since then and running medic trainings and street medic trainings for the last 10 years. And, now work professionally doing wilderness first aid trainings as well. I’m having…I’m not like an expert medical practitioner, but I do have a bit of experience and I’m extremely passionate about education and sharing knowledge and making this skill set accessible to folks who are interested in it.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. And it’s funny because I feel like people who…like there are a lot of people who are like, extreme experts in a field or something, but are like, maybe not as excited about teaching or education or finding ways to introduce people to those worlds as much. So.

Bex
Yeah, and especially in the sort of medical industrial complex, I feel like it’s a place where people often feel extremely alienated both from their own bodies and also from being able to access information about how to take care of themselves or take care of people around them. And, I feel like trying to break that down and make that…change emergency medical response from something that is, like, highly specialized and professionalized to something that is available and accessible for everyone is tight.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah, it is a very, very cool thing. And, you know, that’s part of what this zine is supposed to do, it’s supposed to kind of break down the barriers to just, you know, people who have no medical training to have some kind of foothold in responding to different emergencies. But to kind of back up from that–although listeners, we are probably not going to like go through this zine, page by page in this interview because that would, one, take way more time than we have on this podcast to talk about all the topics and, two, because it is possibly not the best way to learn about the minutiae of these topics. So, we’re gonna focus mostly on talking about what first aid is and why it’s important and how you can learn more about it outside of an hour long podcast. But, Bex, Could you could you tell us kind of like what…what is first aid? And what is kind of the scope of first aid?

Bex
Yeah, the like, general gist of first aid is: it’s the very first care or intervention that someone receives, or gives to themselves when a illness or injury occurs. So, this is usually what’s happening by a layperson, someone who’s not a professional, and is happening in, you know, where the injury or illness is happening rather then in a clinical setting. And this can range from the everyday first day that we give ourselves at home, like, “Oh, I got a cut. I’m gonna wash it out in the kitchen sink and put a band-aid on it.” Or it could also be in a protest scenario or it could be in a wilderness scenario or it could be anywhere. Anywhere there are people doing things there is first aid happening.

Inmn
Cool. That is a very great explanation for first aid. And, for folks who are kind of like less knowledgeable–maybe they’re hearing these phrases for the first time–what is a street medic? And what do street medics do?

Bex
What do street medics do. [inflected as more of a statement] Yeah, so a street medic is basically someone who has some amount of emergency medical response training, who goes out in a protest or demonstration sort of scene, whether that is mobilization in the street, or whether it’s hanging with their affinity group, or whether it’s place based, sort of like encampment type of protest, or anything like that, and responding to the types of illnesses and injuries that we might see in those settings, including things like dealing with police munitions, chemical weapons, or potentially gunshot wounds, as well as like, “Ah! The bike brigade hit me and I fell over and now I’m scraped up,” or whatever, but it’s basically doing some emergency medical response in a protest setting.

Inmn
Well, cool, and what kind of training do street medics usually have? Or like could that vary? I’m asking you leading questions I know the answers to.

Bex
Well, there’s controversy here actually. I would say that the gold standard for street medics is to have a twenty-hour training. In that twenty hours, you can really cover the depth and breadth of how to do a basic patient assessment system to make sure that you are really understanding the full picture of what’s going on with a person that you are supporting and you learn different types of interventions, whether that’s wound care, eye flushes for chemical weapons, how to tell if someone has a spinal injury, all kinds of things. You get to practice in a bunch of like fun hands on scenarios. People do shorter trainings as well. There’s like bridge trainings for folks who are already coming from a professional medical background but want to get involved in sort of street medic stuff. And then there are also much shorter trainings, like just “stop the bleed trainings” or things like that where you’re just dealing with major hemorrhaging bleeds.

Inmn
So…Oh, and like, sometimes, you know, street medics obviously have varying levels of training, like whether they have the twenty-hour training or whether they’re coming to it with like, you know, like, I know nurses who are street medics. I know, doctors who are street medics. I know EMTs, wilderness EMTs, like people with wilderness first responder certifications. So there’s a…Or like, herbalists or clinicians. Like there’s such like a wide scope to who practices street medicine, right?

Bex
Yeah, definitely. And, then there’s also this other side of the spectrum where, because street medics for decades now in protests have been sort of like a visible element of many protests scenarios, it can also be tempting for people to adopt this as their identity. And they’re like, “This is what I do. I am a street medic and I stand on the sidewalk where I’m really safe and I don’t actually participate in anything. And I’ve like been in situations where you’ve got like, ten medics, and you’ve got like, ten legal observers, and you’ve got, you know, like, a police liaison, and then there’s like five people actually involved in the protest. And I would just really encourage breaking that down. And, I think that you can be supporting people and like providing emergency response or first aid while also being a really active, engaged participant in movement spaces and in demonstrations. And like approaching that with like, some nuance or some caution about like, “Hey, am I gonna mark myself as a medic if I’m gonna go do this sketchy thing? Maybe not.” But like, Yeah, I think that finding like these niche ways to…or like these kind of, like, ways to bring our skills to protest movements is really awesome but not at the detriment of also being really active participants in all of the things that we’re interested in and feel up for engaging.

Inmn
Well, yeah, and maybe we’ll talk about that a little bit more later. But, before we get too heavy into theory, I just want to I just want to go over this is zine. So folks, if you’re listening on the Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness podcast or if you’re listening on the Live Like the World is Dying podcast, we have this zine called Basic First Aid for Emergencies, it was put out by a group called Riot Medicine and it is the first in a series of skills series zines that we’re putting out, which we are woefully behind on. If you know a cool skill, and you would like to write a zine for this series of skill scenes, then you know, get in touch with us. So, this zine was put out by Riot medicine and Riot Medicine is an entity that puts out essentially medical information specifically geared at people who might go to things that, you know, some people might classify as riots or like responses to kind of like police violence or violence from the, you know, alt right or fascists. I mean, you know, fascists all of a different name. And the zine, it goes through some really kind of baseline stuff, like stuff that someone with no medical training might find as helpful tips. It talks about safety, your safety, kind of like environmental hazards, and it talks about, like, personal protective equipment that you should consider. It talks about a layperson’s guide to finding someone’s vital signs. It talks about best practice ways to move people who might not be able to move themselves. There is a very brief introduction to compression-only CPR, there’s a brief guide to wounds, specifically for severe bleeding and then for minor wounds. There’s a section on burns, heat illness–which we did an entire episode on heat illness before, so if you want to learn more about heat illness, go back and listen to “Guy on Heat Illness”–talks about hypothermia, frostbite, talks about clean water, and then kind of has a basic construction for what a first-aid kit could contain. And that is available for free to read on our website or you can get it mailed to you. And Riot Medicine also, they….just to kind of go through some of the things that Riot Medicine puts out. If you go to their website, Riotmedicine.net, you can find a more comprehensive guide to to learning about medic stuff, they put out a full length textbook called Riot Medicine, it’s yeah, it is massive. It is 466 pages, which includes an absolutely obscene amount of information that might, you know, peruse at your leisure. They also put out a smaller field guide. This is something that could be like in your medic kit and view kind of like a reference piece. They put out a bridge guide for people coming from other medical professional backgrounds who want to learn how to apply those backgrounds to engaging in street medic work. And yeah, they put out a ton of really awesome stuff. And yeah, so that is kind of the basis of the guide. And instead of kind of like digging into depth of like all of these topics, I would encourage everyone to go out and read about it or to attend a training of some sort. It’s going to be a much better way to learn about a lot of these topics. But, to kind of switch gears into in talking about backgrounds, on the Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness podcast, I always like to ask people kind of like, “What the story behind their story is?” or “How this piece came to be?” And that is a little less applicable in this context, but Bex, how did you get your start in learning about responding to medical emergencies of all kinds? Like what what was your catalyst or origin story, so to speak?

Bex
My first-aid origin story. Well, okay, first, let me just say the zine is really cool. It’s a–in addition to all the things that Inmn described–it also has illustrations for almost everything. And so if you are into sort of like the visual learning, it’s got illustrations. It’s great. Everyone should check it out. It seems really useful. Keep it in your backpack, keep it under your bathroom counter for when you’re like, “What am I supposed to do with this gnarly cut I got?” Okay, but my my villain origin…I mean, my first-aid origin story. Honestly, I’m like a very accident prone person. I would say that in general, I’ve got like pretty low body awareness. And it’s not uncommon for me to like, get injured in odd situations. So, I’ve spent spent a lot of time taking trips to the urgent care and being like, “I think there might be something serious going on.” And, specifically, there’s like one incident that really launched me into wanting to learn more about first aid, which is that I got a pretty bad concussion from a bike accident. And I had no idea that I had a head injury. I had no idea that I should even be considering that I might have a head injury until like, the next morning when I was like collapsed in the shower and my roommates were like, lifting me up by my armpits and like patting me off and like, putting me in the car to like head out to the urgent care to like see what the fuck was wrong with me. And that experience was just like…was extremely scary and extremely eye opening to know that like there could be something like seriously wrong going on inside my body and I did not…I didn’t know….I didn’t know what to look for. I didn’t know what was going on until it sort of like reached a more critical point. And that just made me really want to learn more. And I think that I probably went to a street medic training and also maybe like a 16 hour wilderness first-aid training in the year or two following that incident.

Inmn
Why did you go to a street medic training? Like, first, instead of like a WFR class or WFA class?

Bex
Yeah, and WFR stands for wilderness first responder. That’s like an 80 hour training usually, and wilderness first aid is the WFA that Inmn just said and that’s usually a 16 hour training. There’s different orgs that offer those. Um, well, I went to a street medic training, because when I heard about it I thought it sounded cool and fun. And, because I was looking for a way to plug into some specific movement spaces, or like, demonstrations that were coming up that I was eager to participate in, but wasn’t quite sure how to engage in. And this felt like a…I was like, “Oh, there’s something I can do, like something I can offer, a skill set.” And now I feel like my thinking on that has shifted, where I’m like, actually, every single person brings something. Like every person brings a skill set and that’s being exactly who they are engaging in a protest space. But, at the time it felt like getting a street medic training was a really empowering sort of entry point of like, “Oh, I’ve got this sort of, like, motivating reason to show up and feel like I can be helpful or something.”

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, it’s a great–I feel like it maybe this is less true now–but I feel like at— really aging myself here–a while ago, I feel like it was a really good entry point into, like, getting involved with movements, like, in the same way that, you know, when I was a teenager I would go to Food Not Bombs. And that was a huge entry point into learning about different radical projects in my area was just going to Food Not Bombs. And so, like, I feel like street medic trainings similarly offer a very easy, low-barrier way for people to get involved in protests or like uprising movements. Or at least that’s how they did in the past. I don’t know if that’s true anymore.

Bex
Yeah, and in general, I mean, I think that, like, we as human beings are like, very, sort of, like, motivated towards connection with others and like, relationship building, and, like community building and a sense of belonging. And I think that in radical movements that creating containers–whether it’s things like a street medic training or Food Not Bombs or like, you know, whatever–it is finding places where people can know that, like, “Oh, I can show up here. People are going to be stoked that I’m there. They’re gonna, like, be actively and enthusiastically, like, sharing their knowledge and skills and like, inviting me into the space feels really fucking good.” And we need more models of that all around us.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah, absolutely. I mean, you know, that was one of the first ways that I got involved in that kind of stuff was like, I don’t know, I went…I like was at a thing and I watched the police fuck some people up and I watched these, like, street medics like swoop in, and like, just, like, instantly have this like, response of like…it’s like, I saw someone screaming because they’d been like pepper…they’d been maced in the face and there was suddenly this group of people who knew exactly what to do to help those people. And it was like…it like it was a very, like catalyzing experience for me. At least to like, see that and then be like, I want to help people like that. I want to like know what to do when my friends get hurt.

Bex
Yeah, totally. And I feel like doing a street medic training and getting involved in that world was a really catalyzing experience for me as well, where previously, when I would witness, you know, like, police brutalizing someone at a protest, I would be overwhelmed with this sense of helpless rage, where I’m, you know, you’re like watching something terrible happening and there’s nothing you can do or like, you feel like that in that moment. And one of the big things that I love about emergency medicine in general–whether it’s street medicine or wilderness emergency medicine or what have you–is his emphasis on calm, like spreading calm, and bringing calm to a situation. And like, Yeah, we should all be fucking mad and energized, but we can like find a place of calm and purpose in our responses rather than feeling completely overwhelmed by hopelessness or rage. And I think that in general, like, when people have a sense of agency in a situation–whether it’s a situation in their own personal life or in a protest scenario or what have you–if you feel like, there was something I could do, I could participate in some way, I had some agency here in how I chose to respond, we know that sense of agency reduces the sort of like, permanent traumatic mark that that makes on us. And how we recover psychologically from witnessing or experiencing those things has a lot to do with what we felt we were capable of in our response in that moment. And I think that, for me, having this skill set around first aid, just makes me feel more empowered and able to act and I think that is like, good for my brain.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. So like, obviously, it’s good for there to be people who know a lot about first aid or a lot about responding to emergencies, like people who have extensive training in doing that but why is it important for everyone to have a basic understanding of how to respond to emergencies? Like why, if we have this zine, if there’s, like, you know, if there’s just people running around who have 80 hours of training, like what is reading a zine about it going to do for me?

Bex
Yeah. I love this question. Because we…just because someone’s running around with 80 hours of training or more or is a professional, doesn’t mean that other people have to rely on that person. Like, we should not be recreating the hierarchies of the medical industrial complex within our movements or within our communities or within our personal lives. Like, the more that we can sort of like decentralize information, we’re also decentralizing that power that people feel like they have to support themselves, to support the people around them. And like, yeah, it’s freaking awesome to be able to call up someone who’s an expert. Like, I use, different herbs. I’ll take tinctures or use salves, but I don’t actually know shit about herbalism. And it’s really useful to be able to call up a buddy and be like, “Hey, this is what’s going on, like, what would you recommend?” but I also want to be able to have my own little apothecary, and like, make my own little stuff that I do feel comfortable with. And, I don’t want to have to rely on someone else for all of my interactions with that, and I think that sort of like general first aid is a similar thing. Like it’s great to have people with more experience around, but we should all know how to clean a wound and recognize signs of infection, or like when to be worried about a head injury, or how to help someone out who’s like gotten too hot or too cold, or get fucking tear gas off someone’s face and mucous membranes.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. And there’s actually…there’s a funny thing that I want to ask you about because I feel like I see it get…like it’s something that is not covered in the basic first aid for emergency zine and something that I see get talked about less but I feel like is like wildly important and applicable to most people’s lives. So like, you know, your experience of having a concussion and not realizing how dangerous it was, like, I think we can all relate. We’ve all like got…a lot of us have gotten into a bike accident and then been, like, “Oh, I’m fine, except I did hit my head, but I was wearing a helmet. So I’m probably fine.”

Bex
All of us here have crashed our bikes, right?

Inmn
Or like, you know, hit your head on something like or had a friend who hit their head on something. And what are the important things to keep in mind when someone has hit their head and they’re unsure about whether they have a concussion? Like, when is the…when does it go from “I’m okay,” to, “I have to seek, like some kind of higher level of care for what’s going on”?

Bex
Yeah, totally. Well, like, the basic thing that we’re worried about with head injuries is swelling to the brain because there’s just not much room inside the skull for the brain to swell at all. And right, like something that gets injured, like if I like, twist my ankle, that ankle is going to swell. There’s plenty of room for it to do that. There’s not room for the brain to swell up without like, creating some more serious problems. And so that’s like, generally what we’re worried about. And you can bump your head, you can bump your head pretty dang hard and not get a concussion, like not get a head injury. If you hit your head and you’re like, “Oh, yeah, it hurts where I hit my head. And maybe I’ve got a little bit of a headache from that bonk.” We’re not worried about that. But if you hit your head, and you’re like, “Oh, now I feel kind of dizzy. And I actually feel kind of nauseous, or I can’t really remember that like moment of impact, or like my vision is affected, maybe I’m like seeing stars a little bit or a little bit of blurriness,” then you might be looking at sort of a mild head injury and you just want to take that pretty seriously. You can go get checked out at a at a clinic, if you are able to access that resource. And in general, you just want to like monitor those symptoms and make sure it’s not getting any worse. And rest. With head injuries we need cognitive rest as well as physical rest. So, there used to be all this stuff about like, “If someone gets a concussion, don’t let them sleep. Wake them up every you know, 10 minutes with this, like secret passcode they have to remember,” and like we do not do that anymore. Like if someone has a head injury, actually they like really need to rest. And like sleep is great. And we want to let people sleep like please.

Inmn
I feel like that was the unfortunate plot of like so many like 90s sitcoms was like, like kind of torturing someone into staying awake while they’re concussed.

Bex
Yeah, but if you’re experiencing that stuff, and you’ve had some kind of blow to the head, like definitely consider going to get checked out. Concussions are complex. They get worse, the more times that you’ve had one. You become more and more sensitive to concussions, even from like a minor head bump. And there are also…there’s like a long recovery period from a concussion, like it can be like many, many months of recovery, so it helps to get checked out. And then if it’s a serious head injury, you want to like get to, like get to a clinical setting, like whether that’s the urgent care emergency room or like whatever, like you want to get there right away. If you’re having things…if someone has a head injury and they are getting like…they’re having like personality changes, like they’re becoming really irritable, combative, they’re like disoriented, they’re having like a really bad headache, they’re getting super sleepy or lethargic. If someone has a head injury and then has a seizure. If there’s any bleeding from like, the nose or eyes or ears or like other fluid coming from the ears, this person needs to get to like a higher level of care as fast as possible.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. And maybe you mentioned it and maybe you didn’t, but is is vomiting also a strange sign?

Bex
Oh, yeah. Well, okay, with head injuries, everyone gets like one free vomit. And then if there’s like more vomiting than that then we would consider that that might be like a serious head injury. I’m not sure exactly of like the physiology there of like why there’s this vomiting, but there is…yeah, there can be like a lot of vomiting or even like projectile vomiting from from a serious head injury

Inmn
Yeah. Listeners, you might be noticing that I’m asking Bex a lot of like kind of leading questions. This is, this is partially because I have a fair amount like medical training as well, and–all of which is like horribly lapsed–like, I kind of got out of practicing as like a person who does medical stuff except like casually to myself and my friends a while ago.

Bex
We’re both lapsed wilderness EMTs it turns out,

Inmn
yeah, yeah. Cool. Well, yeah, thank you, thank you so much for that little explanation. I feel like it is a…you know, obviously, if anyone is worried about something then they should, you know, go to urgent care or go to the emergency room. But I feel like there was a lot of, like, in between things were we’re like, “I don’t know.” And like going to the ER or the urgent care casually is like, not something that people can, like, always afford to do.

Bex
Yeah, but we do want to pay…like, I would urge people to be very cautious with head injuries. One thing that we’ve learned from the great sport of American football is that head injuries are very serious and do get worse and repeated head injuries…like if your brain is just getting pummeled all the time that can add up to really serious cognitive, emotional, and like, even like personality impacts. And it’s just not…it’s not good. It’s not good to hurt your brain. So, being like really careful, making sure that someone is getting rest, getting checked out if they’re having these symptoms is great.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. And yeah, again, listeners, like, you know, we are…this is not medical advice. This is…

Bex
This is not a medical training.

Inmn
This is not a medical training. But we are trying to kind of cover some basics for people to think about, but highly suggest if you want to learn more about these things to go out and attend more extensive trainings on how to assess these things. So Bex….

Bex
Inmn…

Inmn
You have been involved in this world for quite a while now, right? Like the world of first aid and responding to emergencies.

Bex
Yeah.

Inmn
I was wondering if you wanted to kind of talk about like, just, like, kind of like, experiences or like stories that you might have of, responding to emergencies, providing first aid in like various contexts, like…yeah, do you have any kind of like, notably interesting things? This isn’t a leading question?

Bex
I mean, I feel like, like running around as a street medic, you see all kinds of things, you know, a lot of like, flushing chemical weapons out of people’s eyes, definitely have supported people with head injuries, sometimes from police munitions, and working with people who are like, “Oh, I’m bleeding from the scalp, but I don’t want to go to the hospital.” And then you’re just like, “Okay, well, how about your friends that are with you, like, here’s this list of things to watch out for, like, here’s how we’re going to take care of this person.” or I feel like, like, notable moments for me have often been like, when I can, like, empower people to like, look after themselves, or like look after the people that they’re with, and I can like, do what I can to support someone, but I’m not like therefore positioning myself as like, “And now I am the expert and I’ve like taken you over and I’m gonna like tell you what you have to do now,” or whatever but. Definitely, like one really eye opening moment for me–and I talked about this more in the Live Like the World is Dying gunshot wound episode was like responding to someone with a gunshot wound at a protest. Which at the time, I think it was like 2016 or something, at the time. I was like, that was not what I was expecting to see at a protest. And it really threw me. I like didn’t really feel prepared to deal with that sort of like extreme of an of an injury. And since then, now, I feel like the like gun violence in a protest setting is super common. And there have been many demonstrations or actions that I’ve been at where people have gotten shot. And, it’s like a really, it’s a really scary thing to witness. And it’s also scary the way that it has become such a sort of, like, predictable part of like, the landscape of kind of like radical movements and demonstrations. And, one thing that I remember was like being at a demo and seeing someone get shot and then, you know, I’m there like trying to pull out my, like, pull out my, like trauma response stuff from my medic fanny pack. And before I even can, like, get those things out, there’s like a bunch of street medics who are like supporting this person. And I’m like, “Hey, I think I like… it’s possible that I’m like, recognizing some of those people from like a medic training that I helped to run a couple of months ago.” And that moment, like, even in that moment, that was like extremely scary and traumatizing being like, “Oh, like the transferring of information and the like, sharing and like broadening of like this knowledge base is very much like changing the outcomes that people are having in really bad situations because there’s all these people who know how to respond. And especially I think, like in 2020, like, everyone started like running around with like, a tourniquet strapped on their belt, you know, because we’re just like, seeing so much gun violence in those spaces in a new way. And I think that like that, that is great. And that, like, if nothing else, like knowing how to respond to like, really major life threatening things is… and having the tools to be able to do so is awesome.

Inmn
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it is really amazing to see that. It’s funny, I have like, kind of a, like, personal story of where I was incredibly relieved that there were so many people who had training around, which…it’s a vulnerable story in that, like, I don’t love how I responded, but like, it was a good learning experience for me of like, I had been doing like street medic stuff for like a long time and I’d been doing…like I was a wilderness EMT at this point, and–but you know, I’d never worked as an EMT before–and I was at a thing and I watched someone get run over by a car. And spoiler alert is that this person was like, fucking miraculously fine. Like, literally nothing was wrong with this person. Like, which was incredible. But at the time, like, I was the closest person. And I, like I froze. And because I’d never witnessed something like that before and that’s not what I was expecting to have to deal with and like…but, you know, I went over, and I started to try to assess what was going on and then like, three other people swooped in, all of whom had a lot more experience than I did, to which I was so grateful, because I was like, “Hell yeah, there’s a more qualified person here to bottomline this situation, I’m just gonna, like help with creating a perimeter around this person so that we can make sure that they’re okay.”

Bex
Yeah, totally. Yeah, that sounds extremely intense. And I’m glad that…I’m glad that you were there. I’m glad that those other folks are there. And, you know, I guess like, in…like, as a street medic…or, like, I’m not into like, “Yeah, I hope I get to go out and like, see something gnarly so I get to, like, respond to it, so I can have some experience, like some personal experience of like, getting to do something.” That is not what I’m in it for or like a mentality that I am at all interested in engaging with. But, like in that situation, if those other people hadn’t shown up, like, yeah, you were overwhelmed, maybe scared. This like wasn’t what you were expecting to see. But, you like, had your assessment tools and you like, had those skills, and if no one else had been there, you would have been a great person to have responded to the situation, even though you had that sense of relief of like, “Thank God, there’s someone else here,” or whatever. And I feel like moving from a place of like, “I just saw something happen to somebody or something happened to me and I have no idea what to do, like don’t even know where to begin,” or being like…like moving from that place to like, “Damn, this absolutely sucks. And I wish it wasn’t happening, but like, I guess I could figure out how to deal with it.” Like, that is actually like a really big difference. And I want to support people in moving in that direction, you know, even if it sucks to have to see shit like that. I don’t know.

Inmn
Yeah, if I’m, if I’m going to a….if I’m going somewhere where I expect there to be like a higher probability of like someone being injured–whether that’s to a demonstration or whether that’s to a youth hardcore show where people really like to like throw elbows–I hope that I’m not going to see anyone get injured, like if I’m providing medical care, like, either as like, “I am here to provide medical care” or is like someone who’s just there and like has a little first aid kit–because that is a smart thing for everyone to have–then like, I hope that I never have to use it. I hope that no one gets injured. That would be a better day for everyone. But, it is like part of the like ritual of being prepared that we like learn how to deal with these situations even in small ways. Which, brings me to my next question for you. What are…what are…if you had to give like a short little blurb to people about like, if people want to learn more about first aid in like a small way, say they’ve read this zine, like, what is the next step for people and what what situations should people like focus on whether they’re like at a demonstration or it’s just like, another piece of like–saying normal doesn’t feel like the right phrase–but like, part of their normal life, you know?

Bex
Yeah, their everyday life. Um, there’s a lot of different types of trainings that folks can seek out starting with, like CPR. A CPR, training is a great place to start. And now you can do, you can even like get CPR trained online and just like watch a bunch of videos. It’s better to do like hands on practice, I think that’s where we really like, can start building muscle memory around these skills. But, there’s like CPR training. Places like the Red Cross offer a basic first aid training. And then there’s also these like street medic trainings. So, if you have a street medic, group or collective in your area, like, seek out a 20 hour street medic training, or there are different organizations that offer Wilderness First Aid trainings that are, you know, definitely have some overlap with the street medic training in that both of these things are like you’re in an environment where you can’t just call 911 and expect that an ambulance is going to be able to like roll up in the next five minutes, either because you’re like in the back country, or you’re like behind the police line, or what have you. And then there’s bigger trainings on the wilderness side that you can pursue like a Wilderness First Responder, Wilderness, EMT. A lot of counties, especially like rural counties that are having trouble staffing up their EMS, I know some folks who have been able to get an EMT training, like a three month EMT training, totally paid for by their county if they agreed to like, volunteer with the fire department for a year or something like that. So that’s another way to get like a lot of training for free if you are willing to interface with the like, often shitty hierarchical structures that put you in the role of being like the sort of like, dehumanizing disembodied medic, but you can like bring to that, you know, you can try to like, bring a better, like, approach to that situation. But yeah, all kinds of things like that. And to go back to your point of like, being prepared for things every day and not just like when I’m like going out to a demo, but kind of like, yeah, what we do on the daily to like, prepare for different situations, I’ll say that I keep a like a tourniquet and a trauma response kit in my car at all times, just like in a fanny pack strapped to the back of the headrest, in case I come across like a car accident while I’m just like cruising around. Or if, you know, like in today’s fucking modern society like your like just as likely it feels like to respond to like gunshots when you’re like like passing by a shopping mall or like outside of fucking school or something like this because there’s like, there’s just so many shootings. There’s so much gun violence. There’s so many like mass shooting situations that I think that like a Stop the Bleed training that different like organizations offer, even like that on its own is something that might be useful for folks that hopefully they’ll never have to use but

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. I mean, that is that is what we hope. Yeah, I feel like personally, if I had to recommend like two lower barrier things that everyone should go out and do it is learning about CPR and a Stop the Bleed training because these are like two pretty, like, easy to access trainings that can make huge differences in whether somebody survives an injury.

Bex
Absolutely. I’ll also say that like, I feel like I’ve like talked a fair amount of smack, as is appropriate, on like, the medical industrial complex and like the shitty hierarchies within sort of like clinical emergency medicine or like hospital settings. Those are these like, really like dehumanizing, disembodied environments that really take away patient agency in a lot of cases. But, within those systems, there are a lot of like, really, like, deeply radical badass, like incredible people working within those systems. And if you are interested in like getting involved with a medical practice professionally, or if you are already in that world, you’re a med tech, or a nurse or a doctor or, you know, whatever, a paramedic, and you want to find other radical people who are interested in approaching that work together, there are people who are doing that. There’s actually–by the time this airs, it probably will have already happened–but there’s a really cool convergence happening on the east coast this month in May, that’s the Health Autonomy Convergence that’s for people who are working within the medical system but are coming at it from a anarchist, anti authoritarian, abolitionist perspective. And finding networks like that, like ways to decentralize our knowledge and skills and like, connect with other like radical folks who are interested in this is just so exciting to me. It’s very cool.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. I just want to say that, like, a real good reason for everyone to learn about first aid and for everyone to learn these basics is that, one, as we’re seeing things change in like how police violence or like violence from other sources of fascism occurs, like, we can’t even rely on these kind of like networks as much for like, every situation and like, it is helpful for everyone to have some understanding of what to do in an emergency. One, because it like, takes pressure off of those other groups and also because like, it means that like, you know, the best resource that we have are people and so like another person to know how to do this thing or to like, not need as much like care from someone is a great thing. Like, we yeah, we should all be learning basics of these skills because it makes everyone’s lives easier.

Bex
Yeah, and supporting each other in it. Like if you…like, the number one tool that a street medic has in their kit is a buddy. You always go with a buddy. You don’t go alone because it’s easier to keep a cool head and have good decision making, and stay sort of like oriented and situationally aware and like know what’s happening if you are running with another person, and you both have like, even if you have different levels of experience or training, like you’ve got another person there to help navigate that situation with. And we can can offer one another like so much strength and resilience just by like being present and like tuned in to the same stuff together. One time my medic buddy that I would always run with was like out of town and there was like something happening in the city where I lived and I was like, “I’ll just go by myself. It’s like no big deal. Like I don’t need a buddy. I’m sure it’ll be fine.” And I was like, such a huge mistake. It ended up being like a fairly like traumatizing experience for me where I was like, “Oh, wait, actually like being in this alone and being like, ‘I’m trying to like respond and be prepared,’ and like I don’t have someone with me who’s going through that with me and like tuning into this with me,” was…I wouldn’t do it again.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah.

Bex
So, find a pal. Find a pal who’s interested in first aid and fucking skill up together. It’s like extremely fun. And you can practice your patient assessment on each other. It’s great.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah, learning is fun. And, you know, the more that we learn these skills now, the less overwhelming they will be, if we are ever faced with an emergency that we have to deal with. Like, yeah, learn it now so it’s less stressful in the moment.

Bex
Yeah, and like learn from sources that are reliable. Like the materials that Riot Medicine has available, like this zine is super tight. I haven’t looked through all of their other materials, like in depth, but it’s like very legit, or like going to a street medic training, or another training so that you know that your skills that you’re building are coming from some sort of reputable source and you don’t end up as like, the wacky chaos medic that everyone dreads who’s like, running around in like head-to-toe camo with gallons of milk swinging from their belt. And, you know, like, don’t be the chaos medic. Like, learn some real skills that are like based in…that are scientifically based and like vetted and bring calm to the situation.

Inmn
Yeah, yeah. Speaking of calm… [interrupted]

Bex
Take your chaos elsewhere. Your chaos has a place and it is not in medicking.

Inmn
Speaking of calm. So, real quick, we have this last little segment since this is the Strangers podcast, even if you’re hearing it on the Live like the World is Dying feed. We have a quick word of the month where this is a word that I learn a little bit about the origins of and then asked people if they know anything about it. And I’ve maybe given you a clue. But, Bex, do you know anything…Do you know the word anemone?

Bex
Like a sea anemone.

Inmn
Yeah, like I sea anemone. But, there are other kinds of anemones as well.

Bex
Like the sea anemone of my enemy is my friend-enenomy?

Inmn
Yeah, that’s that’s absolutely the origin. You just guessed it.

Bex
Tell me more.

Inmn
Do you have any guesses as to like what the word anemone means? Or, where where it comes from?

Bex
Anemone, anemone? No, I do not know. But it really sounds like enemy.

Inmn
It does. It does. So, anemone. So there’s sea anemone, but then there’s also like, there’s a plant that’s called anemone. And interestingly, this plant is used to…it’s used for a lot of different things medicinally and, how I’m familiar with it is that it was…someone recommended it to me for like panic attacks. And in very low doses. Very, very low doses. This is a…

Bex
Consult an herbalist.

Inmn
This is a…this can be a dangerous plant. So, flowering plant anemone comes directly from Latin “anemone,” and then from the Greek “anemone,” which comes from two little pieces. There’s “anemos” and a, you know, “feminine” suffix. So, “anemos” means wind. And so anemone literally means “wind flower” or “daughter of the wind.” And some people think that…or like, you know, one one attribution to that name is anemone blooms only during a storm. And it’s like…interestingly, its petals are attached to seed pods. And so when the wind blows, the flower opens, and it rips it apart. And the petals are like each attached to a little seed pod. So that is like…the flower is like destroyed and propagates by getting caught in the wind. But interestingly–and this is this is where I think it gets really fun and interesting–is there’s a cognate in Latin “anima” or shortened to “ane” which means to breathe. And anemone, as we just learned, is a plant that you can take when having a panic attack to help you breathe.

Bex
Dang. That is very cool. And that’s like a very beautiful image. You have like, that description of the flower being like ripped apart in a storm, but like that propagating, and I feel like that really resonates with me in terms of like, the things that we face that like feel like this huge destructive force, whether that’s like things happening like emotionally or psychologically or also like the literal violence that people witness and experience. And like, how can you like harness that, like, violence or destruction and like see where they’re like seeds of beautiful things that will like, be planted or like can grow from that, even if like the destruction itself is like the loss of something beautiful, it doesn’t mean it’s the end of beautiful things coming.

Inmn
Yeah. And like first aid, we can bloom and show and spread, unfortunately, sometimes through turbulent times. And this ended up being a very appropriate word that I kind of picked at random to be part of this episode. So, I know you’d have to run, but real quick, Is there anywhere on the internet that people can find you that you would like to be found? And the answer can be “No.”

Bex
No, there’s nowhere to find me on the internet. But, you should check out Riot Medicine, which I legitimately am like definitely not a part of or have anything to do with, but it is very cool. And Oh, one other thing I’ll just quickly say here for folks who have listened to the gunshot wound episode of Live Like the World is Dying, I would like to make a little amendment. When I recorded that episode, I had some outdated information about tourniquets. And in that episode, I described tourniquets as really a tool of last resort. And what we actually know is that tourniquets are a really safe intervention to use. You can, if applied correctly and if it is a sort of like legitimate tourniquet like the CAT gen 7, the combat application tourniquet, these can safely be left on for a really long time. There have been recorded incidents from our long history of global capitalist imperialist warfare. We’ve learned a lot about combat medicine. And there have been incidences of like a tourniquet staying on for up to 48 hours without that limb being compromised. Do not be afraid to use a tourniquet. Check out that episode if you want more information about specifically Stop the Bleed stuff. But, just take this little amendment to the tourniquet section.

Inmn
Great. Thank you so much Bex for coming on the podcast.

Bex
Thanks for having me.

Inmn
Yeah, stay well.

Bex
Bye.

Inmn
Thanks so much for listening. If you enjoyed this podcast, please go take a first aid training, and then tell us about it. But also tell people about the podcast. You can support this podcast by telling people about it. You can support this podcast by talking about it on social media, rating and reviewing and doing whatever the algorithm calls for. Feed it like hungry god. But, if you would like to support us in other sillier ways that don’t involve feeding a nameless entity then you can check us out on Patreon at patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness. Our Patreon helps pay for things like transcriptions or our lovely audio editor Bursts, as well as going to support our publisher, Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness is the publisher of this podcast and a few other podcasts including our monthly feature podcast of anarchistic literature, Strangers and a Tangled Wilderness, which comes out monthly, as well as the Anarcho Geek Power Hour, which is a great podcast for people who love movies and hate cops. And just to give you an idea of some other stuff that Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness is up to, we are also getting ready to put out a new book To the Ghosts Who are Still Living by Ami Weintraub. The stories of our ancestors call to us from across time asking to be remembered. In retelling our ancestors experiences of love, tradition, loss and sorrow we not only honor their lives, but we come to understand our own. The trees whisper to the ones who will listen, “Come home.” To the Ghosts Who are Still Living is a collection of essays by Ami Weintraub, coming out August, 2023 through Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. The preorder starts July 1st. And we would like to shout out a few of our patrons in particular. Thank you Princess Miranda, BenBen, Anonymous, Funder, Jans, Oxalis, Janice & O’dell, Paige, Aly, Paparouna, Milica, Boise Mutual Aid, Theo, Hunter, Shawn, S. J., Paige, Mikki, Nicole, David, Dana, Chelsea, Kat J., Staro, Jenipher, Eleanor, Kirk, Sam, Chris, Michaiah, and Hoss the Dog. We seriously couldn’t do this without y’all. And I hope everyone out there is doing as well as they can with everything that’s happening and we’ll talk to you soon.

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S1E72 – Penumbra City Playthrough

Summary

This time on Live Like the World is Dying, we’re talking about something crucial to surviving the apocalypse: playing games with your friends. And Killing God Kings. That’s right, we have an actual play recording of us playing Penumbra city, the TTRPG that we’ve been working on over at Strangers for…a very long time. We are sharing this session of us playing the game in order to get you excited about our KICKSTARTER for the game, which is currently live. Right now! Unless it’s no longer June 2023. So, before you listen to this recording go to

www.kickstarter.com/projects/penumbra-city/penumbra-city

Join a Doggirl, an Occultust, a Rat King, and a Patchworker as they investigate a string of disappearances including someone’s missing date. 

Find your friends. Live like the God King is dying.

We will have a normal Live Like the World is Dying episode out this week as well.

Guest Info

Margaret Killjoy: World Designer. On Twitter @magpiekilljoy or IG @MargaretKilljoy
Jamie Loftus: Host of Ghost Church. On Twitter @JamieLoftusHELP of IG @JamieChristSuperstar
Bea Flowers: The Voice of Penumbra City. On IG @Crimebrulee
Robin Savage: Game Ilustrator on IG @Missrobinsavage
Inmn Neruin: Game Designer on IG @shadowtail.artificery

Publisher

This podcast is published by Strangers In A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org or on Twitter @tangledwild. You can support this show by subscribing to our Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness

Our Kickstarter for Penumbra City can be found here: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/penumbra-city/penumbra-city

Host

The Host is Inmn Neruin. You can find them on instagram @shadowtail.artificery

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S1E71 – Sabot Media on Rural Organizing

Episode Summary

Margaret talks with Sprout and Charyan from Sabot Media and The Blackflower Collective about organizing in rural areas and how that can be different from organizing in more urban areas. Sprout and Charyan talk about the different projects that Sabot Media and The Blackflower Collective work on, supporting unhoused people, the importance of having a music scene, and the unfortunate state of fascism.

Guest Info

Sprout (they/them) and Charyan(they/them) work with Sabot Media and The Blackflower Collective. Those projects can be found on Twitter @Blackflowerllc, @Aberdeenlocal1312, or Instagram @Blackflower.collective or @Aberdeenlocal1312, or on their websites https://sabotmedia.noblogs.org/ or https://blackflowercollective.noblogs.org/. They can also be found on Mastodon @Aberdeenlocal1312.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

LLWD – Sabot Media on Rural Organizing

Margaret 00:15
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I’m your host, Margaret Killjoy. And I’m excited to talk this week about a subject that is very near and dear to my particular heart. And it might be near and dear to your particular hear or it might just be a subject of idle curiosity. I have no idea. I don’t know where you live. You’re in my head. I’m in your head. Something. Today we’re going to talk about rural organizing, and we’re gonna talk about some of the differences between rural organizing and urban organizing, and we’re going to be doing that with Sprout and Charyan from Sabot Media and The Blackflower Collective and we’re going to talk about that. First, we’re gonna talk about the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts. And here’s a jingle from another show on the network. Bah duh duh duh dah [Margaret makes melody noises like she’s singing] Okay, so if you all could introduce yourself, I guess with your your name and your pronouns and then like maybe a little bit about what Sabot Media and The Blackflower Collective are.

Sprout 02:32
Yeah, hello, I’m Sprout. Pronouns are they/them.

Charyan 02:37
I’m Charyan. They/them.

Sprout 02:40
We’re here to talk about our new project in Grays Harbor County called The Blackflower Collective. And we’re here also representing Sabot Media and our podcast Molotov Now.

Margaret 02:55
Where’s Grays Harbor?

Sprout 02:58
It’s on the coast, Western Washington. The main town is Aberdeen where most people have probably heard of it is because that’s where Kurt Cobain was born and grew up.

Margaret 03:12
Oh, one of my favorite trans women in history. That is my contentious belief. Anyone who’s ever wonder that. Yeah,

Charyan 03:24
I’ve heard the theory.

Margaret 03:26
Yeah. One of my friends was friends with Kurt and was like…and when I first started coming out was like, “Wow, you talk about your gender the same way that Kurt did.” And so that’s why I hold on to this particular theory so hard. But I’m not trying to…no one has ever been more mad at me on the internet as people were when I said this once on Twitter. So whatever, I’m not trying to specifically claim or not claim dead people…whatever. Anyway, that’s definitely what we’re here to talk about today. So, I guess really quickly, like what is Sabot Media? What is Blackflower Collective?

Sprout 04:09
Well, Sabot Media is a media project that we started because we saw a need for our own reporting of certain stories around the homeless and the mutual aid efforts that were going on in our town. The local paper record the Daily World and the other local stations out here were just not covering the stories at all that needed to be told. And so we stepped up to start talking about that stuff in our own community. We’ve got a website on No Blogs. Sabotmedia.noblogs.org, where people can go check out our articles. We’ve got comics, we’ve got columns, we’ve got a podcast as I mentioned. Yeah, so The Blackflower Collective was born out of another project here on the harbor that’s been going for a couple of years Chehalis River mutual aid network. And the organizers for that project did a lot of talking to the community and discussing internally about what needs there were and how to meet those needs. And the solution came out as The Blackflower Collective. So our goal there is to have a piece of land, just outside the city limits, where we can have a sustainable ecovillage to house low income and unhouse…currently unhoused people, as well as pairing that with a social center and makerspace where we can have a business incubator and people providing social services.

Margaret 05:53
That’s really…Okay, one of the things I got really excited about when I first heard about this project that you all are working on about it is because I think about how much…how impactful social center type spaces can be in smaller communities. Like it just seems to me…like off the top of my head, at least I think of like…I mean, a makerspace and, you know, social center space and stuff like that in a big city rules and is great, and I’m really excited when they exist, but it seems like a much higher percentage of the town’s socializing or something…like it seems like a bigger deal in a smaller place. Am I like…Am I off base about this? Like, what are your kind of aspirations around that?

Charyan 06:34
Not at all. That’s actually kind of one of the dichotomies that we talked about in our article. And on our interview on It Could Happen Here is like the modes of socialization feel a lot different from big city and large population big city communities and, you know, smaller rural towns and whatnot. For example, like in the bigger city, the way you meet people is like, you know, you have your job, or, you know, you go out to the club or, you know, what have you. There’s lots of different groups and classes you can take part in. Like you walk into any building or storefront and there’s going to be a wall filled with fliers for different events and classes and all sorts of stuff. A place like here in Aberdeen, you have to hunt and dig for that kind of stuff. And even when it does happen, you’re more than likely not even going to hear about it. The mode of socialization in smaller places is usually through friends and family you already have. You know, you’re hanging out at somebody’s house and somebody comes to the door. It’s like, “Oh, hey, here’s my buddy, Paul,” or What have you.

Margaret 07:44
Yeah, it always sort of occurred to me that, you know, living in a small town–I’m probably not going to do it, but I’m like, “Man, if I opened a punk venue, it would be the only place to go see music,” you know? But that’s also…maybe no one would come because there’s like a tiny handful of punks in this town, you know.

Sprout 08:04
Well, that’s actually what we’re thinking about starting to do with Blackflower to raise some funds and get our name out there is hold some benefit punk shows. There’s, again, there’s just not really much in the way of music venues out here. And so what we’re doing is just trying to find needs and then meet them. And that’s a huge…you know, coming from a city–I wasn’t born here, I moved here from a big bigger city area–so, you know, having a music scene was huge. That’s what got me into political organizing in the first place. So, I think it’s a good subculture to cultivate to try and get people on board.

Margaret 08:47
No, that makes sense. I mean, around where I’m at, like people go, people drive a long way to go to the punk show in the small town in the mountains, you know, that happens to be throwing that particular punk show or whatever thing it is. People go a long way to see live music because you have to. On the other hand, like, do y’all have the phrase “Country close?” Like where it’s like, to go anywhere takes about 45 minutes, right, because it’s all back country roads. I just think about how far people have to go to go get to places

Sprout 09:20
Yeah, no, I haven’t heard that term. But I know the concept for sure.

Margaret 09:24
Okay, so the other thing I was thinking about when you were first talking about this is, you know, homelessness and mutual aid in a small town, you know, you’re saying that the the mutual aid network is kind of what you all grew out of–or in response to or something like that–that’s not something that people hear about much. And, you know, we hear about homelessness in big cities and stuff, but I have a feeling that people who don’t live rurally might not be aware that this is also a presence in small towns across the US as well as like, you know, people living in tents and trying to make ends meet down by the river and stuff. So that’s like…when I say problem, I don’t mean the problem is that there are homeless people around I mean the problem is that they don’t have homes. You know, that is like a big issue where you all are? [Inflected as question]

Sprout 10:15
It’s a huge issue, especially in Aberdeen. It’s kind of the confluence for the county wherever one goes. It’s the only town in the county with like state social services. So, if you’re homeless, you’re going to be living in Aberdeen. There’s a lot of conservatives who seemed to think that it is a big city problem, that everyone is being sort of imported from bigger cities or sent here from bigger cities, but a lot of who we talked to on the streets were born here and grew up here.

Charyan 10:52
Yeah, not only all that, but homelessness has been integral to the area that we live in as long as settlers have been coming here to be part of this area of Western Washington and the Pacific Northwest in particular has always been kind of the end of the line as people were coming out here because they had no place else to go. They came out to try to, like, you know, build new build new homes, not having to pay for stuff back east. All the draws of settler colonialism at West. It’s…[Interrupted]

Sprout 11:31
Well, the homeless camp that the city evicted off the banks of the Chehalis River in 2019 had been there probably since the turn of the century in one form or another. Vagrants and poor people just living along the side of the banks of the river.

Charyan 11:52
When the port dock was still a thing before–the old one from the back like 1930s and stuff before it was finally tore out–during the days of like Billy Gohl. It was…

Margaret 12:07
I have no idea who Billy Gohl is. Sorry.

Charyan 12:09
Oh, just a local legend. And they tried to frame him as like a serial killer. But he was getting blamed for all the deaths from people in the mills and the factories and stuff. And the bosses would dump the bodies in the river. And they blamed them on this guy because he was a labor organizer.

Margaret 12:27
What’s his name? Billy Gohl.

Sprout 12:29
Billy Gohl. Yeah.

Margaret 12:30
That’s so metal. I know that that’s not the takeaway I’m supposed to get from here. Also, I interrupted you. I’m so sorry. Okay.

Charyan 12:37
You’re fine. There’s a…If you want to learn more, there’s a labor historian, Aaron Goings, who did a book recently called “The Port of Missing Men” if you’d like to learn more about that. Okay. But yeah, it was common practice for for workers, or vagrants, or whoever to get shanghaied here, you know. You go to the bar, they slip something in your drink, and then you’d wake up the, you know, out in the ocean thousands of miles away from home.

Margaret 13:06
Cool. That’s so great. That’s such a good system that is totally consensual for everyone, and a good way to build society. [Said with a lot of dry sarcasm]’

Charyan 13:17
It’s Aberdeen.

Sprout 13:18
So yeah, it’s definitely something that’s existed here since settler colonialism showed up.

Margaret 13:27
I think it’s really interesting how all different parts of the country or the world have these different types of darknesses to them. You know? And like, hearing about like, okay, yeah, this is the end of the line for settler colonialism heading west and things like that. And then you have workers dumping bodies and rivers and people that have Gohl [pronounced like “Ghoul”] are running around getting blamed for it. And then everyone’s getting…It’s like, I don’t know, it’s just like, really interesting. Not in a good way, but an interesting way. So, okay. One of the one of the reasons that I wanted to have you on to talk is you all recently put out an article about the difference between rural organizing and urban organizing, and that’s kind of the core of what I want to ask you all about, pick your brains about is what are some of these differences between rural organizing and urban organizing? And also, what’s the article called and where can people read it? Sorry.

Sprout 14:18
Oh, yeah. It’s called “The Dichotomy Between Urban and Rural Political Organizing.” You can check it out on our website Sabotmedia.noblogs.org.

Charyan 14:27
You can find it under the co-conspirator section under the Harbor Rat Reports

Margaret 14:33
Cool, and Sabot is spelled with a T for anyone’s listening at S-A-B-O-T.

Sprout 14:37
Yes. So, some of the dichotomies that we highlight are the police in the city, the relationship between those entities and activists, the need for and difficulty in obtaining anonymity in a small town while you’re organizing, and as Charyan mentioned already, the sort of modes of socialization that happens between rural and urban organizing, and just living in general. And then, there was a presentation to the National Association of the Rural Mental Health Association, rural mental health, that we highlighted, in which one of the professors for Minnesota State University laid out two general approaches to community organizing, one that he found was most applicable to urban organizers and one that was most applicable to rural organizing.

Margaret 15:41
Well, let’s start there. What is it? What are these two modes? What is the difference?

Sprout 15:47
So, he proposed two general approaches to community organizing, the Alinsky model and the Eichler method. Saul Alinsky had a conflict theory and model, in which community power focuses on people, with underserved communities rarely having enough money to fight power but usually have strength in people. These are called the have-nots. And in order to gain power, the have-nots must take power from the haves. It’s aggression oriented and it focuses on people as the agents of protest and creators of conflict. This is primarily the attitude seen in urban organizing, with large protests riots and police resistance actions framing the debate around who has power and trying to seize that power over others for oneself. In contrast to that, Mike Eichler came up with a consensus theory and model that was informed by Alinsky but focused on identifying consensus points between divergent groups. It sought opportunities to strengthen relationships between different groups’ interests. It was more collaboration oriented and focused on each group’s best interest in establishing trust, mutual agreements, and compromise. And then each method has its own list of rules.

Margaret 17:03
Okay, is Saul Alinsky the one who wrote Rules for Radicals?

Sprout 17:06
Yeah.

Margaret 17:07
Okay. This is so interesting to me because like, one, when you describe those things side by side, my thought is like, “Oh, the second one’s better.” and like, maybe that’s not true. And also, probably when I was younger, I certainly didn’t act in that way. Right? So what makes the second one not just better?

Charyan 17:28
The way I kind of view it from what I’ve read is it’s kind of like the offensive and defensive arms of the movement.

Margaret 17:37
Yeah, I guess that’s the other thing is that, like, whenever I see a dichotomy I want it to be false. And so I’m a little bit like, “Why not both?” Sorry, go ahead.

Charyan 17:43
So like, with…I forget exactly what where…how it shakes out. I’m certain they can expand more about in a second. But, it’s kind of kind of like a yin-yang thing where like, rural communities will focus on one with a kind of a dash on together while urban communities would focus on the other one with a dash of…a little bit of both with…. [interrupted]

Sprout 18:12
It’s not so much like one is better than the other, it’s more like one is more likely to arise in a small rural area, and the other one is more likely to arise in a in a dense urban environment. I think a lot of that probably has to do with this main dichotomy that we highlight in the article between police and the city in a rural environment versus in an urban environment. A lot of what you see in big cities is the importation of officers from surrounding areas so that no one serving on the force in say, Oakland, is actually living in the city of Oakland. They’re generally imported from the surrounding suburbs. So you get a sort of like invading force sort of feel. And here, majority, if not all of the officers live in the community. So while they’re all police and they all have the same social functions, it looks a lot different. And the reactions…like the activists’ reactions to those are a lot different.

Margaret 19:26
Okay. Yeah. I think about like the difference between…a really bad thing happened near where I live–that I don’t want to talk about for sort of just general content warning type stuff–and of the police that responded to this bad thing, you know, the state police were how I’m used to cops acting where they were like, not so nice, right? And the sheriff treated everyone at the scene like a human, right, like, they treated everyone at the scene like they had just seen something horrible because that’s what just…something horrible had just happened, right? I feel bad being so vague about this but whatever. People can deal. And yeah, because you can see in the state police…you know, where as the sheriff is like, well, the sheriff grew up with everyone who’s involved in this. And so it’s really interesting to me because you get this thing where it’s like…I often wonder, I’m like, well rural culture is so into being outlaws, they’re so into like–they do at least as much crime as anyone else if not more–you know, why are so many center-right rural communities, especially more recently, all bootlickers. And like, I guess if you generalize your idea of the police as being like, “Oh, well, that’s Joe. He happens to be the sheriff,” as compared to like, these storm troopers walk down the street and like kick everyone’s heads in every…once a day or whatever, you’re gonna have like really different conceptions of them. Am I completely off base about like kind of…I probably should have just asked….[Interrupted]

Charyan 21:02
Yeah, cause like in smaller towns right around here, you definitely get like that Andy Griffith kind of vibe from some cops, or at least from people’s perceptions of the local police. Our local police definitely have their share of dirty dealings and unreported abuses and whatnot. I’ve known people personally who have been murdered by our local police department and it just…but it doesn’t get the attention that someone in the bigger city might.

Sprout 21:32
We found that the police here have largely shown if not ambivalence, like tacit support for the mutual aid that happens here.

Charyan 21:43
We’ve gotten like the…what’s the word I’m looking for? Like, thanks but a different word.

Margaret 21:51
A nod?

Charyan 21:52
Yeah, we’ve definitely received words of like appreciation and thanks and whatnot from the handful of officers or whatnot at like the meals when they drive by checking on people or whatever.

Sprout 22:03
And that’s the officers as distinct from the city. The city would definitely shut us down in a heartbeat if they could, but the officers have no desire to do so.

Charyan 22:15
Some of them anyway,

Margaret 22:16
That is interesting. Because, yeah, very often in an urban environment, a lot of the elements of the city often support a lot of the mutual aids. Not always but like the police are more likely to be the primary antagonistic force. This might just be showing that I haven’t lived in the city in a long time. But that is like my understanding. And it is interesting, though, because in both cases, the police are not part of the democratic existence of the society, right? Like, one of the things that I found so interesting that we saw more boldly during the past few years is police departments just straight up being like, “I don’t care what we’re supposed to do. We’re not going to do that. And you can’t make us do it.” And then having the city back off and be like, “Oh, well, I guess we can’t make them.” And you’re like…it was a good moment for people to realize that like the police are completely not democratically controlled or not controlled by the people. They’re not, you know, they’re just a wholly separate thing. So, it’s still interesting that they’re like, doing it in the good way. And that’s probably why rural outlawy people tend to like the so-and-so cop because that so-and-so cop lets them get away with driving home drunk from the bar or whatever.

Sprout 23:29
They have a lot of discretion.

Charyan 23:29
Yeah. Like, the whole politics between the population as compared to the police is reversed or, you know, one of those dichotomies, where like, in the smaller town we have more liberal “chill” police as compared to a reactionary base, the reactionary population that shows up to the big city protests to mow people down in trucks and stuff like that, versus in the city where you have that more larger liberal population and outright fascist cops

Sprout 23:57
It does make it hard to push the “all cops are bastards” sort of rhetoric, right, when you have that sort of, “Oh, here’s officer so-and-so helping this grandma across the road,” kind of Facebook posts. Whereas if you’re in a big city and you, like you mentioned, you have these sort of shock troop looking people coming in and beating people in your neighborhood up every so often, it’s a lot easier to make that argument that “Oh, look at these police, you know, we need to abolish the police.” But out here, the argument is still the same. We believe…we’re not saying that we shouldn’t abolish the police just because, you know, they’re helping old ladies with groceries, but right it’s a harder argument to make.

Charyan 24:51
Yeah, we’re gonna be expanding on that too here soon in a article we’re gonna be releasing soon and a episode of Molotov Now that we’ll be discussing that article called “The Problem with Good Cops,” trying to dive into this idea a little bit more.

Margaret 25:08
That’s a really good idea and kind of an important thing because we need to, you know, I believe ACAB, right? I believe that the police are the worst. But, I also recognize why like, that’s not going to be my main talking point around here, or like not my main starting talking point around here, partly because it is a more subtle bastardry because it’s less obvious like, “Well, that person hits people for living,” even though they still do, right? They exist to enforce violence. And, you know, one of the proudest strange moments of my life is I got a cop to quit once.

Sprout 25:48
Nice.

Margaret 25:49
Yeah, it was a weird…I don’t think I’ve told the story on-air before. I wasn’t…It wasn’t solely me. But basically, I was like, at a nerd convention and I was like, complaining about police. And this one person was like, “I’m a police.” And I was like, “What?” And then they were like, “But I’m a good police.” They didn’t, but they were like, “I’m good at…” you know, and we talked….

Sprout 26:12
They knew they had to make that argument.

Margaret 26:13
Right, totally. But then even from that context, I was like, “Well, you throw people in cages for living for breaking laws that aren’t immoral like having weed.” And they were like, “Well, I choose not to throw people in jail for weed,” and I’m like, “Oh, so you support the system that allows this to happen,” you know, and it’s like, and I saw them at another convention–and I don’t know if it’s solely this conversation–but some other another convention and they’re like, “I quit.” And it’s like, I think the ACAB…It’s like the rural ACAB is a little bit more of a like it–depending on, I mean, some rural police are just as fucking awful and terrible as any other cop in a very obvious way–but you still have like…it’s this…The role you are playing in society is bad. And your choice to participate in that role is bad and has negative consequences versus just like, “That guy’s a piece of shit,” you know?

Sprout 27:12
Well, and it’s bad for the officers themselves as human beings.

Charyan 27:16
Yeah, there’s a YouTuber, That Dang Dad, they do some videos. They’re actually an ex-cop who are fully ACAB police and prison abolition now. They do a video kind of talking about how being a cop like messed with their mentality and mess with their mind because of the way that they do the training and the way that they’re expected to act. And it does nothing good or healthy for them. Their channel isn’t really like the ex-cop channel. They have a lot of other really good content as well, but they do have some good videos on those subjects.

Margaret 27:53
That’s cool.

Sprout 27:54
So probably the most beneficial thing that we as abolitionists could do for police is to get them to quit their jobs.

Margaret 28:02
Yeah.

Sprout 28:03
You know, because it’s not good for anyone. I often make the argument with people when I’m talking about the, you know, the wider social revolution, that it’s desirous for everyone including Bezos. You know? I don’t think that he’s got a life that he’s enjoying living, you know, a whole lot more than anyone else. I think that this system brutalizes and emiserates everyone and it’s even those at the top who can benefit from having their social position taken from the hierarchies having being abolished.

Charyan 28:34
Yeah, and all this stuff requires us to do the same kind of organizing and the same kind of things that we’re already talking about doing. Say, like, you know, preparing for a strike, for example, in the workplace, though, like, it’s all the same stuff we would need to do to help cops be able to quit their job, you know, make sure that we’re going to be able to feed their families, making sure that their house is going to be warm, you know, all these same kind of support structures that we’re building for ourselves. We need to offer to these people but with the pretense of like, “You gotta stop being a cop.”

Margaret 29:08
Yeah, totally. It’s like, they’re kind of like…Like, Bezos is like the person I’m like, least concerned about the well being of as relates to all of this. But I have always…I’ve gotten in arguments with people about it, where I’m like, “No, I want there to not be billionaires, by force if necessary but ideally, without force, you know? Like, I don’t think that they like, need to be punished. Like, I don’t believe in vengeance and punishment. I believe in problem solving, for me as an anarchist, like I believe…and sometimes that might look like stopping people by force, right? Like it’s not…I’m not saying like, “Oh, we need to like think about the cops’ feelings while they’re in the middle of hitting people or whatever.”

Sprout 29:52
But sometimes, the best thing you could do is to stop them by force.

Margaret 29:58
Yep, totally.

Sprout 29:59
For everyone, you know, so.

Charyan 30:01
Before you can convince someone to stop punching someone in the face, you kind of got to grab their arm.

Margaret 30:06
Yeah. And frankly, if you can’t convince them to stop punching them in the face, you might have to punch them in the face harder. You know? Like, but that’s not the ideal. The ideal is…

Sprout 30:18
It’s not coming from a place of revenge, it’s coming from a place of understanding that their actions need to be stopped.

Charyan 30:26
in solidarity with the rest of your community.

Margaret 30:29
Yeah. No, that’s interesting. And this ties into what you all were talking about about the difference between Alinsky and Eichlers’ models, right, this sort of…a slightly more confrontational one that’s more urban and slightly more touchy feely one that is more rural. Okay, why is the more touchy feely one–I know it’s not the most polite way to phrase it–why is it the more appropriate one for rural places. I can imagine, right, because you have these more deeper connections with the people around you? Or like, what’s the deal?

Charyan 31:01
Well, I would definitely say it starts with like, the modes of socialization, where things are just a lot more personal in a small town. Everybody tends to know each other. There’s a lot more deeper roots. Where in a bigger city, you’re probably going for more of an appeal to the masses kind of tactic or whatever, but especially with like rural community, where we’re wanting to make things community focused or whatnot, that is definitely going to be your biggest testing ground or incubator for building community, having those personal connections, which to be able to have that community, have those personal connections or whatnot, you actually have to, you know, put that work in. We need to be talking to people, we need to be having the conversations, we need to be, you know, not just going up to people and tell them like, “Hey, you’re wrong. Here’s how we need to be doing things.” But we’re saying, “Hey, what kind of problems are you facing in your life? What can we do to work together to solve those?”

Sprout 32:05
Well, and it’s also a function just literally of the size of the groups. When you have a smaller group–like I know, our crew here is, is pretty tight–and when you have a small group like that you have to take into account everyone’s thoughts and feelings a lot more than if you have to, like a General Assembly or something where there’s a couple of hundred or fifty a hundred people, not everyone might get their personal opinion heard in that setting. Whereas if you’re with five people, ten people, you know, you just kind of have to listen to everyone and come to a more of a consensus model. So it’s kind of the environment itself that imposes the different modes of organizing,

Charyan 32:50
Yeah, and another aspect of that, too, is like, you know, in a bigger city, you’re more than likely going to find more radicals. You’re going to find more people who are already on board, you know, the like, “I’m for all the social justice issues, I’m all in for, you know, getting rid of capitalism, and all these things,” which helps you like, avoid a lot of those harder conversations. And, it makes it easier to have that specialized group versus places like here, where we’re having to do more work and finding the sympathetic liberals who are on that edge, bringing them in, and helping pull them the rest of the way left.

Margaret 33:30
Okay. And is the way that that usually happens is that you’re working on an issue together and then they see, they end up sort of assimilating to the sort of like leftist values of that group and realizing that they’re appropriate to the problems that they’re facing? Or like, what does that look like, pulling people further to the left?

Charyan 33:48
Definitely its own tug of war. There’s a lot of active work that needs to be done to keep groups from being co-opted by more liberal ideals or opinions and whatnot, which is always going to be a constant struggle.

Sprout 34:09
There’s also an effect that we mentioned in the article, there’s a study out of, I think, Washington University in St. Louis, that they found that it was actually the geography that dictated whether people would lean more towards certain political labels. But, it wasn’t the…which kind of sounds like what you’d expect. But what they found digging deeper into the research was that it wasn’t actually the underlying political beliefs of the people that changed. It was really just the labels that they used. So what you can find is a lot of the similar sort of libertarian tendencies that you might expect out of like a more social left kind of as we would conceive of it individual but being labeled as conservative or, you know, something on the right. So, there’s a lot of like mislabeling, and that happens here in this country uniquely I think and sometimes deliberately where political ideologies are mislabeled.

Charyan 35:27
Libertarian is a big one. That means not what it means here everywhere else in the world.

Sprout 35:34
But, you’ll find a lot of people who are calling themselves one thing. And if you don’t dig into that, you just think, “Oh, they’re conservative. I know what that means.” But if you dig into it, you find, “Oh, well, actually you think, you know, people in your community should have their needs provided for and people should take care of one another. And you believe all of these actually sort of like leftist values.” And it’s interesting that it’s actually, again, it’s like the environment itself that imposes these differences and not like any underlying individual traits.

Charyan 36:09
I saw this guy at the bar recently. He was claiming to be like an anarchist, or whatever and this is unprompted, him having his own conversations when I got here, so I’m like, “What do you got to say about that?” And he started talking about Michael Malice. I’m like, “Alright. I’m finishing my drink. I’m leaving. I’m done here.”

Sprout 36:27
Yeah. And then you have that in the bigger cities where everyone is like, oh, using the same exact label, but you find actually, you think something completely different from me.

Margaret 36:35
Yeah, you have the like, Democrats in California, who are–I’m not trying to be like, all people in California–but like the politicians and shit who have all of the same policies of like fund to the police, sweep camps, enact the war on drugs, like whatever.

Sprout 36:52
The law and order liberals.

Margaret 36:53
Yeah, exactly. And like, at the end of the day, there’s not an incredible amount of difference besides like, what they like…I had this experience that I really appreciated lately. It’s very rare that you could start a sentence with, “I was in a gun store talking about a conspiracy with the guy behind the counter, and it was cool.” But that’s…but it happened to me recently in this small town, and I’m like talking to the guy and his conspiracy was–and I agree with this. There’s very few things that…he was like, “Yeah, I think that gun companies lobby anti-gun stuff constantly in order to spike sales.”

Sprout 37:35
Oh, yeah.

Margaret 37:36
Yeah. And that’s what…when I told someone this earlier they were like, “Oh, where is she going with this?” And they say that and they’re like, “Yeah, no, yeah, of course,” you know, like, we’ve got these, like, run on guns like, Y’all are in Washington. I, you know…I mean, in this case, it’s–I dunno if valid is the right word–but, you know, Washington is poised to pass an assault weapons ban and so there’s this run on guns in Washington. And that might be like…I mean, those are actually being banned. So if you go and get them now, it’s legal. But as compared to like, federally, right, where Congress or whatever is talking about how they’re going to pass an assault weapons ban, like, they’re not. Like, maybe I’m wrong. Maybe. Whatever. But they’re not. And it’s like…and it seems like the reason that they do that…I don’t know if it’s actually the reason or not, and that’s the…but the effect of it, is that everyone runs out and spends thousands and thousands of dollars on firearms.

Sprout 38:36
That’s funny. That’s, that’s where my mind jumped to when you brought it up before we started recording. I was like, “Oh, well, they’re gonna sell some guns with that.” I mean, there are conspiracies. So.

Margaret 38:48
Yeah, no, totally. And, this one is a good example where it like literally doesn’t matter whether it’s a conspiracy or not. Like I also think that a huge reason as to why the Democrats don’t actually ever do anything to solidify Roe v. Wade in law is so that they continue to use Roe v. Wade, hold people’s right to choose over their head, hold bodily autonomy over people’s head to blackmail people into voting for them. Right? Because as soon as it’s solidified into law then you’re not as freaked out and need to go run for the Democrat, vote for the Democrat every time.

Sprout 39:22
And no one’s gonna vote for a Democrat unless there’s a life and death reason.

Margaret 39:27
I know, because they’re the least interesting political party that…All they’ve ever been able to do is be the lesser evil. Yeah. Have you all had the experience of having people explain about Trump being the lesser evil?

Sprout 39:41
No.

Charyan 39:43
Yeah. Unfortunately.

Margaret 39:46
It’s so fascinating to me, because I’m like, this is just literally the conversation I keep having with liberals. This is so wild, you know, only inverted.

Sprout 39:55
When Trump was very first sort of running…. [interrupted]

Margaret 39:59
Nah,this was recently.

Charyan 40:00
I think it falls in with like, in line with the… [interrupted] I think it matches with this wave of like patriotic socialists and mega communists and all that other weird online Twitter shit.

Sprout 40:03
Well was like, “I’ll just throw a brick. We’re just gonna throw this brick in the window and burn it all down.”

Margaret 40:15
Yeah. Yeah. Well, okay. My other question then is how much does the weird…How much does the culture war in your experience filtered down to the actual people that you’re around? Like, I know that you all are in one of the most polarized states in the country. It’s a deep blue state with like pockets of deep red, right?

Sprout 40:40
Absolutely.

Charyan 40:40
That’s definitely our area here.

Margaret 40:42
Is one of the pockets of deep red?

Charyan 40:44
Yeah. Our whole city council is pretty much far right. We have maybe one or two allies, quote unquote. And that’s it.

Margaret 40:53
Yeah. Is that causing, like specific issues around the issues of like, are people getting harassed for wearing masks? Are people getting harassed for not wearing gender appropriate clothing? Are people of color being harassed? Like, I mean, obviously, these are…the answer, of course, on some level is going to be yes to all of these things because people are everywhere and stuff, but I’m just curious how much it is impacting people there, the culture war shit.

Sprout 41:18
There’s been a little bit of the whole drag, anti-trans drag fear mongering but far and away the biggest thing on their plate is the homeless? Or I guess just poor people in general because it’s hard to tell out here who’s homeless sometimes and who’s just wearing a real baggy coat because it’s always wet. But they’ve been pushing that issue for going on five years really hard. And by they, I mean, Save Our Aberdeen Please is our local fascist contingency.

Charyan 41:58
Yeah. And so they recently tried to do a protest against like a drag show that they were doing for Christmas fundraising here recently. It was turned into a whole thing. But, ultimately, nobody ended up showing up. They got freezed out by the fog and the rain. And the property is also set back a ways from the road so there was no place for them to effectively protest at, but here last year or the year before–I’m bad with my time and dates–But there is a huge protest outside of a local Star Wars shop with a big anti-trans protests that resulted after a trans council woman that we had, at the time, had called out a local shopkeeper, the owner of the Star Wars shop, for some transphobic signs that he had displayed front and center at the business. It turned into a whole thing. They brought Proud Boys to town. It was a big ordeal.

Margaret 43:01
This offends my nerd heart very deeply. Nerd culture has always been one of the safest places for gender marginalized people.

Charyan 43:12
Yeah, and this guy was anything but safe. He was a groomer. He let his kid deal heroine out of the back of the shop. Just nothing but bad from this guy.

Sprout 43:27
Yeah, but this small group of old ladies who were just trying to pick up trash somehow coordinated like 50+ Proud Boys to show up for that event. So…

Margaret 43:41
Jesus.

Charyan 43:42
It also appeared on Stormfront before any local news. It went straight from local Facebook drama to Stormfront.

Sprout 43:50
Yeah. And then it was a part of the Right-Wing Outrage Machine for about 24 hours.

Charyan 43:56
They brought Matt Walsh to town. He put something about based grandpa in that fucked off documentary, whatever you’d call it that he made, the “What is a Woman” shit?

Margaret 44:08
Yeah, cuz he’s never met one. So that’s why he made that. It was the only to get women to talk to him. [said sarcastically]

Charyan 44:15
I saw Lance from The Serf Times talking about him and the crew from Daily Wire, about how none of them know how to operate a fucking washing machine. And it was just hilarious.

Margaret 44:24
I was thinking that shit. Imagine telling people that you don’t know how to do your own laundry. Imagine thinking that makes you look strong.

Charyan 44:37
Yeah, and proud of it.

Margaret 44:40
Nothing makes it more clear that they believe that they own the women in their lives than the fact that it’s like…because they’re like all into…the right wing mythos is all about self reliance and shit, right? But it’s like, “Well, I don’t have to be entirely self reliant because I own this wife.”

Sprout 45:00
Yeah, that’s my wife [said sarcastically]

Margaret 45:02
and fucking…You all will be shocked to know that I don’t like misogyny. God, imagine being proud of it. I can’t. It’s just doesn’t make any sense to me like there…Okay, this is a kind of a question too, right? Because it’s like, there’s people I can talk to with different values than me, even values that like matter a lot to me, where you can kind of be like, “I see where you’re coming from. I disagree strongly with your desire to protect women all the time, or the women, the girls sports team,” or whatever fucking weird shit people are on. You can like, see where people are coming from…And then you have the fucking Nazis, where you’re just like, how can anyone look at Matt Walsh and be like, “There’s a man I can relate to?” I can’t imagine anything he’s saying.

Charyan 45:56
He’s like, the most boring guy too. Like, all his content, like it…For all the inflammatory stuff, he says, like, there’s no flavor to it, it’s just the most boring monotone…

Margaret 46:14
And how do you deal with that? I mean, like, honestly, okay, as a question like, how do you deal with like, talking to people around you? This is one of the questions we get a lot, actually, on the show, is people are like,” I live in a place–you talk about how part of preparedness is communicating with your neighbors, getting to know them–how do I talk to people, you know, in ways that are safe? How do I talk to people who are steeped in culture war, or might be steeped in culture war?” Like, and there’s gonna be like, limits to this, right? Like, I’m not gonna like, go knock on the door of the person with the Confederate flag in a dress and be like, “Hey, bud, what’s up?” Right? But I’m like, curious how you all navigate as organizers, because my…I just hide from everyone. My immediate neighbors know me, but I just hide from everyone, because I’m not an organizer. Like, how do you all handle that?

Charyan 47:06
Well, I have no solid answers. But one thing I definitely would say, it probably is a good start, is like finding the people who are closest to you, or at least closest to your immediate circle, and just do all you can to like help out, make yourself an asset to them in a way that you guys can start getting closer on some sort of other level. And once you’ve gotten to a point where it’s like, alright, they care about you, and they care about how things affect you, at least, you might be able to start making that bridge, like, “Hey, here’s something that affects you, here’s something that affects me. This is shitty,” but it’s going to be different for everybody in every situation. That said, I don’t really have any hard fast answers.

Sprout 47:55
No, I mean, when we’ve found the best approach has been to just ask people what they need and start there, and then don’t over promise, you know, if they need more than you can provide. Let them know that. But, consistency, you know, showing up, and doing what you tell someone you’re gonna do, those those can help build a reputation, you know, something that’s going to generate respect regardless of your political views is you just being out there in your community helping people meet their needs. And, how you can do it as an anarchist is that element of asking what their need is and not going in as charity, saying, “Here’s a bunch of blankets. I didn’t call ahead to see if that’s what you needed.” But you know, like, going in saying, “Hey, what do you need?” And then helping them get that without judgment. That’s pretty much what we’ve done and it’s taken us this far. So, I’m pretty proud of it.

Margaret 49:05
Makes sense. Well, the main thing that y’all are currently working on we haven’t talked too much about, but kind of here at the end, I’m wondering if you want to talk about your…you know, Blackflower Collective, you’re talking about getting this space, right? How’s that going? Like, what…what are y’all running into as things that are helping or not helping as you work on that?

Charyan 49:26
Well, our main obstacle and our main goal right now is finding land, being able to have property in the hand is vital for our project because between the hostile political environment in town, and all the other problems associated with renting property, we need to have a property that we can own to get this off the ground. And with property values rising and skyrocketing and us pretty much essentially starting from zero to get this off the ground, we are head focused on trying to figure out how we can do fundraisers, how we can launch some side businesses to help fund this project because we’re looking at pretty much anywhere between $300,000 and a $1,000,000 we’re going to need to raise for this property.

Sprout 50:17
Yeah. Right now we’re focused on getting the word out because it’s just a brand new idea and a brand new project, and starting to generate some sources of revenue. So we have Blackflower Bookkeeping, if there’s any radical businesses that need bookkeeping services, hit us up. We also have Blackflower Permaculture. So, we’re starting to do some design work around permaculture. And so those are two sources of revenue that we’re trying to open up, as well as the–as I mentioned before–the benefit shows, which not only would serve to start to cultivate sort of community around the project but would hopefully be another fundraising effort.

Margaret 51:07
Yeah. Okay, so with the bookkeeping thing. One of the things that’s come up a bunch of times…I’ve met people who’ve been like, “I want to be an anarchist.” But people think that they’re like, get kept out of anarchy because they’re not like punks, or they’re not like…their skill set is not like, organized…depending on what they think of anarchism, either they’re not a punk, their skill set is not antagonizing cops, or their skill set is not organizing or whatever, right? And I’ve met people who are like, “Oh, I’m only good at spreadsheets. I don’t know how I could be of help.” And I just like, want to shake them and be like, “Every group I know needs a spreadsheet wizard.”

Charyan 51:48
So, for a message for all the boozy radicals that are listening that are looking for their entrance into radical spaces, and anarchist spaces, and whatnot, we definitely could use a lot more of those skills that are removed from a lot of lower income people and whatnot. Like, for example, I need a fucking anarchist lawyer. Get me a Saul Goodman. Someone, please, come through for me.

Margaret 52:20
We’ll talk after. There are good anarchist lawyers.

Sprout 52:25
I mean, we need every skill, you know, when you think about it. So yeah, there’s no wrong place to get involved. That’s the thing is, you don’t have to be out on the front line throwing yourself at a line of police. You can do anything. Just do it for the revolution.

Margaret 52:45
Yeah, yeah. Fuck yeah. Well, that feels like kind of a good end note. If people are interested in supporting you, or hearing more about the stuff that you’re doing, do you want to talk about your pod…Like, where can people find your…well, people can find your podcast where are they found this podcast. It’s called Molotov Now. But, you want to plug any of the stuff you’re working on?

Charyan 53:09
Well, if you want to find more of our projects from Sabot Media, you could find our website at SabotMedia.noblogs.org. Or check us out on your social media platform of choice @Aberdeenlocal1312.

Sprout 53:28
Ideally at Kolektiva’s Macedon server. So, for Blackflower, the website is blackflowercollective.no blogs.org. And that has all the information about where to donate and what the different projects that we’re trying to get off the ground are. And any information that comes up about new events or shows anything like that we’ll be putting on the website as well.

Margaret 53:58
Awesome. All right. Well, thank you all so much, and I can’t wait to hear more about what you all are getting up to.

Charyan 54:07
Thank you. It’s been great talking with you.

Sprout 54:09
Yeah, thanks for the opportunity.

Margaret 54:16
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S1E70 – Margaret on Go Bags Part II

Episode Summary

On this week’s Live Like the World is Dying, Margaret and Inmn finish their talk about go bags. They talk about important documents, knives, tools, sleeping systems, shelters, coping with isolation, food, water, firearms, specific situations you might need a go bag for, and of course, DnD.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy. Inmn can be found on Instagram @shadowtail.artificery.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

Live Like the World is Dying: Margaret on Go Bags Part II

Inmn 00:14
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I’m your host Inmn Neruin, and this week we’re continuing to talk about go bags. We have the second part of an interview with the founder of this podcast, Margaret Killjoy, where we continue our conversation from last week at literally the exact place that we left off. But first, this podcast is a proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts. And here’s a jingle from another show on the network. Doo doo doo doo doo. [Making noises like a song]

So Margaret, we’ve gone through hygiene kit, survival kit, and… I immediately forgot the third part of it.

Margaret 01:39
First aid.

Inmn 01:39
First-aid kit. And so that wraps up kind of like an emergency pack?

Margaret 01:44
Yep.

Inmn 01:44
What what what else goes in a bug out bag.

Margaret 01:47
So, now that we get to the bag itself, I would say the next most important thing is a water bottle. Specifically, I like–and I give to all my friends–single wall steel canteen style water bottles. And the reason that I like these is that you can boil water in them. The double wall vacuum sealed canteens, they rule for a lot of purposes, like actually, they’re really good for like putting hot soup in your bag. If you’re going out hiking for the day and you get to the top of the mountain you get to–as if I’ve ever climbed a whole ass mountain. By my standards where I live, the mountains are very short. And so when you climb up a whole ass Appalachian mountain, you can have your warm soup up at the top even when it’s snowing and shit, you know. But overall, I use 32 ounce steel wall canteens. I like them a lot. And then you’re also going to want to make sure that you have food in there, protein bars and other snacks. So that’s the core. But then for the bag itself, it’s really going to depend on what you’re doing. So, I guess I’ll go over the not camping stuff first, the kind of like…the stuff that is like…Okay, because there’s all the camping shit. And that’s really useful depending on your situation. But, things to put in your go bag: your passport. If nothing else, if you don’t want your actual main documents in here, you’re going to want to put photocopies and digital copies of your stuff in here, which is of course somewhat of a security risk. If someone steals your bag, they get this stuff, right. But for me, the threat model is that my passport is more useful to me in my backpack than it is at home in a safe when I’m 1000 miles away. So, your passport, which I would push anyone who was capable in the United States of making sure that they have an updated passport, especially these days. You want your important documents backed up. This could be some of your medical records. It could be your dog’s medical records. It could be your children’s medical records. And, you might want the deed to your house. You might want some of the vehicle registration stuff. You want your like stuff–not necessarily the originals in this particular case–but you want the documents of it in case you’re like coming back later and need to prove some shit. You know? Because a lot of crises might disrupt a lot of the institutions of bureaucracy. And you would think that in times of crisis, bureaucracy will be like, “I guess we kind of get in the way of human freedom.” But no, in times of crisis borders will still be like, “Oh, I don’t know about you. You don’t have the right document. I don’t care that the road you’re on is literally on fire.” or whatever the fuck you know. Another way to back these up is to literally just to take pictures of them on your phone and have it on your phone. But I think it’s actually a good idea to have a USB stick with these documents as well and you might want to consider encrypting that, which I don’t know if all computers can do easily but at least my computer can do easily. And you probably want…you might want more of an expanded first-aid kit in this. I guess I gets into the other thing thing. And then the other thing that I think you’re gonna want in your go bag is you want fucking entertainment. Like this gets over overlooked so much. But, when when Covid hit, the way that my mental health works I was very isolated, right? I could not put myself at risk to Covid because of my mental health. And so, I lived alone in a cabin without much electricity. And the best purchase I made was something called a Bit Boy, and I highly recommend it. It is this tiny…it looks like a tiny Gameboy and it has all of the Nintendo, Super Nintendo, Sega Genesis, and everything else games like on it. And it uses almost no battery. It’s rechargeable. It’s a little finicky. If you like turn it off it like fucks it up because it’s like a it’s like a $30 thing full of pirated shit, right? So it’s super finicky. But, I swear that this thing had a better mental health effect on me then like almost anything else during that time. And the other thing that got me through it was I had legally purchased downloads of TV. And so even though I didn’t have internet, I once a week, once a day, like sat down and ate my cold soup and watched fucking Steven Universe, and that she got me through it. And so like a USB stick full of like movies, TV, also, specifically, a USB stick full of like survival guides and information about how to build things, fix things, all of that shit. I think it’s a super useful thing for a bug out bag. And I leave it up to…

Inmn 06:32
It’s funny because I feel like this episode is something where we’re covering a lot of stuff that–and I just want to start flagging things–we did a whole episode on how you can build a mesh network essentially to have things like libraries of entertainment, or Wikipedia downloads, or like survival bits. So, if you want to learn more about that then go check out that episode. I believe it’s called Andre on Solar Punk.

Margaret 07:08
Oh, yeah. I forgot we talked about some of the mesh network stuff. That shit’s fucking cool. And yeah, so have a library with you. You know, keep a download of Wikipedia on your computer. My computer bag is an example of the kind of bag that theoretically I should be a little bit smarter and kind of keep next to the bug out bag when it’s not in use, right? Because I’m going to throw my laptop into my bug out bag if I’m running, right? And so it’s like people are like, “Oh, but where’s your like giant knife.” and like, don’t get me wrong, I have a giant knife on my bag. But. I also now have a Nintendo Switch in there, which is an upgrade from the Bit Boy. And like, I am proudest of that of all of the things in my bug out bag. I see that as the most likely for me to use. And I remember before Covid, I remember thinking to myself as I was preparing a library hard drive. And as I was preparing–well I didn’t have the Switch yet–but I was like, “Man, what kind of Apocalypse leaves you with free time?” And I’m like, “Oh, Covid.” or the next pandemic or fucking hanging out in a refugee center for trans people in Canada or whatever the fuck horrible shit we’re gonna have to deal with, you know?

Inmn 08:24
Yeah, and just sorry, just to clarify, free time for a lot of people and an incredible amount of not free time for a lot of people.

Margaret 08:33
Well, yeah, no, I I think I mean more about isolation. It’s not like I like…maybe I’m just being defensive. But it’s like at the beginning of the pandemic, my cabin did not sustain life. And so I had to put all of my work into plumbing it, solaring it, you know, washing all my clothes by hand, like doing all this shit, right? But, I think that especially in times of isolation there’s like downtime that people don’t expect. And I could be wrong, but I suspect that this would be true almost no matter the crisis is that there’s like downtime you don’t expect where turning your…where not thinking about the crises that are happening is incredibly important. No, it is funny. You’re right because I think in my head there’s like the beginning of Covid a lot of especially middle class people were like, “Oh, fuck, I’m stuck in my house and bored.” Right? Versus a lot of working class people who are like, “Well, now I’m still working in the middle of this nightmare,” you know? I think that like…but I would guess that…I dunno, whatever I’ll stop being defensive.

Inmn 09:41
Yeah, sorry, less of a push back and more just a bringing in this other piece of the piece of the context. But, you know, there were also overworked doctors who were separated from their families. And so, I imagine they also did have probably this weird amount of downtime where It’s like, “Well, I’m not at work, but I’m not with my family. What am I doing?”

Margaret 10:04
Yeah, and specifically for me, games are a really good anti-anxiety because I definitely hold by the, “Busy bee has no time for sorrow.” But then you’re like, “Well, it’s dark out and I don’t have lights in my house. Fuck am I gonna do?” You know? Okay, so that’s some of the stuff from a bug out bag point of view. That’s the kind of…like;, documents and things like that matter a lot. You’re also going to want anything that you need for taking care of other loved ones and or animals that you might have to do. Like, my dog has a smoke mask. He does not like it. If we were in a wildfire situation, he would deal with it. You know? And so there might be like different stuff like…I should probably get a muzzle for my dog. I do not. I do not muzzle my dog on any kind of regular basis. But, I could imagine a situation in which like, everything is so stressful that it would be necessary, right? And you’re gonna know better than us what specifically other other stuff you need. But I guess we’ll talk about more of the expanded survival stuff that a lot of people are gonna put in their bug out bags, if that makes sense?

Inmn 11:20
Yeah, totally. And sorry, just to keep flagging some things. So folks, if you want to learn more about other little pieces of this topic like how to prepare for needing extra medications in a world where like medication systems kind of break down, we do a whole episode on it. I’m blanking on what the episode title is. But I believe it’s called “Taking care of your medical needs.”

Margaret 11:50
That sounds right.

Inmn 11:51
And I forget who the guest was. But yeah, I love that we’re having this go back conversation now. Because I feel like we can really tie a lot of larger topics that we’ve talked about before into it, which I’m really loving.

Margaret 12:08
Yeah. And then maybe we’ll go through, you know, kind of some more of this checklist type stuff and then talk more about the different situations in which one might need to go bag. How does that sound?

Inmn 12:18
That sounds great.

Margaret 12:19
Okay. So, for the bag itself beyond the emergency kit, you’ve now added your documents, you’ve added your water bottle, you’ve added snacks. And for snacks from my point of view, I recommend snacks that you don’t like because otherwise you’re going to eat them beforehand. If you’re me. [laughs] I used to keep Clif Bars and not Builder Bars as my snacks because I didn’t like Clif bars, but I ate so many builder bars as part of my regular life as being an oogle that now I’m kind of sick of them. So now it’s like reversed. And Clif Bars are my regular protein bar and Builder Bars are my my snacks I throw in my bag, you know. And, everyone’s gonna do this a little differently. And then that stuff is like…most of the stuff in here is…Like I also pick things that don’t really expire, but food expires. And also so does that medication, although the medication tends to just lower its efficacy rather than become dangerous. Other things I keep in my bug out bag: a collapsible plastic water canteen. These are useful for a bunch of different things. Like if you just need to hold more water for a while, you might want one of these. I also have moved to a hydration bladder. A lot of people move away from them. I’ve recently moved towards them. People kind of go back and forth in the hiking world about hydration bladders. As an oogle, I never used them. As a hiker, I really like them because you can hands free or like minimal effort drink as you go, you know. And, you know, more water good except for the weight part of it, you know? And you’re also going to want, to keep talking about water, you’re going to want to filter in water. And I think that this is true in most circumstances. I think that this is like…you know, some of this like survival stuff is very back woodsy, but a lot of the survival stuff also applies to cities. And it applies to cities where like if you got to boil advisory… like I don’t know, anyone who’s not had a boil advisory where they live at some point or another, right? You know, every now and then they admit that the water isn’t drinkable in your area, and also a lot of like urban survival stuff is like…whatever, I’ve like slept on a lot of rooftops in my life and shit, you know? Like shelter from the elements is often easier to find in a city but not necessarily a lot of other stuff. So for myself, there’s a lot of different water filters. A lot of them are designed for backpacking and those tend to be pretty good. I use a Sawyer water filter. They’re these little tiny ceramic water filters and they have a bunch of different attachment sense to them. I used one of these at the beginning of Covid for all of my water because I didn’t have a great water source. And, I was just like basically like…I set mine up to a five gallon bucket system where I put water in the five gallon bucket, and then it goes through a hose into the Sawyer filter, and then it gravity drips into a five gallon jerrycan. That’s like a stationary kind of thing. For a go bag, you use the same water filter, but it has like one bag of dirty water and one bag of clean water. You can also just rely on chemical filter…not filtration but like purification. Some people like the UV filter chemical things. I’ve never used one. I don’t totally understand them. I mean, I understand the concept, but I don’t…I can’t attest to them. It seems like most people are picking ceramic water filters. There’s also a LifeStraw. And a LifeStraw is a perfectly fine thing to have. I keep one in my hiking day bag. These are these cheap water ceramic filters–like 15 bucks often–and you just drink through it. Usually I go up to the stream and you stick this thing in it and you drink out of the stream.

Inmn 16:09
It acts as a filter but also you can’t get viruses or stuff?

Margaret 16:14
Exactly, it’s a ceramic filter that…Yeah, all of these filters are designed to take like mountain stream water and make it potable. Actually, the thing that they’re bad at is filtering large stuff like mud. And these can get like clogged up. It’s the biggest downside of a ceramic filter. What a lot of people do is they take their bandanna or their…if you’re an oogle you use a banana. If you’re a military bro, you use the…I forget what they’re called. They’re the like, giant bananas that…Folk…I can’t remember the name of them. Folks in the desert and like, you know, Southwest Asia and stuff tend to use, I think. You use one of those. And then if you’re a hiking bro, then you use your…what did I decide they were called? Buffs?

Inmn 17:11
Yes.

Margaret 17:13
So, you filter all the water through that if you want to keep the ceramic water filter lasting longer. I haven’t done as much like hiking filtering, I usually just bring enough water because I don’t go on really long hikes. But, I mostly have used the ceramic water filter in a stationary sense. So that’s like my personal experience with it. But, that’s what I carry. You can also add, if you would like, you can add these more ready-to-eat food besides just like bars and stuff. They make these…it’s basically Lembas [like in “Lord of the Rings”] bread. They make these like military rations that are like vacuum sealed and are good for five or ten years. And it’s just like oil and flour. And it tastes like nothing. And it’s just calories. It’s just like a block of calories. And your body can go a fairly long time without food compared to water, right? But like, for peak efficacy–and also to not be a grouchy asshole–you want to at least put calories if not nutrition in your body. A lot of the survival food isn’t really focused on nutrition because like it’s not the end of the world if you don’t get your vitamins for a couple days.

Inmn 18:21
Yeah, but obviously everyone has different, you know, body needs or like food requirements.

Margaret 18:27
Yeah, totally.

Inmn 18:28
And so this is like maybe a good time for folks with diabetes or just any any other kind of predisposition that requires to have more food around.

Margaret 18:39
Yeah, and different types of food. And I think it’s actually worth having a variety of types of food also for the people around you because I think a lot of this is going to be based on sharing, because greediness in times of crisis, people are like, “Oh, that’s when you got to be greedy.” And I’m like, “The single most useful tool you can have is another person.” Like I can’t imagine something I would rather have in a time of crisis than someone else. And so like, yeah, having a variety of types of foods, I think is great from that point of view. No, yeah. And like, yeah, everyone’s going to need different things. Okay, so next, fire. In most people’s day to day life, fire is not a big component of it. And honestly, most random overnight…like, when I was in oogle, I didn’t like fucking stop and make a fire in the woods most nights, you know? And if I did, it was kind of like a celebration type thing, you know? However, from a survival point of view, there’s a lot of situations where being able to have a fire is really useful specifically mostly for warmth, also for other like, you know, signaling purposes and for like…you know, if you make a wet fire, it’ll smoke more and things like that. And for both boiling water to…another way to, you know, purify your water or whatever. And also for cooking. It’s kind of a morale thing for cooking a lot of times. A lot of foods you can just eat them cold and that’s especially the kind of stuff you might want to keep in your bag. But for fire, you might want to have additional fire methods, but you’ve already got a lot of them going on in the rest of your kit. The kind of thing that I always sort of made fun of, but now I understand, is the big fuck-off knife. I mean, you’re a knife maker. So you probably think about knives more than the average person. But…

Inmn 20:39
It’s true and I think I’m curious what you have to say about the big fuck-off knife mostly because I’ve kind of worked my way back from it, because I used to have a big fuck-off knife all the time. Like when I was an oogle, I was that oogle with the big fuck-off knife.

Margaret 20:57
The big fuck-off knife has two purposes. One, is to get people to fuck off. It’s not even about drawing it, it’s about fucking open carrying it. It’s just about being like, “Yeah, I’m in a miniskirt. And I have a like seven inch knife on my waist.” Like, people just fuck with you less when you have a big fuck-off knife. And so that’s like one of the purposes. But then, bushcraft. I didn’t understand why survival knives were big because I was like a big knife…I’m not a knife fighter. I think anyone who is a knife fighter is not thinking about how long they want to live. Like, that’s why I mean having a big fuck-off knife is to make people leave you alone, not to like fight them with it. But just to like fucking get people to leave you alone. But the giant knife is really useful for bushcraft. It’s really useful for processing wood especially if you don’t have a hatchet or something with you. That’s what I’ve like come to understand as to why survival knives are big and how specifically they’re bladed on one side with a wide–you’re going to know these words better than me–like spine. [Inmn mummers affirmatively] And they have a wide spine so that you can split wood with it. You can take a stick and you can put it on it on the end of the stick and then you can hit it with another stick or a rock. And you can push the knife through the thing. That’s [Inmn interrupts]

Inmn 22:18
Can I?

Margaret 22:19
Yeah. You know more about knives than I do.

Inmn 22:21
Yeah, yeah. Just to offer a little bit of re-contextualization. So you know, I’m not a bushcrafter by any means. I wish that I was. I’d be. God, I’d be so much cooler. But I do know knives pretty well and I’ve been asked to make bushcraft knives before and so you know, I did a bunch of research about bushcraft knives. And what I found was that and then what I found from use is that like the big fuck-off knife is not actually great for bushcrafting.

Margaret 22:58
Oh, interesting.

Inmn 23:01
Yeah, most Bushcraft knives are like they kind of max out at six inches. And a lot of people err more on the like, you know, four and a half to five and a half range. And what that gives you…because for bushcraft, it’s like–you described batoning earlier–if you’re batoning your knife through wood to reduce it you don’t need a big knife for that. You need a sturdy knife for that. And with a smaller knife, you kind of get a lot more manual dexterity so you can do all of your other tasks. I love knives, I love big fuck off knives. I agree that the purpose of a big fuck-off knife is for people to fuck off. And, you know, I can imagine like survival knives are often longer because you might need them for heavier, larger tasks. But I’m honestly a fan of having a belt axe for that purpose because it’s does that thing better. Sorry. That’s my that’s my segue into knife world

Margaret 24:06
No, that makes a lot of sense. And if you ever want to lose a lot of your life–and I feel like you might have also–read people talking about survival knife versus axe versus saw versus machete, about what you’re supposed to bring into the woods, you know?

Inmn 24:27
Yeah. And what you’re gonna learn is that knives…there’s no single knife. That’s good for everything just like there’s no single bag that’s good for everything. You need to pick the things that you’re comfortable doing. And you need to pick the tasks that you need done. And then find the right tool for it.

Margaret 24:48
No, that makes a lot of sense. I will say in terms of saws and knives and all that shit, I have found that the little wire saw is sort of bullshit. Have you seen these?

Inmn 25:01
I always wondered.

Margaret 25:03
But yeah, I think…and the one…I haven’t used that much. I think I tried to use one once. The pocket chainsaw is not bullshit, which is basically a chainsaw blade with two loops on either end, and you loop it around a limb, and then you like, saw back and forth. You know, I think those are not bullshit. Although I think, personally, I’d rather have a folding saw. But they’re bigger. So.

Inmn 25:30
Yeah, yeah. And that’s the key thing here is like if you want to build shelters, use the saw. Don’t…You could use your knife for some of it. But yeah. You don’t want to build a structure with like hacking 10,000 sticks into something. Get a saw.

Margaret 25:51
No, I think you’ve convinced me. Because I’ve been like, I’ve been pondering my–I have a survival knife on my bag–and I’ve been pondering its actual usefulness versus its weight and stuff, you know? And like, besides the like, I keep it on the outside of my bag and it’s a little bit of a like, leave me alone, you know? I think that I have been seeing…Yeah, like, yeah, I think I want to fuck with this more. Redefined my own…Because the knife that I use on a day-to-day basis is my folding pocket knife. You know? It’s what I use for almost everything. I’m not going to baton wood with it. Well, I would. It just wouldn’t do a very good job of it.

Inmn 26:27
Yeah. And, you know, I say this as someone who is always going to have a big knife, probably. And I don’t have a purely rational reason for that. But yeah, it makes me feel more comfortable.

Margaret 26:45
No, and it’s like, and I think it’s telling that backpackers don’t tend to have large knives. They don’t tend to have survival knives at all. Backpackers also tend not to have axes or saws because they’re not really…they’re focused on getting somewhere and camping, not like building large fires or building structures and things like that. Yeah. And then like, I think more and more, I think fighty type people have been focusing more on smaller knives anyway. Like the karambit is a popular fighting knife or whatever and it’s not a big knife.

Inmn 27:19
Yeah, yeah. And if you see the…like a lot of the like, original from…I actually don’t know where karambits come from. But, where they were developed, they’re incredibly small knives. They’re like inch and a half long blades. They’re incredibly tiny.

Margaret 27:36
It’s Indonesian. I just looked it up. Yeah. Yeah, no, yeah. It’s not a like…Like don’t fight a bear. Like a general rule. Don’t live your life in such a way where you’re fighting bears. And then, if you are then use bear spray. If you’re not using bear spray, use a 10mm handgun. Like, you know? Oh, we haven’t really talked about firearms.

Inmn 28:06
Anyway. Sorry. Derail into knife world over.

Margaret 28:09
No, no, I think that…I’m really…It was useful. I learned some. It’s probably worth carrying some kind of knife sharpener. If you suck like me, you can use the pull through style–that Inmn is probably going to be disgusted that I use because it destroys the initial original bevel. If you know how to sharpen a knife properly, you can bring a whetstone. It’s a little…

Inmn 28:31
But, whet stones are heavy.

Margaret 28:33
I know. And it’s also…or you can also bring a little diamond sharpener stick and stuff like that. Yeah, what would you…Okay, what would you suggest? What would you suggest as your portable knife sharpener? Light and transportable?

Inmn 28:45
Yeah, so you know, a knife doesn’t do much good if it’s not sharp. And most people’s knives are not very sharp. I would say that it is a great skill to invest in is learning how to sharpen a knife. There’s a lot of stuff…

Margaret 29:06
I’ve tried it so many times. I don’t believe in it. I don’t think it’s real. Anyway, yeah, let’s continue.

Inmn 29:13
And yeah, like, you know, like what I have at home are these big series of benchtop whetstones. There’s a million grits and…but one of the better things that you can have is a strop. Just a leather strop, which is just some like full grain leather. You want it to be fairly thick and use some green polishing compounds that you rub on it and you strop the edge, which helps maintain the edge. And, but as far as pocket sized sharpening devices, the strop doesn’t sharpen the knife, the strap like helps redefine the burr on the edge. And there’s a million different little pocket sized whetstones. But, the important part is that you want something coarse and you want something fine to like refine the bevel. And so like if I had to build a little to-go kit, I would get a little miniature like 400/1000 combo stone. That is probably not something ceramic because it’s heavy. But, they make a bunch of different things. I’m actually less knowledgeable about these pocket things. Yeah, but you want something coarse and you want something fine. 400/1,000 are great grits and then a strop to kind of like polish out the edge with. With that you can’t go wrong. Well, you can go wrong…

Margaret 30:48
Yeah, I will go wrong.

Inmn 30:49
I don’t know enough to tell you how to go wrong.

Margaret 30:51
No, I will successfully go wrong. I’ve been trying to sharpen knives my whole life. I will continue to do it. I can kind of do it. I actually use a little all-in-one pocketstone, a little bit larger than the like stick ones, and it’s a longish yellow piece of plastic with two sides. And then also has a little fold out part that can be used for filing in the saw parts. And it has kind of a guide, has a little bit of an angle guide built into it, and that’s the most useful part for me. So that’s the only time I’ve been able to sharpen knives to where they like can shave.

Inmn 31:28
Knife sharpening is is a skill. Don’t…That would be my advice is don’t think that you’re going to…don’t rely on learning how to sharpen your knife for the first time when you’re in an in an emergency. Practice that now.

Margaret 31:40
And I will say as someone who has used all knives for almost everything over the years, it’s like, it’s all right. I mean, it’s not as good. But, I can still cut a cord with a shitty knife, you know?

Inmn 31:54
Yeah, well, you know, the old knife making adage, “A dull knife…” or sorry, the old kitchen worker adage, “A dull knife is a dangerous knife.”

Margaret 32:02
Yeah, so live dangerously. Cut… Cut paper with your knives and never sharpen them. Yes. Okay, let’s talk about sleeping systems.

Inmn 32:06
Live dangerously? [laughing] Sleeping systems! Thank you for indulging my derailment.

Margaret 32:20
It’s what we’re here for. And some of this we might kind of like…some of the like camping stuff we might not dive as deep into. We’re already on episode two of what was going to be one episode. So, I believe in the sleeping bag. And that’s leftover from being oogle. I would say that the one thing I would carry in any kind of bag is a sleeping bag. This is not always true. I don’t always carry sleeping bag. But, it’s like almost a comfort item. It’s a like no matter what I’m warm kind of item. I believe in sleeping bags with a good stuff sack. I personally don’t use down. Backpackers tend to use down. It’s lighter. It compacts more for the same warmth. However, it doesn’t insulate once it gets wet. And that is a big deal from my point of view, from a survival point of view. When everything is fine, I prefer a non down one. They’re also cheaper. And that might be why I have that preference. And also, I don’t know anything about how the birds who produce down are treated. So, sleeping bag super important. A lot of backpackers have now moved to backpacking quilts. And then a lot of old timers will actually just use like wool blankets and stuff like that. I love a sleeping bag. You’re gonna want to get off the ground. However, that said, in an urban environment you can use cardboard. You just need to layer it a lot. And it’s not as good as a sleeping pad. But it is still useful. And you’re going to need a sleeping pad that is appropriate to weather and desired comfort. If you want to hear me learn more about sleeping bags and tents you can listen to me talk to Petra a year and a half ago. I don’t remember the name of the episode besides Petra being the guest. And that’s where I learned that the combo move of an air mattress and a foam pad is is often really good. For shelter, the sort of three choices kind of is a tent, a bivy, or a tarp. This is not necessarily in a lot of bug out situations. It is necessary in my bug out situation and it might be in yours. And the advantage of a tarp is that it is like only one object. It is light. It is kind of easier to hide in a lot of ways. And I actually, when I’m sleeping in dangerous situations–like a lot of oogle life is like trespassing–I don’t like tents because tents, you can’t see out of them. Like it’s like a little bubble. It’s why people do like tents is that they want to be in their little bubble and I totally get that. And I’ll probably be a tent person moving on because it’s like comfortable, and safe, and stuff. But when I was younger and everything was well, not easier, my life was fairly hard. But like whatever. It was easier for me to not bother with a tent so I used a tarp. And then the other option is the bivy. And a bivy is like a…It’s like a waterproof sleeping bag. And there’s like ones…like I have one that has like one pole, just to keep the head of it off your face, you know. And these compact really small. This is what a lot of people who are rucking, who are doing military shit, tend to prefer are bivys. They’re not popular among backpackers. The kind of closest equivalent is hammocks. A lot of people also use, but that involves there being good trees in the right place. However, hammocks can be light, and good, and stuff, too. And these are all gonna be preferences. And the reason I no longer fuck with bivys is I have a dog. And he’s coming with me. And so I’m now probably a tent camper. Because if I’m sleeping outside, I’m just leashing my dog to a tree. But, I don’t want him to get rained on. I want him warm. So I’m probably going to be a tent camper from now on. And then some tents now, a lot of backpackers are moving to these tents where you use your hiking poles to keep them up and then they’re super lightweight and they’re actually kind of cool. And they’re a little bit…like some of them are like almost halfway between a tarp and a tent. And…

Inmn 36:06
I love as like camping technology evolves it just like…I feel like it gets more old timey and more oogley but with you know, fancy stuff.

Margaret 36:17
The $700 oogle tent. Yeah. Some of these tents are like fucking $600-700 and made out of like, space material or whatever. Yeah. What’s your favorite shelter for camping?

Inmn 36:32
So this is funny. I once bike toured across the entire country. From the west coast to Chicago, I built a tarp tent every night.

Margaret 36:47
Like an a-frame?

Inmn 36:50
Yeah, I built like a little tarp tent every night, which I had to get really creative in the West. As you know, there’s not a lot of trees everywhere it turns out. And then when I got to Chicago, I went out and bought the Big Agnes ultralight backpacking tent, which is like sort of halfway between….Yeah, it’s halfway. It’s like…It’s not a bivy, but it doesn’t have a much larger footprint than a bivy. And it was the best thing that I’ve ever spent money on. I’m embarrassed to say that I spent money on it.

Margaret 37:28
Whatever. Whatever.

Inmn 37:29
But, I did.

Margaret 37:30
I’m revoking your oogle card. You didn’t scam it from REI dumpsters? I can’t believe you. Yeah, yeah. Fuck yeah.

Inmn 37:41
All right. Yeah, but I love that thing. But, I would love to move to a bivy. Yeah.

Margaret 37:45
Yeah, I think that..Yeah, honestly, like, I’ve only…I haven’t slept a ton in my bivy. But I was like, “Oh, this works.” The other downside of a bivy is that your bag doesn’t fit in the tent with you. And so if you sleeping in a bivy in the rain, you’re going to need to work on waterproofing your bag. But that is something that like as a backpacker, you’re probably trying to do anyway. The main ways that people do it is 1) a pack cover that goes on the outside. And then 2) people often either put things in dry bags, or just like fucking contractor bags, like trash bags, inside their bag and let the bag itself get wet. And if you’re, if you’re bivy camping, you’re accepting that your bag is getting rained on and you just need to work around that. Which, is I think part of why it’s the tactical person’s choice or whatever. Because you’re like, “Comfort doesn’t matter. Surviving to get where I need to go shoot somebody is what matters.” or whatever, you know. Or not get shot or whatever. Which actually, you’re going to have to take into mind when you when you choose what kind of color for all of these things you want. I personally would lean towards the camo type stuff for my…I live in a red state. I could imagine having to leave.

Inmn 38:49
Yeah.

Margaret 38:50
I’m gonna like I’m gonna like speed run the rest of the camping stuff. You might want a poncho or a raincoat. Some people like ponchos because you can also turn them into shelters or whatever, but I think sometimes it’s a little bit just fucking carry what you like. You want additional socks in your go bag no matter what, no matter what you’re…Even if it’s not a camping go bag, put some fucking socks in there and some other…change of underwear and possibly like better soap, like camp soap, like more hygiene type stuff. My go bag has a fucking battery powered Waterpik so that I can floss with water at night because I have spent a lot of money on my teeth. They are not in great shape and water picks rule. I also have a portable battery powered electric toothbrush that I fucking love. You might want an emergency radio. If you’re like good at radio shit, you might want a Baofeng. It’s like an all channel and it can send as well as receive. It’s called a transceiver. It’s really easy to accidentally break the law with a Baofeng because you’re not allowed to actually use any sending signals on it most of the time. But they’re very useful crisis if you know what you’re doing. On the other hand, I would just say get one of those like, your little battery powered weather AM/FM radio. Have and put it in there. At home, I keep one of those like hand crank solar panel everything survival radios or whatever. But they’re like a little bit bulky and a little bit cheap. And so, I like don’t quite trust it in my bag, but I keep one at home. But, other people feel differently. I like having a monocular or binoculars in a go bag. I like this because looking at shit is cool. And sometimes also, I could imagine there are situations where I would want to look at and see what’s ahead and not go there. If I had money, if I was a money person, I would have at least a thermal monocular if not full on like night vision shit. But that’s money. You want the rain cover, the dry bag, you want to beef up your first-aid kit a little bit. You probably want an ace bandage at the very least. There’s some other stuff like moleskin and other things for like long distance walking that you might want. I’ve heard good things about leukotape–and I haven’t used it yet–but as like…people use it as a replacement for moleskin for covering blisters and shit. You might want cooking stuff, which I’m just not gonna get into cooking stuff here. And you might not. You can also like cold soak your food and just like put it in like a peanut butter jar with water and fucking have it turned into food. Whatever. You might want hiking poles. You might want a solar charger. You might want, as we’ve talked about, a folding saw, a hatchet or machete. You might want more light. Like some people like the collapsible LED solar lanterns. They’re not like a great bang for your buck in terms of like, I mean, they’re actually really light and shit, but like, you know, you can use a headlamp just fine. But, like sometimes if you’ve got like a family and shit, it’s like nice to have like a little bit of ambiance and niceness or whatever. Especially like maybe if you’re in like a building right when the power’s out, you know, like that’s the kind of thing that like is a little bit more likely and is useful. You probably want a plastic trowel of some type for pooping outside or a little aluminum trowel for digging a hole so you can poop into it. And alright, guns really quickly, and then…My recommendation is only carry firearms if you train in them. Unlike everything else. Carrying something you don’t know how to use is fine if you know you don’t know how to use it and you get someone else to use it, like your first-aid kit. Like, my IFAK for gunshot wounds, If I’m shot in the belly, it’s for someone else to use on me if at all possible. You know. I am trained in how to use it, but so guns are the exception to this. Do not carry a gun unless you can keep it secure at all times and you pay a lot of attention to the ethics and also the legality around firearms. Those have been covered a lot more in other places on this show. Specifically, my current recommendation that I’m a little bit this is like do what…Whatever, I haven’t yet mastered this. The handgun that I keep near my bed in a safe, in a quick access safe, would go into my bug out bag in a moment of crisis or be on my person. And then in the bug out bag is additional magazines with 9mm ammunition. 9mm is by far the most common ammunition besides like .22LR, which is a survival round meant for hunting small animals. But, for a self defense point of view, I believe a handgun 9mm. And if you are the type who wants long guns, if your whole thing is you’re gonna be surviving in the woods or whatever, you might want to consider some type of backpacking .22. They make, I think it’s the AR-7 is one type of survival collapsible .22. And then the other one is a 10/22 with a backpacker’s stock that folds. What I personally plan on carrying if it was a get out past the militia checkpoint the US government has fallen scenario or whatever is a folding 9mm carbine, which is a rifle that shoots nine millimeter rounds. A lot of people don’t like these from a tactical point of view. It’s not nearly as effective at long range stuff as say an AR-15 or other rifles that are meant to shoot larger rounds, right, or not larger but more powerful rounds. But, the ability to use the exact same magazines that I already use for my other gun and the exact same ammunition makes it worth it for me for specifically a bug out bag scenario. I don’t have enough money to do this yet. That is why I don’t have that. My only bug out bag gun is my handgun that is also my home defense gun. And now everyone knows what I have at home. Anyway, that’s my firearms.

Inmn 44:30
They know one thing that you have at home.

Margaret 44:32
Yeah, totally. Or do they!? They think I have a 9mm but really I have a 10mm. Whatever. Oh, and then the other thing. Randomly. Okay, if your other threat model, if you’re in like fucking Alaska or some shit, you might want a 10mm, but you already know this if you live in Alaska. 10mm is a round that’s better at shooting really big animals. It doesn’t really have any like particular advantage against people in it and shit, right, but like against grizzly bears and shit. One, bear spray more effective. There’s a bunch of studies, bear spray is more effective at stopping a charging bear than any gun that exists. Whatever, I mean maybe like a bazooka or some shit, I don’t know whatever. Oh, poor bear. And then also, you don’t kill the bear. It’s just trying to fucking scare you and live its life. Yeah, yeah, that’s my bug out bag. Do you feel ready? And or do you wanna talk about, really quickly, like some some scenarios?

Inmn 45:35
Yeah, I feel a lot more informed. I feel overwhelmed,

Margaret 45:40
I should address the overwhelm. And I should have led with this. I’m so sorry everyone. You don’t need all this stuff. This is the “I’m building a bug out bag. And I have all the time.” You slowly build the bug out bag. You slowly get prepared. There’s no one who’s entirely prepared for all things. And the purpose of a bug out bag from my point of view is to ease your mind. When I first made my bug out bag and my cabin in the woods, I was able to say to myself, “If there’s a fire in this forest, I know what I will do. And now that I know what I will do, I am not going to worry about a fire in this forest anymore.” And so the first little bit that you get is the most useful. You get diminishing returns as you spend more money and more size and things like that. Massively diminishing returns. The everyday carry, your cell phone is the single most important object. You know, the pocket knife, the pepper spray, the the basic shit is the most important. If you have purse snacks and a water bottle, you are more prepared than almost anyone else. Yeah, I should have led with that.

Inmn 46:57
Yeah. Oh, no, no, it’s okay. I feel like, you know. We eased into it then it got real complicated. And I’m, grateful to think about the overwhelm afterwards. But, Margaret, so in thinking about a lot of these things, there’s like…I’m like, okay, like, if I’m in real life DnD or if the literal apocalypse happens then I could see needing these things. But why else might one need a bug out bag? What is some threat modeling kind of stuff to think of?

Margaret 47:42
Yeah, I mean, like, again, it’s gonna depend on where you are. If I were to pick where I’m at, I can imagine gas supplies running out, right? I don’t think…or like getting interrupted in such a way that, you know, suddenly, there’s a lot of limitation to the amount of fuel that you can have, right? I could imagine grocery store stuff. I could imagine like, you know, supply chain disruptions. We’re seeing supply chain disruptions. People might have to leave because of earthquakes. People might have to leave because of fires. Like, natural disasters is like probably the number one thing, right? And where you live, you will know what the natural disasters are. Where you live, personally, I would worry about drought. And I would worry about water war. But, and I would focus my prepping around rain barrels and you know, keeping five gallons of water in my truck or whatever. I didn’t even get into the shit you should put your vehicle. Some other time will the vehicle preparedness. And but yeah, I mean, like there’s scenarios where like…it was completely possible that January 6th type stuff could have happened on a much larger level, right? They tried to have it happen on a much larger level. We could have had a fascist coup in the United States, because they tried. And in that scenario, you might need to leave the country or you might need to move to a safer part of the country. Or you might need to move to a place so that you can prepare to defend. God, defend the country. But like, fight fascism, even if that means being like, “Alright, it’s us and the Democrats versus fascism,” or whatever, you know? Like, I can’t imagine like the partisans in Italy were like, “Oh, no, you’re a bourgeois capitalist. I’m not going to fight the Nazis with you.” You know? Like, I mean, actually, that probably did happen.

Inmn 49:46
Yeah, or how there’s…there have been tons of anarchists who are fighting in Ukraine.

Margaret 49:52
That is a…Yeah. Yeah, totally. And like if we were suddenly invaded by Russia, there would be like us and some patriots next to each other fighting on the same side, and it would be real awkward. Right? Real awkward, but like, you know. Okay. And so I think that it was entirely possible, at that moment, that my threat model included, “What if I need to get out of the south?” you know? And if I need to get out of the south, yeah, I’m driving until I hit the points where I start thinking that there’s gonna be militia checkpoints. And then I’m in the woods, you know? Yeah. And like, so. It’s not nearly as likely as other things. But, most bug out scenarios, yeah, are like, “I need to go spend a weekend somewhere.” It could even literally be like, a go bag is like, if I got the call that my dad was in the hospital and I just need to get in my fucking truck and go see my dad, right? Like, nothing else bad is happening in the world. It’s still real nice to have the bag that I am grabbing and walking out the door. You know? Yeah. Yeah. What are some of the scenarios that you imagine that you would worry about?

Inmn 50:01
There’s kind of, there’s kind of a lot. I mean, there’s, you know, there’s a lot of scenarios, and I’m wondering if this is the potential for like, future episodes is like…You know, where I live, I do think about drought, I think a lot increasingly more about militia checkpoints, because I live in a–I mean, I feel like everyone lives in a place where there could suddenly be an active militia–but I think about those things. This is a whole episode that we should do. But, I think about friends who live in places where it floods, I think about friends who live in places where there’s hurricanes.

Margaret 52:01
And a go back is also getting to go…If you need to go help someone who’s in a tight place of crisis, you know, like having your truck–don’t drive your truck into standing water ff you don’t know how deep it is– but like, if you needed to get into a disaster zone to help people, if you’re more prepared, you’re more able to do that.

Inmn 52:22
Yeah. Oh, and actually, could I suggest an addition to to go bags? Just as a thing. Yeah, I would love to heavily urge people to have in their go bags or to have this as a separate bag in your emergency kit is, you know, something that we’re learning a lot from harm reduction communities and organizing right now is harm reduction supplies. Yeah, Naloxone or Narcan, fentanyl testing strips, drug testing stuff in general. And, you know, even if you don’t use drugs, then I would suggest having stuff in case other people who do use drugs and need them to some extent or have complicated dependency around them, having that kind of stuff for someone else could be life saving to someone else.

Margaret 52:29
Of course. No, everything I said is the only stuff you can use.

Inmn 52:41
That is a really good point. Alright. Well, that’s some stuff. Is there anything else we should talk about go bags. It’s cool to have a go. That’s what I’m gonna say. Don’t let the right wing have it. It’s fucking cool. Being prepared rules. People are gonna think you’re cool. They used to make fun of you, but now…now they don’t. I have two kind of silly questions, because I love rooting these discussions in humor and light heartedness. There’s another word for it.

Margaret 54:14
I famously hate joy.

Inmn 54:16
Yeah. Okay, so we’ve just gone through this big list of stuff and do you remember Donny Don’t from Crimethinc? Yeah, what is the Donny Don’t of go bags?

Margaret 54:33
Donny Don’t is a, just so people know, it’s the don’t do with Donny Don’t does. And what is the Donny Don’t of go bags? It’s probably the like crazy overkill versions. Like I probably don’t need an ice axe in my go bag. Now that I say that I’m like, I mean, if I had to cross into Canada on the East Coast I would actually need an ice axe. So, but like, gear obsession, I think that and letting go bags be an endless bottomless non fun thing. If it is fun for you to geek out and find the the version of the thing that’s two ounces lighter, do it–as long as you give away the old one or like, you know, maintain it in such a way that it’s useful to somebody else. But yeah, I think that Donny Don’t is the overkill, like a bag that you can’t carry. Unless, I mean, some people can’t carry certain amounts of weight that they would need and then they need assistance and things like that. That’s actually okay too. But like, but overall. Yeah.

Inmn 55:42
Cool. Yeah. And actually, that is my retrospective answer for which knife to bring is the knife that you will carry.

Margaret 55:49
Yeah.

Inmn 55:49
Is the knife that does not that does not impede you from caring it. And then my other comical question because I can’t do a single interview without talking about it is: So in Dungeons and Dragons, you have the adventuring kit and what is the 50 foot of hempen rope, which every single adventurer uses at some point, and what is the like climbing like…not crampons. Pitons. What is the pitons thing that no one has ever used. If you use them, please tell us about it.

Margaret 56:32
Everyone uses the the eating stuff. The spork, the utensils. Everyone uses…Yeah, the stuff that everyone uses is the tiny light cheap shit. You know? It’s the fucking BIC lighter. And know what what no one uses is the magnifying lens to start the fire, which I didn’t even include. I actually include tiny little magnifying lenses in the kits because they cost like five cents, like little Fresnel lenses size of credit card. But, it’s mostly so you can read small stuff. And that weighs nothing. I like throwing it in. But the magnifying lens. That’s the Yeah.

Inmn 57:21
The piton thing.

Margaret 57:25
Yeah. Whatever it is.

Inmn 57:29
Cool. Thank you. Thank you for indulging my silly questions. Well, it seems like maybe we should do some more…Talk about this more some other time.

Margaret 57:41
Yeah, you should ask me about vehicle preparedness sometime. And home preparedness.

Inmn 57:46
Yeah, vehicle preparedness, home preparedness, like specific disaster preparedness. Yeah. Like, I know, we’re gonna…we’re planning on doing a hurricane thing at some point.

Margaret 57:58
We’re just gonna throw a hurricane. Inmn’s a level 17 Wizard.

Inmn 58:07
And, you know, maybe we like…do we eventually started talking about…Do we just throw you, Margaret, into situations and say, “How would you deal with this issue?” Like as an episode concept?

Margaret 58:22
I thought you meant physically. Like, while I’m on tour, be like, “Sorry, Margaret, you’re suddenly survivor lady.” And I’m like, “Wait!”

Inmn 58:32
No, no, I’m thinking of like, this funny episode concept where we come up with situations, almost like roleplay situations, but real life, and you tell us how you would prepare and deal it.

Margaret 58:46
Okay. Yeah, we should do that sometime. I guess I’ll have to get good at this. Usually, because I’m like…Well, my whole thing is I’m not quite an expert. At this point. I think I do know more than the average person. But my whole point was like, I’m not an expert. I find experts and ask them things. But, I guess at this point, there’s a lot of this shit that I either sometimes have hands on experience and sometimes I just fucking talk to people about it all day. So. Yeah, sounds good. Well,

Inmn 59:12
Well. Thanks so much for coming on this, what ended up being a two parter episode of your own podcast that I am a weird guest host of right now.

Margaret 59:24
No, it’s our podcast. It’s Strangers’ podcast at this point.

Inmn 59:29
Yeah. Do you have anything that you would like to plug?

Margaret 59:34
You can hear me on my podcast, Live Like the World is Dying, it’s a community and individual preparedness podcasts published by Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. You can also hear me talk about history. I spend most of my time reading history books and talking about it on a podcast called Cool People Who Did Cool Stuff on Cool Zone Media. It’s very confusing that one of my podcasts is on CZN and one of my podcasts is on CZM, but that’s the way it goes. And my most recent book is called “Escape from Incel Island.” You can hear me talk about a shotgun that I used to really want, the Celtic KSG which is what Mankiller Jones carries. It’s no longer that shotgun I lust after. Now I want to Mossberg 59A1. But, you know, I don’t know whether I want to change what they’re carrying. And I’m on the internet. @MagpieKilljoy on Twitter and @Margaretkilljoy on Instagram and you can also follow…I’m now trying to make people follow our social media, Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness. You can also follow us on social media @TangledWild on Twitter and then at something on Instagram. I’m sure if you search Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness it will come up. Do you know what it was? What is our Instagram?

Inmn 1:00:48
It is @tangled_wilderness on Instagram.

Margaret 1:00:51
We did a really good job of grabbing all the…we’ve been around for 20 years and we didn’t fucking grab good Instagram handles at the beginning. Yeah, that’s what I got.

Inmn 1:01:00
Great. Great. Well, we will see you next time.

Margaret 1:01:04
Yeah.

Inmn 1:01:11
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S1E69 – Margaret on Go Bags Part I

Episode Summary

On this week’s Live Like the World is Dying, Margaret and Inmn talk about what goes in a go bag, or bug out bag as they are sometimes called, and how being oogles might have set them up for being preppers. They talk about the different purposes one might make a go bag for, the different smaller kits that make them up, as well as other kits that are helpful to build alongside go bags. Tune in next week for part two.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy. Inmn can be found on Instagram @shadowtail.artificery.

Publisher Info

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Transcript

LLWD: Margaret and Inmn on Go Bags

Inmn 00:15
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I am your co-host today, Inmn Neruin, and I use they/them pronouns. I’m obviously a new host, and today I have with me Margaret Killjoy who is, you know, the normal host, and we’re gonna do some fun role reversal here. Instead of me teaching Margaret something about prepping, because I don’t really know much about prepping–well, I mean, you know, I know generally about prepping, but a lot of the specifics I’m newer to, a lot of the technical stuff I’m newer to. Strong ideology. Low tech. But, Margaret is going to teach me about how to put together something that has daunted me a lot, but that I understand the importance of, and that is go bags. This podcast is also a proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts and before Margaret talks to me about go bags, we’re going to hear a jingle from another lovely show on that network. Doo doo doo doo, doo.

Inmn 02:35
Okay, we’re back. Margaret, could you introduce yourself on your own podcast that you started,you know, with your name and your pronouns and just a little bit about what you’re here to teach me about today?

Margaret 02:50
Yeah, my name is Margaret Killjoy. I use she or they pronouns. You might know me from such podcast as Live Like the World is Dying. But, maybe this is your first episode. In which case, welcome. We have many hosts now on Live Like the World is Dying, which is very exciting. So, I’m going to be talking today about go bags, sometimes called bug out bags, or as I first heard them called, oh shit gear or OSG. No one really calls it that anymore. But some of the first anarchist preppers I ever met like 20 years ago called it OSG. And my background for this is that well, I’m sort of a prepper. I also have lived off-grid more years as an adult than I’ve lived on-grid. I do currently live on-grid. Before this, I lived in a cabin. Before that I lived in a barn. Before that I lived in a van. Before that I lived in a minivan. Before that I lived out of a backpack. And so I do feel like I have a fairly strong basis in what you need in a backpack to live out of because I did that for about 10 years. But it is a different context, right? And we’re going to talk a lot about that today, the context of being traveling crust punk versus having to go bag and all the other different contexts. Yeah, that’s my background.

Inmn 04:11
Wonderful, and we’re also trying to connect it, I believe to this lovely new book that you just put out through our publishing collective Strangers in a Tangled Wilderness and the importance of go bags, you know, not only in our completely real tangible lives and these very fictionalized versions of our lives like Mankiller Jones’, to which there are absolutely no similarities. There are no similar threat models. Nothing. Nothing like that.

Margaret 04:48
Yeah, for anyone listening, I my most recent book is called “Escape from Incel Island” and the protagonist is a nonbinary afab person, named Mankiller Jones, who’s trapped on an island full of incels–thus the name–and needs to escape using their wits and the help of friends.

Inmn 05:09
And their go bag?

Margaret 05:11
Yeah, although okay, I’m actually going to argue that there is a difference between a go bag–I’m going to talk about some different types of bag systems you might have for living out of, right. So there’s the go bag, and I’ll get to that last I would argue that most…a soldier or mercenary or someone in a tactical situation, the primary objective of their thing is combat or evasion or, you know, something in a very militaristic setting. Usually, that might be called a rucksack. And it might be called like rucking. And you’re going to have a very different load out of gear for, you know, your tactical situation. You’re going to use probably a different type of bag. You’re going to use it a lot of different stuff. So, that’s like one context. It is a context to consider in these United States of America that are considering a national divorce, and there’s a lot of people who want to murder all the trans people and you know, people color and all that shit. So, it is worth considering that and we’ll talk a little bit about that. Okay, some of the other contexts that are not go bags, but are in form all of this, you have backpacking bags, right? And within that, basically like, I’m going to go and camp for a couple nights and hike, right? A backpacking bag is designed for two things. It’s for hiking, and for camping. And within that you’ve traditional backpacking, and you have ultralight backpacking. Traditional backpacking, you’re going to be carrying like 20 to 50 pounds of stuff. Whereas like rucking, you might be carrying 30 to 80 pounds of stuff, you know. And then there’s ultralight backpacking, which is defined as less than 10 pounds before you add like food and water and shit to your bag. And that is like to make the hiking easier, right? But those have a specific purpose and it is not bugging out. It is not going. It is backpacking, right? And then you would have something called a bushcraft pack and I’m making that term up. And this is closer to the tactical bag because it is going to be very heavy, probably, and a lot larger. And bushcraft would be like “I’m going out into the woods to go live in the woods,” right? If you need to build shelters, you’re going to need different equipment, right. For example, in ultralight backpacking certainly and most traditional backpacking, you’re not bringing a saw or an ax. However, if your goal is to survive in the woods for an indefinite period of time, a saw and an ax. are very important tools to have available. Okay, so those are, I’m gonna-go-spend-a-lot-of-time-in-the-woods bags–or desert or whatever. And then you have a go bag. And it’s really easy to kind of conflate these things. But they really are a very different purpose. I would argue that your primary goal with a go bag–this is the bag that is in the closet by the door, or is by the door, or lives in your vehicle, or is packed and ready to go at all times in case an emergency takes you out your door for an unknown length of time, or even unknown length of time. And so this is the one bag you grab when your house is on fire. This is a bag that you grab, or you already have in your car, in case you need to spend your night in the car. Like, you know, it’s these…people tend to think of go bags as like ‘the world has ended’ bags, and that’s not…the world is always ending and it ends and fits and starts, right? And so it’s for disasters. It’s for crises. If you need to spend a night in the car, you’re going to be very glad that you have a toothbrush and toothpaste, you’re gonna be very glad that you have your medications, you’re going to be very glad that you have your Nintendo Switch. And, if you suddenly have to flee the country, which frankly a lot of us have to think about as a possibility. It’s not in an inevitability and it’s not crazy likely that all LGBTQIA+ folks will have to flee the country or whatever. But, it’s something that’s on a lot of our minds, right? And so, in which case that bag is going to need your passport, it’s going to need the rabies identification for your dog, you know, the vaccine identification for your dog. It’s going to need a lot of really specific stuff that if you have to run out your door right now this is the bag you would pack and you just keep it already packed. But, most of the time your go bag is sometimes in your car, if you go to your friend’s house for a surprise weekend because, you know, there’s a hurricane coming, or the boil advisory for your town keeps getting deeper and deeper and you’re starting to get really distrustful, or a train derails and there’s toxic chemicals in the air, or your ex is in town and he’s scary, right? You know, it’s just the like…or wildfires sweeping through and there’s an evacuation call, right? That is what a go bag is. There might be camping stuff in it, depending on your situation, how much you feel like carrying, how you expect to carry it. If it’s gonna mostly live in your car, have some fucking camping stuff. Or, if like me, you live in a fairly isolated place, you know, you live rurally, like, if I needed to get out on foot I would need to have camping stuff with me because I am more than a day’s walk from the nearest place that might be safe. Right? So yeah, that’s the basic concept of a go bag.

Inmn 10:55
Just to parrot some information back to you so that I wrap my head around it, so there’s there’s a few different kinds of bags. We have go bags, we have rucking bags, we have backpacking bags, we have bushcraft bags. And are go bags…

Margaret 11:20
I’m making some of those terms up, but…

Inmn 11:22
Yes. And then are go bags and bug out bags the same thing?

Margaret 11:29
Yeah, it’s just a…If you’re avoiding the sort of prepper terminology, which is understandable, you call it a go bag instead of a bug out bag so you don’t sound as crazy.

Inmn 11:40
I see. I see. And you know, everyone can understand the need to go, but bugging out can feel a little different. And so within a go bag, the idea is that you want anything that you will kind of like immediately need if you have to leave for whatever circumstance?

Margaret 12:05
Yeah, it’s a combination of things. That is one of the things, is stuff that you would immediately need. It’s like your overnight bag. It’s your toiletries bag. All that kind of stuff is going to be more important than most of the other like survival gizmos or whatever, right? You know, your camping folding shovel is gonna be a lot less likely to be useful than dental floss, right?

Inmn 12:29
But it’s cool.

Margaret 12:31
Oh, yeah, no, I have folding camping shovel in my truck. And I ponder putting it in my actual bag, but I probably won’t. And so okay. Should I talk about the types of bags, like what kind of bag you want?

Inmn 12:48
Yeah, okay. And we’re talking about go bags here or just any bag?

Margaret 12:56
I’m going to talk about mostly go bags. I’m going to focus what I’m talking about on go bags and I’ll kind of like dip into…Because your go bag–if a civil war starts, which it probably won’t, but ‘probably’ has a lot more modifiers than it did 10 years ago–and then your your bug out bag, your go bag, is going to have a lot in common with a tactical bag, you know a rucksack, whatever. I think rucksack is literally just like what military people call their backpack in order to sound cool, but I’m not actually entirely certain about that. Don’t @ me, or if you do, @ me at my Twitter handle, @IwriteOK Okay [Robert Evans.] And so, you know, and if you’re planning to hike to a different country, right, or a different state then it might have a lot in common with a backpacking bag. And, if you’re planning on laying low in the desert or the Canadian wilderness, I don’t know, then you’re gonna have a lot of bushcraft stuff in there too, right? But overall, the sort of core of it is a go bag. And it really…you know, there’s kind of like one bag that you keep around at any given time generally, but you might change it based on how circumstances are changing, and where you live, and what your threats are, right? Like, if the most likely thing is run out of the house because wildfire and throw it in your car, one, you might just leave it in your car. And two, you might be able to afford more weight, right? But if you’re most likely thing is set out on foot or your most likely thing is spend a weekend away, you know, or if…I guess what I’m saying is it can look a lot different ways. And so you will have different options. I mean, it could be anything, right? You can have a shopping bag as you go bag. I don’t recommend this. You could have, you know, my personal current go bag, I’m probably going to change this, but it has been my go bag for a number of years. My personal go bag is a style of bag that usually gets called a three-day assault pack. It is a tactical backpack that lacks an internal frame. It can hold– it kind of sucks. It can hold a lot of weight, but it doesn’t distribute that weight incredibly well across a body. It is not a backpacking bag. It is a soldier’s bag. And one of the reasons I like it is because unlike a backpacking bag with like a big internal frame or an external frame, but those are really rare these days, it doesn’t take up as much like space, you know? An internal bag, like an internal frame pack is very unwieldy. And you don’t…it’s hard to put in your lap if you’re in a car. I’ve done this as a hitchhiker many, many times, you know. And so, I’ve moved away from those and I’ve been using what’s more of a day pack size bag. And I personally went for a tactical style one because I’m a nerd. One of the reasons to not consider a tactical bag…I like things that are all black basically is what it and day bags tend to be really brightly colored if they’re hiking bags. And, one reason to not consider a tactical backpack is people argue that it makes you more of a target, it makes you look more like a prepper, it makes you look more like a soldier, it makes you look more tactical and therefore more of a risk. And this is the sort of gray man theory that’s very big in tactical spaces, which is an attempt to look not like a tactical bro. Ironically, most people who try and do this still look like tactical bros because they’re like wearing gray man tactical pants that still say 511 on them or whatever, which is a brand of tactical gear, that I totally wear. And the reason I can wear it, is that I look fucking weird no matter what. I’m not going undercover anywhere. I have a giant nose ring. My hair is long. I have bangs and might be wearing women’s clothes. You know, I’m not hiding, right? And I also not going to look like I’m enrolled in the United States Army or whatever. Right? So yeah, a tactical bag for me has no downsides from this point of view because it’s just like whatever, I’m a punk. I look like a punk. And tactical bags will have something called molle all over it, which is that webbing straps, which allows you to attach other bags and things to it. And it makes it modular. And this is a little bit, like most of the time you’re not really going to bother modularing out your thing. But, sometimes it’s nice. You know, mine currently has a little bonus modular water bottle holder and my bushcraft knife that is part of my bag but wouldn’t be part of a normal person’s bag, is strapped to the outside with molle, which makes me look tough.

Inmn 17:38
See, I would get the impulse to…I love modular things. So, I’m like, okay, wait, so yeah, it’s…In your in your different…So you want to plan your go bag based on your, I guess your threat model, or your risk assessment, and your environment it seems like? And so could you have your base go bag and then like a little additions? Like, well, there’s the go bag, but here’s the piece that you attach to it that makes it a better camping bag or something? The this is the it when shitty ex comes to town and this is it when it’s wildfire, and they’re like easy to combine? Is that? Is that a thing?

Margaret 18:26
Yeah, yes and no. Molle is not the system by which you do that. Molle is a very secure attachment system and it’s a pain in the ass to attach. You’re basically like weaving webbing through webbing. And there’s different systems people have to make it fast. And if you really practice it’ll get faster. But, it’s not like grab and go type of thing. However, what you’re describing makes a lot of sense. And it’s the reason for example–I don’t keep a gas mask in my go bag. I do keep a gas mask in a bag next to my go bag. Right? So if my threat on my way out the door is Russia nukes DC–again, very unlikely but a lot more likely than it was 10 years ago. You know, I’m not in the immediate blast zone of that, but I’m in the trouble area, right? And so like, you know, the gas mask is there. And it would be the same like if wildfires are threat, right, you would want your gas mask or at least a good respirator immediately next to it as well. And actually, if you live in wildfire zone, you probably have the respirator in your pack. Or it’s outside your bag because you need to put it on as soon as you fucking need it. But, and so the other way that people modular it is that people modular the inside using different like–usually they’re called packing cubes–and you can get different packing cubes that–like if they’re like more tactical, they’ll be made out of thick nylon and they’ll have molle on them even though there’s literally no purpose for them to molle on them. Or if you’re an ultralight backpacker, they’ll be made out of this parachute cloth that weighs nothing but will eventually rip. Because that’s the thing with ultralight backpacking is it’s incredibly light, and it’s effective, but the equipment isn’t as durable, right? Or, if you’re like a different type of backpacker, they might all be dry bags so everything stays, you know, dry and separate. But basically…or if you’re like a tour…you know, if you travel by suitcase, you’ll also use packing cubes. And it’s like, “Oh, this one’s all my socks,” or whatever. But it could also be, “Oh, this one’s all my like magazines,” not for reading but for reloading ammunition. You know, it could be the folding nine millimeter carbine, or whatever, that you throw into it, you know? And so you can modular it out. But molle is not quite the way to do it.

Inmn 20:58
I see. I see.

Margaret 21:01
Oh, we didn’t get those other types of bags.

Inmn 21:03
Oh, yeah, What kinds of bags are there, Margaret?

Margaret 21:06
Okay, so, you’ve got the tactical bags, right, you’ve got the backpacking bags, the internal frame bags, which if you’re going to be walking a lot, is probably what you want. And these are also available…you can kind of like look at things as either tactical, or there’s a word for it I can’t remember….hiking? But it has some word…technical! Technical versus tactical. Technical is like outdoorsy stuff that isn’t made for people who shoot people for a living and it’s gonna be brightly colored and it’s high performance stuff with all the bells and whistles. But, it’s not going to be camo, right? You know, versus, you can get a hiking bag that’s all camo and it’s gonna be aimed at military or whatever, right? And if you’re hiking through the woods a lot, you might want the camo one. You might specifically not want the camo one because if you’re hiking through the woods because like your car broke down you don’t fucking camo. You want blaze orange so people can see you and rescue you. But, if you’re like crossing a militia checkpoint to leave a red state you’re gonna want camouflage. Um, yeah, anyway. And so then you could also have…some go bags are literally just small duffel bags, right, that are designed not really to be carried on your back and they’re just meant to be thrown in a trunk. And like, and that’s actually a very useful form factor for a lot of stuff. And, it might be that your extra bag is that. And then also, you can be really low key about it and just have a regular–not a day bag like a hiking day bag but just a regular day backpack is an incredibly good bug out bag for many people, especially people in urban environments where resources are going to be easier to come by. You’re not necessarily gonna be camping. You don’t need to carry as much stuff because you will be able to blend in with this kind of bag much more effectively. It’ll still carry what you need. I like bags. My basement is full of backpacks that I’ve collected over the years.

Inmn 23:01
You know, I really like bags as well. I don’t have a lot of stuff to put in the bags, but I have a little collection of bags. Which, I feel like sort of hearkens back to…I used to be a lot more of a oogle and…

Margaret 23:20
Yeah.

Inmn 23:22
yeah. And I had a little…

Margaret 23:24
It’s good training.

Inmn 23:27
Okay, so I didn’t think that I was going to have much to actually contribute to this, but like now that we’re talking about it. I’m like, “Wait, were like train oogles preppers?”

Margaret 23:39
Yeah, because you need everything because you can’t rely on anything showing up.

Inmn 23:44
Yeah, yeah.

Margaret 23:45
It’s why when everyone’s like, “You need a tent.” I’m like, “Do you?” Like I never traveled with a tent. I don’t know. If it’s not really cold I just fucking wrapped myself in a shitty tarp and hope the rain left me alone.

Inmn 23:59
Well, the…

Margaret 24:00
Tents are useful in some situations. Go ahead.

Inmn 24:04
The thing now is…God, what are they called?

Margaret 24:09
Bivvies?

Inmn 24:10
Yeah, bivvies. I was gonna call it a ghillie sack. And I was like, that’s something else.

Margaret 24:15
No, I like bivvies. A lot of people don’t like bivvies.

Inmn 24:19
Yeah, I feel like bivvies are pretty pretty popular in that world right now. And yeah, I used to be obsessed with finding the perfect bag for that kind of stuff. And it was hard because you know, the camping stuff is brightly colored. It’s a little too..it’s not the most durable. Like it’s made for hiking. It’s not made for like, throwing it off a building, you know?

Margaret 24:47
Yeah, totally.

Inmn 24:50
And…but then, like, you know, the army stuff is a little terrible in another direction. It’s not comfortable. Maybe it is now.

Margaret 25:03
No, overall, it airs on the side of durability and not comfort because it’s like it’s being put on a disposable human. You know, they don’t care that whoever carries 100 pounds this long is going to destroy their knees because they’re expecting somebody to shoot you.

Inmn 25:19
[Makes an ‘Ooph’ sound. Sighing.] Yeah. I always hoped that eventually it would emerge that there was some, you know, like train riding bag maker that would just make the perfect bag.

Margaret 25:43
Yeah.

Inmn 25:44
If you’re out there, please, please email us. Email me.

Margaret 25:49
Well, and what’s so funny, right, is even among oogles you have a difference between hitchhikers and train hoppers in terms of the size of bag they need. You know, like,when I first started and I was attempting to hop trains–I was never good at it–and I carried an internal frame pack. And then for a long time I moved down to, it was an old skateboarding backpack. Not because I recommend skateboarding backpacks, it was just literally my backpack from high school, you know, and I just carabinered my sleeping bag underneath. And then when I got to where I was staying I would take off the sleeping bag and then have a regular day pack. You know, it’s like, because you need so much less as a hitchhiker because you don’t need to cook.

Inmn 26:30
Yeah, yeah, I went from like one of those big 70 liter hiking packs to a like bike bag, not like the Chrome side strap ones but those like the made out of…

Margaret 26:46
Foldy top?

Inmn 26:47
Yeah, the fold the top. But you know, they were durable, and waterproof, and fairly spacious but no frame, absolute murder on your back if you carry too much.

Margaret 27:01
But, that would be an amazing go bag for most situations because it’s waterproof. It’s durable. It fits in your lap when you’re sitting. Ut doesn’t have straps going everywhere. Yeah, like for a lot of people that style a bag is fucking perfect. You know?

Inmn 27:16
Yeah, and for folks who don’t know what we’re talking about they’re these like bicycle bags. They’re made out of like, vinyl or PVC. And then they’re covered with really high strength, like durable like cordura. And, they’re made to be on someone who’s biking so they’re comfortable. But walking is not always the same as biking.

Margaret 27:41
Yeah, totally. Well, and it’s like, and so because most go bags you’re probably taking public transit or you’re taking vehicles, you know, you’re…like most things…It’s worth having something you can walk with, right? Like I wouldn’t recommend your go bag be 150 pound pickle bag, you know, a duffel bag. But like, you know, should we talk about what goes in it?

Inmn 28:05
Yeah, what? Margaret? Margaret, what should I put in my collection of bags that could be go bags? Because, I don’t have a go bag and I feel really embarrassed about that.

Margaret 28:17
I know I can’t believe you don’t have a go bag. There was that–I don’t want to out where you live–there was a toxic thing near where you lived at one point. So okay, I would argue that a preparedness base…you can sort of build up to the bag and what’s in the bag, but if you don’t do these things before it, you put all of this in the bag, and that’s fine too. First, there’s your kind of everyday carry, right? If you tend to wear clothes that don’t have as many pockets you can do this with a fanny pack. This is one of the things that’s so great about being a queer prepper is I don’t have to…Like, men will do anything to avoid having to wear a fanny pack. There’s these like chest packs that are fucking, have a harness across the back. They’re so He-Man. They’re so gay. I love them.

Inmn 29:05
Yeah, I’ve seen those.

Margaret 29:07
And it’s like just wear god damn fanny pack. And then like, one of the best off body carries for a subcompact handgun are like fanny pack specifically designed for drawing from. But, they don’t do all that well because men are afraid to wear fanny packs. It’s hilarious. But anyway, you can put all this in your pockets. You can put all this in a fanny pack. You can put all this in your punk vest. Whatever. The basis of a lot of it is wearing somewhat durable clothing and practical clothing as much as you can. I’m someone who wears maxi skirts. I swear you can go hiking in them. Sometimes you have to hike them up. Whatever some of the stuff….

Inmn 29:45
You can. I can attest.

Margaret 29:47
Yeah. No, it’s funny. One time, I was like working outside and the mail carrier was coming up and I was like, “I really don’t want to deal with being a crossdresser right now.” so I just like hiked up my fucking maxi skirt and I was like wearing tights underneath. And I’m like, “Now I’m just a weirdo in tights.” Like this is better somehow. So, things to consider carrying on your person. And this to me, this goes back to my oogle days. The first and single most important prepper tool is your cell phone. And there’s stuff–we could do a whole separate episode about stuff to put on your cell phone. Offline maps. That’s a big one. Various tools that help you do things. And so, cell phone number one. Other things, a Bic later. Some people wrap it in duct tape because the duct tape can be used as a fire starter. A multitool. Like I use a pliers style multitool. If you’re older than a millennial, you’ll prefer a Swiss army knife. A pocket knife, a folding pocket knife. This isn’t as important because you got your multitool, but I’ve always sworn by having a pocket clip knife on me. It’s useful for cutting all kinds of things. That’s not even a euphemism. And, a flashlight. And, the reason I like a flashlight, a tactical style flashlight that is in my pocket at all times or in my fanny pack is because you can use it to see shit. I also like headlamps and I’m gonna talk about headlamps in a little bit. But, a flashlight is an incredibly important self defense tool. Specifically–it’s funny because the tactical flashlights people are like “So you can hit people with them.” And you’re like, “No, it’s so that you can shine it in their face.” And they’re like, “Yeah, with the strobe function,” and you’re like, “No, because the strobe function disorients you and the other person.” No, if someone shines a really bright light in your face all of a sudden, you are disoriented. And so the number one self defense tool– other people are you pepper spray too and that’s great, and I just don’t have as much practice with pepper spray personally And but pepper spray would also be in this sort of category–but the flashlight lets you see things and it lets you fucking blind people and run away. Which, is the secret to surviving fights is to not get in fights. And one of the ways to do that is to disorient or disable your attacker and then run away. Okay, so that’s everyday carry. And then you might want to consider other self defense tools like pepper spray. A bandanna is an incredibly useful survival thing. Oogles. I learned this from oogle life. You can use it as a dust mask, you can use it to prefilter water. You can use it to wipe sweat. You can use it as a napkin. You can, like a little…hikers use something called a buff and it’s just a…hikers… They just don’t want to oogles so they use a buff instead.

Inmn 32:30
They just don’t want to call it a bandanna or a?

Margaret 32:33
Yeah, totally, I mean, it’s a slightly different thing. And it actually is a little bit better suited for hiking because you can use it as a headband and stuff. And like if I was like more of a hiker…like a year from now, because I’m getting into hiking, I’m gonna be like, “Nah, you just need a buff, like no matter what,” you know, but I like don’t own one currently. Another thing to consider as part of your everyday carry, depending on your threat model, depending on where you live, is a handgun with a holster and a spare magazine. And if you carry the capacity to do deadly force, you should also carry a tourniquet at the very least. If you don’t carry a full IFAK, an individual first-aid kit meant for gunshot wounds, carry at least a tourniquet. And honestly, if you’re in a situation where gun threats are a thing, I would carry a tourniquet before I carry a gun. It is a lot safer legally. It’s a lot easier. And like my goal is on any given day is to not die. And the ability to stop bleeding is often more effective than the ability to put holes in other people. So, that’s everyday carry and if you don’t have this on your person, you’re gonna want it in your go bag. A lot of these I replicate in my go bag. Okay, the next thing, and the most important thing from my point of view is what–and this is like kind of like the Margaret school is a little different than other people’s school of thought around this–is that more important than a go bag is an emergency kit. I make and distribute these emergency kits. All my friends who visit me they leave with an emergency kit. I get a…actually, I get a tactical medical pouch. It’s a five by seven, six by nine? I don’t know. And it actually has molle on it so you can attach it to a backpack. So, if your go bag is full you can put it on your backpack. And the emergency kit is everything that is like small and light and useful. And this turns any bag you’re carrying into a go bag. And it is small and light and if you make them in bulk it costs you 50-60 bucks worth of stuff if you put like everything in it. And I’m gonna talk about what’s in it.

Inmn 34:42
Yeah, what’s in it?

Margaret 34:43
In my emergency kit, it is three different things. It is a hygiene kit. It is a first aid kit and it is a survival kit. For hygiene, I carry a folding toothbrush and travel toothpaste. If you’re an ultralight hiker, you’re gonna have toothpaste tablets, I’m going to look into those but for now just fucking use toothpaste. Whatever. Dental Floss, which doubles as sewing thread, a compressed towel…

Inmn 35:07
Another oogle lesson.

Margaret 35:08
Oh yeah, totally. And this is what I wish I learned as an oogle is a compressed towel. There are these like little tiny tablets that if you put them in water they turn into washcloths? Yeah, they weigh nothing. They will…I carry tampons in a hygiene kit. This is not for plugging gunshot wounds. Do not use tampons to try and stop bleeding because they don’t stop bleeding. They don’t apply pressure. They absorb some blood. The amount of difference between the amount of blood someone having a menstrual cycle produces versus the amount of blood or gunshot wound produces….This is not what they’re good for. Primarily I carry these to give to people, if we’re in an emergency situation, who wish they had a tampon with them. They have some other purposes by pulling out the cotton and using it as fire starter., etc. But, I carry earplugs, just the foam cheap ones, unless I have my nice ones with me. Sometimes they’re in my bag too. The ones that are like for concerts and shit. But, earplugs are for if you are shooting, if you’re using heavy equipment, if you’re trying to sleep in a rescue center, if you have ear damage anyway and you sometimes…Like earplugs are incredibly useful and they’re light and cheap. Lip balm. I carry lip balm. I don’t use lip balm in my day to day life. However, avoiding sunburn is like one of these super important things, and then also lip balm, some of it, can like double again as fire starter. stuff. Put it on cotton. Things like that. I carry condoms in case I have sex with somebody and then–or other people are trying to and don’t want to get sick or you don’t want to like deal with pregnancy or whatever, you know. There’s like other uses for condoms. People are like, “Oh, you can use them to like store water,” and stuff, but a lot of the survival uses of condoms are a little bit like people just trying to come up with uses for shit. And then also, you have to use unlubricated condoms for a lot of these purposes. However unlubricated condoms have are less effective at their primary task. I carry lube packets. Again, anything small, light, cheap, and useful is fucking great. I carry nail clippers. I carry hair ties. And, I carry soap strips. And this is a little bit like…I carry it but whatever. They’re like little dissolvable papers with soap in it. That’s the hygiene part of it for me. You might have a different one. I actually am kind of looking into figuring out how I’m going to put razors into here. For shaving. Usually, I just kind of have my electric razor on me, but I feel like if I’m backpacking, or whatever, it might be hard to…It’s a little bit bulky. For first aid…Am I missing anything for hygiene?

Inmn 37:47
Not that I can think of. I’m also….Okay, so I said that I didn’t have a go bag. And literally besides the emergency kit, I have a go bag on me at all times. I was like oh yeah, I mean, I’m an ex oogle. I have a giant fanny pack with a with multiple forms of self defense and like multitools and…

Margaret 38:17
That’s what people forget, is they think of a go bag as this utterly separate thing but it’s like…Like purse snacks is prepping. You know, like, again, men are really weird and like, if you go to a random…if you’re out at a bar, the most prepared people in there are the women. They have so much stuff in their purse that is so useful. You know, the men might have guns–well, maybe they’re smart and they’re at a bar (you shouldn’t combine alcohol and firearms) but whatever. But like, you know, what’s more likely than shooting someone is getting hungry. You know? Like,

Inmn 38:52
Oh, yeah, yeah.

Margaret 38:54
Alright.

Inmn 38:56
But what’s in a first aid portion?

Margaret 39:00
In the first aid portion, these are the ones I make, right. You can make your own depending on anything, right? I carry emergency packets because they make water tastes good and might theoretically be good for you. I carry alcohol wipes. These are sort of contentious. Well, they’re not contentious for sterilizing things. If you need to lance a blister, you need to suddenly sew yourself back together or whatever, you’re going to be glad you have alcohol wipes. Within the first day community, there’s a lot of arguments about using first aid to sterilize wounds. Alcohol, slows down healing of wounds. It also sterilizes them. And so people have different opinions about the trade off of that. I carry superglue. Go ahead.

Inmn 39:42
Oh, yeah. Well, you can you can also use them for their intended purpose, which is preparing the skin for things like maybe you have some kind of injection that you need to do. Maybe you need to do sutures like you can use the prep pads for their purpose.

Margaret 40:00
Yeah, no totally.

Inmn 40:01
Cleaning off the skin.

Margaret 40:02
Yeah. And then also cleans a lot of other stuff. Like, having alcohol swabs around is just fucking useful. Anything that’s light and cheap, especially if it has multiple purposes, just fucking carry it. There’s like no reason not to have them. They weigh nothing. I carry a little thing of superglue. I am not currently of the superglueing your skin back together thing, but a lot of like old woodworkers and stuff will use it as like, kind of instead of a band aid, you know. They’ll like close their wounds with superglue. There’s like some bonus upsides and downsides to that. I usually use superglue to like fix small things, personally. And like use it and woodworking. Antibiotic ointment packets super fucking important. More likely to die of an infection in the woods than someone shooting you. I carry some band aids. I carry wound closure strips, either the steri strips or the butterfly bandages depending on what I have available. These are for like wounds that kind of borderline needs stitches, you know. I carry an irrigation syringe and this is like a little bit like bigger of a thing, an irrigation syringe. But, I carry it and I put it in every pack I include because irrigation syringes are what you use for puncture wounds and cleaning out puncture wounds. And if you’re hiking in the backwoods and you step on the thorn, or whatever I don’t know, and you need to clean something out, seems nice to have it. Avoiding infection is like a big part of what I learned by living out of a backpack for a long time, you know?

Inmn 41:34
Yeah, yeah,

Margaret 41:35
I carry tweezers for similar purpose for like picking things out of wounds, for plucking my eyebrows, for taking ticks off. Although I’ll be real, I usually use the pliers on my multitool to take ticks off but don’t do what Margaret Don’t does. I carry gauze. Even though this isn’t my like IFAK, this isn’t my gunshot-wound kit, I carry gauze in case there’s like deeper wounds that need putting packed in gauze. I carry petroleum jelly packets. These are also sort of like…some people use them medically, like put it on wound. Some people don’t. People like to argue about it. I carry them…Honestly, I mostly carry them for fire starter, but I put them in the first-aid section because some people use it for first aid. And then I carry a bunch of different over-the-counter-drugs and I don’t use over…like I just don’t use drugs. But I carry them with me because other people might need them or I might need them. And like and this is one of the things that I like see people not…I think this is a really good idea. However, specifically with pills, the first thought I had was like, “Oh, I only need 10,” so I’ll buy a bottle, and I’ll pull out 10, and I’ll put them in a Ziploc bags. If you have to interact with police ever, this is a bad idea because now you have unmarked pills in a bag even if it’s fucking Benadryl. And so what I carry is blister packed pills or like in tiny like one dose pack pills that are labeled from the manufacturer. The biggest downside is I have not found caffeine pills in that form yet. So the caffeine that I carry is caffeine gum because caffeine gum you can get in smaller pockets. It’s a little bit more than I want to carry. I’d rather have a caffeine pill. But whatever. I carry loperamide, which is like Imodium. It’s an anti-diarrheal. Because if you eat something wrong or drink something wrong and you have another like three days that you have to hike, diarrhea will fucking kill you. And so I feel like this is a thing….This is the one that I would say most people overlook. I carry Benadryl or diphenhydramine, which is its formal name, and this is an anti-inflammatory. You can use it to stop itching, which is a common problem in the woods. You can also use as an anti-anxiety, which for some reason might seem like a likely problem. You can also use it as a sleep aid. Don’t use it and then use heavy machinery. Don’t go chainsawing. And for painkillers I carry all three of them. I carry ibuprofen, acetamino–thing [said like she can’t remember the word] and aspirin. Advil, Tylenol, and aspirin is like the common names for them, but it’s ibuprofen, acetaminophen, and aspirin. They all have different purposes. Read the thing. Some of them are good for people different situations. But, being able to bring down fevers and being able to like…You’re fucking old and you’re hiking all the time like you fucking might need some shit to keep your knee happy enough so you can get out of there, you know? And also, carry potassium iodide, although now I am past the age where this matters. I think this is the kind of thing that preppers are like, “You got potassium iodide?” and like it doesn’t really matter all that much. Potassium iodide is…it is for disaster. Okay, so yeah, if you are near, but not in the get-blowed-up range of a nuclear disaster, you might, there might be an emergency broadcast directing you to take potassium iodide and you only have have 15 minutes to do it before it’s too late and there’s no point anymore. And what it does is it floods your…I forget the word for it…thyroid. It floods it with iodine so that you don’t absorb radioactive iodine because it’s full. And this can prevent some cancers down the line. It is contra…it is also really rough on you if you do this. And so it is contraindicated for people who are 40 years and older. So, for my birthday, I should have just given away all my potassium iodide. And I think the idea is that it’s just like…your body doesn’t want rough stuff to happen to it. And also, they’re kind of like, “Well, you’re gonna die before you die of cancer anyway. You’re old.” I don’t entirely understand the mechanism.

Inmn 45:46
I feel like they need to update that. I feel like they probably maybe need to update those.

Margaret 45:53
No, it’s worth, I should probably look into it more and I still keep some around. And then, any personal medications that you might need. In this case, for me, it would be my dog’s medication. And then also, I take famotidine to stop heartburn. One more thing for the emergency kit, the survival section. And this is not going to be like a super packed out section. Because again, this is not your full go bag. This is your little survival…your little kit. I keep KN95 masks in there. For some obvious reason. I actually kept masks in here before covid because it’s important to like…like when COVID broke out, I had a bunch of P100 masks, which is like kind of the next step up from an N95 mask, and the reason I had them was like prepper shit where you’re like, “I don’t know, if you’re in a city and there’s an earthquake and there’s dust everywhere,” you know?

Inmn 46:50
Yeah, I will say that one of our other prepper landmates at the time, sent all of us text messages well before covid was much of a popularized thing and was like, “Y’all should really go stock up on like P100 and N95 masks,” and I did not. And it is…like it haunts me that I did not listen to him.

Margaret 47:15
Yeah, no. Yeah, Inmn and I used to live together on a land project. And, there was me and one other prepper there, and even though we’re like, anarchists on a land project, we mostly got made fun of for being silly, for being preppers. However, covid has turned everyone into preppers on some level, thank God. It is the one upside. Yeah, when it broke out, I was able to, like, have masks for people who needed it and that felt really good, you know. But, which actually gets to some of the point of prepping I talk about a lot on the show, but like, the point of prepping is to kind of like have your own shit settled so that you can then help other people, you know? Because even if I only had one P100 mask, well then at least I don’t need someone else to get me a mask, right? And so everything that you have prepped is like you’re one less person who needs to rely on the mutual aid network. And then everything you have on top of that is stuff you can provide to the mutual aid network, and that rules. Both of those rule. Yeah, okay. In the survival [section,] you’ve got a mask, you’ve got another butane lighter. Just carry a Bic lighter everywhere. Fuck it. Like you got two Bic lighters, you’re fucking good. Little pieces of solid fuel, which is just little like tablets that you can burn and some of them are actually designed, they’re like–I don’t know how to describe what size they are–two Starburst? And they’re like, designed that you can like cook a 15 minute meal over just burning one of these tablets, you know? But they’re usually used to start a fire. I carry a little bits of tinder. The purpose made stuff isn’t super expensive, but can also make your own. I carry a little needle thing with sewing needles with three different leather needles and six regular needles in it. And this is for repairing different equipment. I use the dental floss as my thread in an emergency. I carry fishhooks and line. I don’t eat fish, but I would if it was me or the fish. However, I’d be fucked because I don’t know how to fish. I actually think fishing is fake. I tried fishing so many times when I was a boy scout. I have never caught a single fish. I think what happens is that I go out…everyone else knows the fishing is fake. And they’re like, “Let’s just trick Margaret again.” And so we go out fishing. And they’re like, “Oh yeah, oh, I gotta tug on my line,” and then they wait till I turn my back, and then they like pull a fish out of a cooler, and they’re like, “Oh, I caught a fish.” You know? That best as I can….

Inmn 48:07
Well, Margaret that’s why they call it fishing and not catching anything. [Margaret does not laugh] This is my bad dad joke.

Margaret 49:09
Oh, I see. Well, if you’re fishing for humor, for laughs, it’s not gonna work.

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S1E68 – This Month in the Apocalypse: April

Episode Summary

This time on This Month in the Apocalypse, Margaret, Brooke, and Inmn talk about a lot of stuff that happened in April. They explore the history of Mayday, what will happen if the US defaults on its debts, Brooke’s reasons for not wanting to become a Dracula, strikes, a report from the Sudanese Anarchist Gathering on the current conflict in Sudan, a horrible string of murders, guns, syphilis, cheetahs, more syphilis, shirt slinging neo-Nazis, and some new news about the Stop Cop City movement.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy. Brooke can be found on Twitter or Mastodon @ogemakweBrooke. Inmn can be found on Instagram @shadowtail.artificery.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

LLWD: This Month in the Apocalypse: April

Margaret 00:15
Hello and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the End Times. This is a This Month in the Apocalypse special where we talk about this month in the apocalypse, but even more than that it’s the Mayday special because it’s Mayday–not when you’re listening but when we’re recording–and that’s what matters to me is the things that affect me. I’m one of your hosts Margaret Killjoy.

Brooke 00:33
Hi, I’m Brooke.

Inmn 00:35
Hi, I’m Inmn

Margaret 00:36
Inmn is joining us. Is this is your first time co-hosting the show?

Inmn 00:41
This is…yes…this is my first time co-hosting.

Margaret 00:45
That’s very exciting.

Inmn 00:46
Yes, I’m excited and under….I’m here for playful banter.

Margaret 00:53
Great.

Brooke 00:53
If there’s three co-hosts, should it be co-co-host?

Margaret 00:57
Or co…tri… No, I got nothing. Okay. So, co-co-hosts but not Coco Chanel because she’s a Nazi.

Brooke 01:08
Yeah. Bad.

Margaret 01:10
Yep. Alright. So, this podcast is proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts. And here’s a jingle from another show on the network. Bop! [Said like the note of a song] That was my song.

Brooke 01:23
Beautiful.

Margaret 01:24
Thanks.

Margaret 01:42
And we’re back. Okay, so, today is Mayday. What’s Mayday, you might ask? Eh? Eh?

Inmn 02:26
What is…What’s a May Day?

Margaret 02:29
Thanks. It’s the thing you say when you’re in trouble and you’re in an airplane. [Brooke makes sad trumpet noise] Okay, so, Mayday is the international working holiday. I don’t have any notes about this in front of me. So, I’m going to be off the top of my head. But I’ve have given this as a spiel multiple times in my life. Mayday has been celebrated in various forms, kind of going back to 1886. And going back to 1886 in Chicago, let’s like [Makes scifi time machine noises]…now we’re in 1886 in Chicago and there’s this vibrant anarchist scene and it’s an almost entirely immigrant culture, mostly German in this particular time and place as well as there are some like born in the United States anarchists who are part of it, kind of most famously, the power couple Albert Parsons and Lucy Parsons. Albert Parsons is a white guy who used to be a Confederate soldier, realized he was on the wrong side when he as a teenager, spent the next huge chunk of his life trying to fight actively against the thing he had fought for. He managed to get shot in the process. And then he illegally married a black woman, Lucy Parsons, because it was illegal for interracial marriages. So, they actually moved to Chicago even before it was legal there. They moved from Texas up there. And they were rad organizers, and Lucy Parsons was like actually way more interesting than Albert. No offense to Albert, you know. He’s one of today’s martyrs for May Day. And Lucy Parsons has all these quotes about like, “What I want is for every greasy grimy tramp to arm himself with a knife and a gun and wait outside the homes of the rich. And, as they leave, stab or shoot them.” Lucy Parsons did not fuck around. Lucy Parsons knew that class war was a thing that was already happening to marginalized people and wanted to see it returned to the rich. And so, the anarchists on Mayday during this time, they would do things like they’d have these huge parades where they like, marched to the homes of the rich with like banners that said, shit, like, “We’re gonna fucking kill you,” or whatever, you know. I’m sort of paraphrasing here because I don’t have my notes. Yeah. And so they had this like culture and they were building this amazing culture and there was also this, like…they had community defense organizations, they had plays, they had like–it’s very actually parallel to a lot of the stuff that’s getting built now–only we’ll survive repression better than they did; I hope. Okay, and so at the same time there’s this massive fight for the eight hour workday. And the anarchists were a little bit like, “I mean, that’s cool, I guess. Like we kind of want the no-hour workday. Like, we’re in it for the abolition of capitalism, but we’ll put up with it. Right, that’s all right.” And so, they were a big part of the organizing, and–kind of in a similar way that anarchists participate in organizing now–and there was basically this idea that we’re like, “Alright, on May 1, 1886, we’re just declaring the eight hour day, and no one will work more than that, and it’s gonna be this massive general strike.” And it was it was this massive general strike all across the country. And in Chicago, at the McCormick harvester factory where they made harvesters,which were, you know, big combine machines used for farming or whatever, a bunch of people were like, “Fuck this. We’re not working.” And so they brought in scabs, and then people were like, “Fuck you,” and they like threw rocks at the scabs and stuff. And then the cops were like, “Well, what if we just shot you?” and people were like, “We’d rather you didn’t shoot us,” but the cops weren’t listening. So, they shot them anyway. And some people died. And it was bad. And that was on May 1st. And then there were several days of protests after that. But the anarchists were like, “Man, they’re just shooting us now.” And these were not the first labor people who were getting shot in the US during this fight, but they were like, “You know, if they’re shooting us like, let’s put out this thing that’s like, you know, in both German and English, it’s like, “Show up at Haymarket Square and get ready to fight. This is our time.” you know, and it’s this big kind of bravado thing. But then,the day of everyone was like, “Actually, let’s just show up and be peaceful because it’s like, kind of sketchy. Like, you know?” and I feel like we’ve all been in this kind of situation. And so then all of these people go up and give these speeches. And some of the speeches are, like, “Let’s murder all the people who are trying to murder us.” And some of them were a little bit more restrained. And…but, it was like, overall peaceful, and so this was on May 4th, 1886. And then the chief of police, he was like, “No, I want to fuck everyone up.” And I’m not even like–I’m putting words in his mouth, but I’m not putting motives into his mouth–this guy like fucking hated the anarchists. And so he marched on down there with a ton of people. And basically was like…it was like, starting to clear anyway. It was starting to rain. A lot of people were like, “Hey, let’s go hang out at the bar instead of listening to the speakers.” And the guys who were out there being like…I think was Samuel Fielden, and he’s up there, He’s like, trying to give a speech, and everyone’s like, “Oh, like, that’s cool. We could go hang out the bar instead of listening to you.” It’s like just one of those protests, right? It’s actually not a big deal protest. And then the cops are fucking up everyone. So, someone–unknown to history, probably a German anarchist, hard to say–someone honks a bomb at the cops. A bomb goes boom. The cops start shooting wildly into the crowd. And they just like murder a ton of people. I actually literally have no idea the number. I don’t remember off top my head at all. And they also shoot a bunch of themselves. Cops, as we’re gonna talk about in this episode, cops are really good at shooting each other. Critical support to the police for shooting the police.

Brooke 02:47
Comrade police? Hmmm. No.

Margaret 06:30
Comrade Friendly Fire?

Inmn 07:37
Comrade Friendly Fire.

Margaret 07:39
And like, one of the reasons we know this is a lot of like people go through and look at the evidence and the direction of the bullets in the lampposts and all this stuff–there’s this huge trial, right–and so all of the evidence that comes out is like, basically the cops all shot each other, right? Which is like…Whatever, I wouldn’t get mad at someone who shot back if they’re being shot at, but I don’t think that that’s what happened. So this thing happens. And it’s like, “Oh, fuck, that’s a really big deal,” right? And then the anarchists…the cops are just like, “We’re gonna fucking arrest everyone now.” Like all the anarchists “You’re done.” And they just start sweeping the city. They’re showing up at everyone’s houses, like not only all the organizers but all the just like the regular non organizer folks, and they’re just like raiding everything, shutting everything down. One of the most interesting arrests, they show up at this guy’s house, and they’re like, “Hey, we want this guy!” and this guy who answers the door, Louis Lingg, is like, “Oh, that guy’s not here.” And they’re like, “Well, you’ll do. We’ll take you.” And so Louis Lingg is like, “Fuck you!” And he pulls out a gun and tries to shoot the cop. And so the cop manages to get him and then, theoretically, according the New York Times–which is not an unbiased source now was like really not an unbiased source in 1886–In the carriage, Louis Lingg, who was I think 22 at this time, he says the quote, “It all would have been worth it if only I had been able to kill that police officer.” So, they all get taken to jail. And it’s mostly not firebrands like Louis Lang. It’s all of these organizers. So, it’s like Samuel Fielden who’s just like this guy–he ends up a Wobbly later in his life–he survives. And he’s…or maybe he’s like a rancher. I can’t remember. He stays rad, but he just like chills out after he survives this nasty shit. And so they arrested a bunch of them, and there’s eight ‘martyrs’–that they get called, right, and they’re all put on trial. And, the thing that they’re accused of is literally being anarchists. There is no evidence that links any of them to the bombing. There’s plenty of counter evidence. Some of them have interesting alibis, like Louis Lingg, our aforementioned 22 year old. He’s 23 at the time that he dies. His defense in court is, “I could not have made that bomb because I was at home making bombs.” which was true. He did not throw the bomb Yeah. Oh my god. And then Louis Lingg was also like, he was this like, he was super hot and everyone like copied his style. Like all the boys would like do their hair up like Louis Lingg in order to like, look hot at all the anarchy dances and shit. And you just have this like wide variety of different people. You’ve got this guy who…this like toy maker named George Engel–who I’ve got tattooed on my arm–and he’s like the oldest of them–I want to say that he’s in his early 50s, I can’t remember–and he’s just this like, he’s like born fucking poor in Germany and he ran a toy shop and he’s an anarchist. And I used to think of him as just like the low key down to earth one, right? But it actually turns out, he was like, part of the like, super radical faction. Whereas like Albert Parsons, right, he was like, kind of like one of the more like, liberally anarchists who was like, “Oh, let’s like have good messaging and shit.” And George Engle was like, in the background planning how to take over the city by force of arms to institute anarchism. He still didn’t throw the fucking bomb. And so yeah, they were all put on trial. And they were found guilty. And five of them were sentenced to death. Three of them were sentenced to not-death. I think two to life imprisonment, one to 15 years. There’s a whole thing where like, some of them asked for a pardon from the governor. There’s like a…and then five of them were like, “Man, we’re not fucking asking for a pardon from the governor. Fuck you. Like, we’re done. It’s over. Fuck it.” And then while they’re awaiting their death, Louis Lingg, someone smuggles him in some explosives, probably in cigars, and he takes his own life. And the other four are led up to the platform and hanged. And there’s like this massive unrest outside, and Lucy Parsons–her husband is about to get hanged–and she’s trying to break in. And they have really heartbreaking last–their speeches in court are something worth reading–And their last words are stuff that sticks with me, including two of them that basically just said, “Hoch the anarchy!” or, “”up” the anarchy, hurrah for anarchy.” And, you know, they they believed very strongly in a world without the state and without capitalism, and they fought and they died for it. And, it was complete miscarriage of justice everyone knew was a miscarriage of justice. At the time, no one cared because it was a big anti anarchists fervor. But, as the trial went on, people started being like, “Wait, what?” And so it actually, it crushed the anarchist movement in Chicago; the movement that had been building in Chicago fell apart. And it was it was awful because it was an incredibly vibrant, beautiful movement with like eight different newspapers in different languages, and like, it’s like, it’s all a bigger deal than…I think sometimes anarchists think we were like really marginal throughout history. And that is like, just not the case. And before state communism became a stronger force, anarchism was absolutely the primary voice of the left besides like, kind of like liberalish, like progressive movements. So, it crushed the Chicago movement. But, what it did is it inspired a generation and it inspired a generation of anarchists and inspired a generation of labor organizers. And so Mayday has been the International Workers holiday ever since. And within a couple of decades, you could go anywhere in the world and go into a union hall, even if it’s not an anarchist Hall, even if it’s a communist Hall, or whatever, and you’ll see the martyrs on the wall who stood for that. And so, I love Mayday. I love this story. I love seeing myself in these people from our past, I think that we can have heritages that are not just direct ancestral like blood lineage. And I believe that the anarchists who are alive today are part of the lineage from the 1880s. And that, that spirit lives. So I get real emotional about it. And anyone who wants, I would really recommend going to Chicago going out to I think it’s Waldorf Cemetery, but I might be wrong. Again. I didn’t take any notes for this. It’s off top my head. And, there’s a monument to the martyrs and it’s also where you’ll see Emma Goldman’s grave and Lucy Parsons grave. And, yeah, it’s beautiful. And it has always the cutest graffiti on it, because I don’t think they would have minded. Maybe Albert Parsons would have minded, right, but like Lois Lingg would have done it, you know.

Inmn 14:09
I’ve heard it’s become a new rite of passage to make out on their graves. Or at least it was it was like 10 years ago.

Margaret 14:21
I just go there and cry.

Inmn 14:26
That’s also reasonable.

Margaret 14:27
Yeah, whatever floats your boat.

Brooke 14:28
If it makes you feel any better, they would have been dead by now anyway.

Margaret 14:32
Or would they have? Because, what if they’re Dracula’s?

Brooke 14:38
Not this again? No. No.

Margaret 14:42
What if a Dracula threw the bomb?

Margaret 14:43
And [that Dracula] now has a podcast. What if I threw the bomb at Haymarket? Is this a conspiracy theory I should spread?.

Brooke 14:43
No!

Brooke 14:52
Never.

Inmn 14:53
Yes, yes. You heard it here, Margaret. Killjoy is a Dracula.

Margaret 14:58
Yeah.

Brooke 14:58
You know, as we’ve talked about before, famous podcasters have superpowers that make things come true. So, you should not do any of that.

Margaret 15:07
Become a Dracula? Okay, so I’m really…I’ve given us a lot of thought. Actually, I’m curious about you all. Let’s get your answers first. Brooke, would you become a Dracula?

Brooke 15:16
No.

Margaret 15:18
Inmn, would you become a Dracula?

Inmn 15:24
Yes. Yes.

Margaret 15:26
Okay. Let’s get both your reasons. Brooke why no Dracula becoming? This is what people tune in for. This is about what This Month in the Apocalypse is about.

Brooke 15:36
Because I have seen and read every vampire novel, story, romance, you know, whatever. There’s one for every generation and I’ve read them all. And it never goes well. It just never goes well. There’s no…There’s no history of it going well for Dracula.

Margaret 15:54
That’s true.

Brooke 15:55
So, that doesn’t seem like a good choice.

Margaret 15:58
Into it.

Brooke 15:59
I don’t like living enough as it is that I don’t want to do it extra long. I look forward to dying someday. Yes. I don’t want to not die. I want to get off this fucking planet.

Margaret 16:15
Alright, Inmn what do you got? Why are you becoming a Dracula?

Inmn 16:19
Despite my belief that it actually is like an interesting thing to know that we are going to die, which I mean, I could still die as Dracula, can absolutely still die as Dracula. I think the like middle school version of Inmn that was and is still obsessed with like different fantasy worlds would never forgive myself if I passed up the opportunity to become a Dracula.

Margaret 16:53
That is fair.

Inmn 16:54
Yeah, I’m holding myself to the standard of 12 year old Inmn. That is the only standard that matters.

Margaret 17:01
I make decisions like that. I think that’s a reasonable…like when you’re like, “Do you want to do something or not do something?” and be like, “What would 12 year old me think?”

Brooke 17:09
I think 12 year old may be crying in her bedroom about, you know, whatever cute boy won’t talk to her. So, she shouldn’t get a say in my life.

Margaret 17:18
Yeah, okay, fair. Okay, I would become a vampire, or a Dracula as it’s fun to call them, even though I’m incredibly squeamish, I’m vegan, I don’t like blood, I don’t like meat, I would hate to kill someone, but I feel like it would be like, it’s just like, I feel like I owe it. It’s like, like, who am I to turn down superpowers? Like, imagine what you could do if you were an immortal until proven otherwise by the sun or a stake?

Brooke 17:57
Could you solve the current conflict in the Sudan?

Margaret 18:01
I don’t know. Would direct application of violence successfully solve that problem? And I don’t know the answer.

Brooke 18:08
What about global warming?

Margaret 18:11
I respectfully declined to answer the question about whether direct application of violence would be useful in solving global warming.

Brooke 18:19
Would your powers help us with the government debt default problem?

Margaret 18:24
Oh, I could help with the government problem.

Brooke 18:28
Yeah, your superpowers could do something about that?

Margaret 18:30
Yeah. Because, imagine antifa super soldiers if everyone was like, 15 times stronger, immune to almost all damage, can only come out at night [inflected to be a disadvantage], and have to have a mutual aid blood bank. But I bet there would be volunteers, you know.

Brooke 18:51
You don’t know for sure that that’s what would happen if you become a Dracula because not all Dracula mythology has them getting superpowers other than just like living forever.

Margaret 19:04
Yeah?

Brooke 19:04
They might not be extra strong or fast or…

Margaret 19:08
Oh, they’re like almost always like…but, you know, and if you’re rolling the dice, you might be able to turn into a bunch of bats. If you could turn into mist…If I could turn into mist I like would volunteer to be tried for every crime that an anarchist does. “It was me. Oh, no.” And then I turned into mist and I leave the prison. You know? Until they figure out I’m a vampire. And then they hit me with the sun. But…there’s like some holes in this plan.

Brooke 19:36
Some? Some? Okay.

Margaret 19:38
Yeah, enough that bats can fit through.

Inmn 19:44
There are wilder concepts, you know, wilder things have happened in history than you becoming a Dracula.

Brooke 19:54
Like the Rutgers University strike that happened last month. That kind of wild thing?

Margaret 19:58
Is that what we’re switching into? Is this a transition?

Brooke 20:00
You see how desperately I’m trying to divert to what we’re going to be talking about.

Margaret 20:05
All right, let’s go. Let’s go. What do you got? What happened this month in the apocalypse? [last word said with an eerie reverb voice]

Brooke 20:11
Well, strikes being good things, the staff at Rutgers University went on strike for a grand total of five whole days in April. They did a pretty good job of planning it in secrecy, though, because everyone was super surprised when they sent out the email on April 9th in the evening, like, “Hey, we’re going on strike tomorrow.” And then suddenly, they were on strike. And everyone’s like, “Wait, what the fuck?” So. It’s very similar to what was going on with…whichever one of the Cali…UCLA? Whichever one of the California universities was doing strike stuff recently too, arguing for better pay and better treatment of graduate students and such.

Margaret 20:55
How did the Rutgers one end up?

Brooke 20:58
They have a tentative agreement.

Margaret 21:00
Fuck yeah.

Brooke 21:00
They still haven’t finalized contracts, but it was impactful enough that it got the necessary people to come back to the negotiating table and, you know, get some progress towards their goals there.

Margaret 21:14
Fuck yeah.

Brooke 21:15
Yeah. Yay, Strikes,

Inmn 21:17
Yay, strikes,

Brooke 21:19
There was some other strike that’s going on, or maybe going on soon, but I can’t remember where or what it is, other than President Biden wouldn’t comment on it.

Margaret 21:30
He’s like, he’s trying so hard to be the pro-labor President as he continues to do all kinds of anti-labor shit.

Brooke 21:35
Right? Fuckface. Yeah. Speaking of the government and how much it sucks, we’re at risk of defaulting on our debt here in the US, again, which is a fun thing they like to battle every once in a while.

Margaret 21:54
Okay, so this is such an abstract thing that people keep talking about it and it’s something that means nothing to me.

Brooke 22:01
Yeah.

Margaret 22:01
What does it mean? Not because it doesn’t mean anything, but because the way it’s presented just like, I don’t get it.

Brooke 22:08
Well, so in order to prop up our whole fake monetary system that we’ve created, the government sometimes makes itself have to follow some rules so that we all…the rest of us still believe in it, too. And it likes to flirt with not following those rules in order to have drama that we can all talk about. That’s what’s going on. That’s all you need to know,

Margaret 22:34
Well, what happens if they default? If they default do I lose? Like, like, what happens?

Brooke 22:40
Well, technically, then the government doesn’t have money to pay for things like sending out welfare checks, or paychecks for federal workers, or funding to states for various programs that the federal government funds, paying for the military. Basically, all the things that the federal government pays for.

Margaret 23:04
So like, lots of bad and one good.

Brooke 23:07
Yeah, kind of.

Margaret 23:08
Well, from our point of view

Brooke 23:10
Internationally, you know, people who’ve invested who own government bonds, for instance, basically if you’ve loaned money to the federal government, you’d be like, “You’re not gonna you’re not gonna pay back the money that you owe us? Fuck you.” and can affect the value of the dollar and international trade, and blah, blah, blah. The reason I’m being so whatever about it is because the government’s not going to default on its debt. It just never…it’s not that it’s never has, it has four times in history, but it’s just it could be potentially so disastrous to the economy and to our fake belief or belief in the fakeness of the monetary system that the government, just they’re not gonna let it happen. Just want to make news.

Inmn 24:06
I hate that my brain can only think about things in terms of fantasy novels. But is this similar to like in Game of Thrones when they have to borrow money from the Lannisters? And the Lannisters are like “Nah, we’re not giving you any more money.” and then they try to get it from a bank and the banks like “Y’all are really broke. We’re not going to give you any money.” And…

Brooke 24:33
That’s actually a really good analogy for what’s going on because yeah, like the US in order to fund all the shit we do has borrowed money from, you know, other governments, other people outside the country, like, you know, we talk about how you can just print money, you can just make up money, we just say what it’s worth, but the only reason that whole system, the monetary system, works is because we all agree to believe in it. And if the government breaks its own rules about the monetary system, the whole belief system can start to unravel.

Inmn 25:15
I see. What is it that kind of keeps? Like, is it just the belief in that that keeps that? Like, what? What keeps the cycle functioning?

Brooke 25:27
The monetary cycle?

Inmn 25:30
Yeah. It’s something I’ve always been curious about, like, if the US is so in debt then like, why is the US a global economic power still?

Margaret 25:41
Well, what’s wild is that it’s because it’s so in debt is how it’s a global economic power. There’s like weird ways of having people–I’m not going to do this justice and maybe Brooke knows it better–but I’m just, I read “Debt” once by David Graeber and now I’m smart about money because I don’t remember anything–but literally, at least that book talks about the fact that if you’re the hegemonic power, loaning money to people makes them invested in your success or failure. They don’t want you to fail because if you default on a loan, they’re never seen that money back. It’s like actually a weird power play for the United States to have a debt like that. And it’s like the King used to loan money or borrow money from people all the time in a way that there’s like a question mark profit that I don’t quite get grasp in there.

Brooke 26:30
Yeah, people will talk about, especially like Republican side of conversation, will talk about how we’re heavily in debt to China, like the Chinese government has bought a lot of US Treasury bonds, basically loaned us a whole bunch of money, if you will. They’ll say “Oh, well, you know, they can just call in their debt and fuck us up anytime they want to.” But that would fuck them up too because they’ve loaned out all of this money and capital. And if they’re just like, “Hey, you need to give it back.” when they know, we can’t pay it back then that’s just gonna send the whole system into chaos, which will echo back to them and just fuck up the whole global economy. If that makes sense?

Margaret 27:13
Yeah. Okay, so what else we got? We got default.

Brooke 27:18
Well, the other thing I wanted to say about the default is it is different from–because there’s another debate that crops up pretty often–and it’s about government shutdowns and it’s easy to get the two conflated, but they’re actually about different things. The debt ceiling one that’s being talked about right now is about ‘can the government borrow more money.’ Basically, it’s going to sell more treasury bonds that were bought by China or, you know, whatever other nations in order to bring money into the US so the US can pay for things. That’s the, that’s the debt ceiling. That literally like…it’s like, if you want to go to your credit card and get a higher spending limit on your credit card. That’s what they’re doing there. The other thing is the government shutdowns because of budgetary debates. So, the government has to create a budget for itself. And if it can’t agree on that budget by a certain deadline then it doesn’t know how much it is or isn’t allowed to spend on things. And the response to that is that the whole government shuts down, the federal government, because they don’t know how much they’re allowed to spend on things even though there’s money there. So, they’re two, the debt ceiling is one thing that’s going on right now and then government shutdowns are another thing that happens for different reason. They’re all money related, but they’re actually quite different.

Inmn 28:36
I see.

Brooke 28:38
Turning towards international news, I suppose y’all might have heard about this, but conflict is broken out in Sudan earlier in April, was like the mid month. I wanna say was like the 15th or so. Which, Sudan has a really long history of violence and unsteadiness as a country, a lot of conflict. It’s been ruled by an autocrat for a long time. And that person was overthrown a few years ago around 2020 or either a little before or a little after. I can’t quite remember. So, they’ve been in the process of trying to form a democratic government in the last few years since that autocratic leader was overthrown, but they haven’t got there. And it’s been a very tense place. And then, just a couple weeks ago the army and a paramilitary force started fighting in the Capitol, and I think a few hundred people have died already, and Western countries that have workers there, principally the US and the UK, have started to try to evacuate people who were there. They had a really short ceasefire over this last weekend in order for the Western governments to try and get their people out of the country, but it’s, you know, looking to be another refugee crisis. People are are starting to pack up and migrate. And the fighting looks like it could get much worse. And it’s also another one of those places in the world where it’s kind of a proxy fight because Russia has a lot of interest in Sudan and what’s going on in that region, and the US has shown a lot of interest, too. And so, you know, some of our old tensions between our countries are flaring up. Yes, Margaret?

Margaret 30:33
So, okay, a couple questions about that. I’m really curious about it. I’ve been following it a little bit. And I’ve only been able to kind of get a little bit of a picture. There’s a…Okay, so I believe that the militia that is currently trying to take power is the Rapid Support Forces…

Margaret 30:52
Versus the existing government. And, do you know which side the US and Russia are each supporting?

Brooke 30:52
Yeah.

Brooke 31:01
I was not clear on that as I was reading through it. It sounded like the military, some of the military leaders, there’s a general in particular, who’s trying to become a politician and then possibly reelected as president, which we all know how that goes when the military then takes the power, which seems more like the thing that Russia would support versus the other forces being more in favor of democratic institutions.

Margaret 31:30
I know there’s a there’s a group called the Sudanese Anarchists Gathering. There’s a group of anarchists who organize there that have been…I’ve been reading their dispatches through “Organise Magazine,” which is spelled incorrectly. They use an S because they’re British.

Brooke 31:46

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S1E67 – James on Sourdough

Episode Summary

James teaches Margaret about sourdough bread. He provides specific instructions on how to start a sourdough starter, keep it alive, and how to then turn the starter into tasty bread. Margaret and James also discuss the intricacies of British vs American English and Margaret learns about a magical Belgian spoon.

Guest Info

James Stout (He/Him) can be found on Twitter @JamesStout or on the podcast It Could Happen Here. James has a book out called “The Popular Front and the Barcelona 1936 Popular Olympics.” You can find it here.

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

Live Like the World is Dying: James on Sourdough

Margaret 00:15
Hello and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I’m your host Margaret killjoy, and this week we’re talking about that thing you’re supposed to conquer: bread. We’re talking about bread. Specifically, we’re talking about sourdough. And we’re talking with James Stout about sourdough. And that’s what we’re going to talk about. It’s gonna be really exciting. I didn’t make that sound exciting, but it is. Bread, and baking, and all that shit, something we haven’t really covered on here before. And, it’s something that I’m really curious about. This podcast is a proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts, and here’s a jingle from another show on the network. [Hums a nondescript “jingle” melody]

Margaret 01:36
And we’re back. So James, if you would be so kind as to introduce yourself with your name, your pronouns, and then kind of a little bit of your background with I guess, in this case, like bread or preparedness or stuff like that?

James 01:49
Yeah, totally. So I’m James. He/him for me. I have my background for this….let me think…I grew up in the countryside. So, I grew up like with animals around, with growing a lot of our own food too, just because that’s the way we did stuff. And I think I moved to America in 2008. And without condescending too much, your bread is shit. And so, I was appalled by it. And I’ve been making my own on and off when I’ve been home long enough to do it ever since, I guess. And now I still live in the United States in San Diego. And I try and have a little bit of the, like the that sort of, I guess, like preparedness/countryside kind of life. Like, we have we have backyard chickens, and we bake our own bread, and we grow a lot of food too. So, I still try and keep up with all that stuff.

Margaret 02:41
And that’s inside the city?

James 02:43
Yeah, we’re not like…I don’t want to make it out like we’re in a high rise. I have a tiny yard. And then we’ve, I guess we’ve liberated the area in between the pavement and the road. I don’t know what that area is called.

Margaret 02:58
A median.

James 02:59
A median. Yeah, it’s been…because that’s, that’s like…

Margaret 03:02
Well a medians in the middle of the road. [Sounds unsure] Huh?

James 03:04
Yeah.

Margaret 03:05
I don’t know. I should know.

James 03:07
Yeah, you know what I mean, that area that’s like liminally public/private. And public, in the sense of owned by the city council, and you can do fuck all with it. Which, you know, isn’t great. So, I obtained some lumber and I’ve tried to put planters out there as well.

Margaret 03:24
Oh, nice. What do you grow up?

James 03:25
Yeah, So I grow a number of things. I get them from…We actually had a very nice older guy…the other day and an older couple had left their keys in their car. And so I took the keys and put them in the house and left them a note saying, you know, “Come get them.” And then they did, and they gave us a voucher when they came and got them, they gave us a voucher for a garden center. So, I’m going to restock my vegetables. But right now I think I’ve got kale. I like to go…so I do a lot of work in Tucson with a group of indigenous people there, and I like to buy indigenous plants. So there are a couple of nurseries in Tucson and go to. So, I think we have wolfberry. We have agave. We have golden currants. We have carrots. We have kale, Thai chilies, and beetroot.

Margaret 04:15
So this is a terrible…I haven’t eaten dinner yet. This all sounds very good.

James 04:22
Yeah, this is…You’re gonna be ruined when I bust out my bread from the oven.

Margaret 04:28
I mean, honestly, like bread is…I love bread. I understand that everyone has different body types and different diets. I’m so grateful. I’m not gluten free.

James 04:42
Yeah.

Margaret 04:43
I love gluten

James 04:45
Gluten is my guide star. If someone…I have diabetes, right? And it’s like, I think there’s a 10% coincidence of autoimmune diabetes and celiac, and I spent some time volunteering with diabetes education and various kinds of places and just…I remember like staying with some folks–and we all have diabetes, so it’s fine–I was like, “Fuck, you have celiac as well? That sucks.” Like, yeah, it must be profoundly difficult for people, and I’m sorry for them. There are ways to make your own–I think Bob’s Red Mill has a pretty good celiac or gluten free blend that you could probably use with a sourdough starter. Certainly, if you fed that starter that flour over time and sort of messed around with your recipe you could probably get something going there. But it’s not something I’ve spent a lot of time with. Fortunately, I’m blessed to be able to digest gluten.

Margaret 05:37
So, what is sourdough? Okay, I mean, I sort of know, but I feel like this is a good starting point, right?

James 05:45
Yeah. So, it’s spontaneous fermentation bread, right? I guess…Like these days, people might be more familiar with like spontaneous fermentation beer like lambics and stuff.

Margaret 05:55
No, I don’t actually know what spontaneous fermentation means.

James 05:58
Okay, so it’s when you’re capturing wild yeast–and capturing as a strong word–you’re encouraging wild yeast from the atmosphere to come and live in a certain place. And then you’re using them to ferment you’re bread, or your beer, or what have you.

Margaret 06:11
Okay, so rather than going and getting yeast you’re counting on…This is the way that you make alcohol in prison, right?

James 06:18
Yes, yeah. So I’m told. I’m sure. I mean I don’t have firsthand experience with it. But yes, it is. And it’s a way like ancient Belgian monks would make their beer, right? Like and you hear about back in the day, when people were making beer or making bread they had like a ‘magic spoon’ that they would stir it with, not knowing that the spoon was like, in fact, what carried the yeast growth from one batch to the next.

Margaret 06:44
Oh, that’s cool!

James 06:46
Yeah. Yeah, it’s fun, like a wooden spoon soaking in that yeasty mixture. So yeah, it’s basically, your only ingredients for sourdough bread are salt, water, and flour.

Margaret 06:59
And so, and also a sourdough starter? But I guess you’re saying that you don’t start with that.

James 07:04
Well, yeah. The only things that you have to purchase or obtain, I guess. Yeah. So you need to get the sourdough starter, which we can get into, like, how do you encourage this bacteria to come and live with you. But you need to obtain it. And then, if you don’t make it a favorable atmosphere for them to live, they will just die, right? So you have to keep them alive. And then once you’ve got those, then you can keep them in your fridge and feed them every week or two. And you can feed them less than that, actually. And yeah, then you’ve got everything you need, really. You want a big Dutch oven as well. That makes it a lot easier. But yeah, it’s you could…

Margaret 07:41
Which is a big iron cooking pot with a lid.

James 07:44
Exactly. Like a casserole with a lid. Yeah. It’s got to have a lid, but you can get those so cheaply now. Like I think I have a large one that is like 35 bucks a Target if you live near a target. I also kind of like to go to thrift stores and buy stuff like that. If I’m out and about I have a special one that I got that I use in like fires and cooking outside.

Margaret 08:08
So, why do people make sourdough bread instead of…what is regular [bread]? Because regular bread has yeast in it too, right?

James 08:14
Yeah, so it uses…what’s the process called…there’s a process through which it ferments more rapidly. It’s like hyphenated. It’s like two names, which…So like my bread–I’m making a batch of bread now, actually–and I started feeding the sourdough [starter] yesterday around around noon, and I build up my starter by adding flour and then I add that to my bulk ferment and then that bulk ferments and it will probably go in the oven tonight.

Margaret 08:14
Bog ferment? [Misunderstanding how James says “Bulk”]

James 08:33
Bulk. [Emphasizing the word.]

Margaret 08:38
Bulk. Sorry.

James 08:40
Yeah, like when you’re bulking, you know? Yeah, so that…like it’ll be the yeast, and the water, and the flour will be in contact for like 24 hours, right? So it’s a much slower fermentation. And some people find this more digestively beneficial to them. Chorelywood process is what it’s called when you speed ferment the bread. So, if you get your cheap bed, like Bimbo bread or whatever, and you sort of like…

Margaret 09:07
Bimbo bread?

James 09:08
Yeah, you don’t have Bimbo bread?

Margaret 09:10
No, what’s Bimbo bread?

James 09:12
You’re from the east coast aren’t you. Pan Bimbo? It’s a type of bread. It’s a little bear thing. I think maybe it’s Mexican in origin and it’s more in Latino communities or Latinx communities. But yeah. That…if you get your crappy bread.. See I don’t know the American brands because I don’t buy them, but Bimbo won. It just this sticks out. It sticks out in my mind.

Margaret 09:36
Okay, the cliche crappy bread that I don’t know anyone who eats is Wonder Bread.

James 09:40
Yeah, Wonder Bread. Yeah. They sponsored a cycling team once. It was was very funny.

Margaret 09:46
That’s funny.

James 09:47
Yeah, it’s probably…That kind of bread is great to eat when you’re like doing intense exercise because it just…[incomprehensible retort]

Margaret 09:48
I guess okay…Yeah, it just becomes sugar right away.

James 09:47
When I was racing in France, we had these things called quioche de posh, which is like pocket brioche, like the shittiest tier of brioche imaginable.

Margaret 09:48
I don’t know what brioche is.

James 09:48
Okay, brioche like an enriched bread…ah, pretending it’s a like anarchist’s poor [undecipherable], which like I’m not judging anyone, but it’s a like enriched bread. It’s a milk bread. Like a sweet bread.

Margaret 10:09
Okay, I can’t imagine this object.

James 10:22
it’s just like this big, which is very useful in an audio medium. Yeah, I want to say it’s the size of like half a cell phone or mobile phone and…Or a pocket knife, a pocket knife is a good analogy. It’s about as big as a pocket knife. And then it’s like injection filled with Nutella. It takes like to chews and it just it just goes to a goo.

Margaret 10:51
Oh, that sounds really nice actually.

James 10:52
Yeah, it’s great. You need that while you’re riding over mountain France or whatever. So like, cheap bread kind of does that, right? Or like sort of mass produce bread very quickly revert to this kind of pasty thing. Whereas, sourdough bread has a much better structure. And at least like I found it to be it doesn’t cause any digestion issues for me. Because it ferments for longer, maybe it breaks down some that stuff a bit more easily. Some people will tell you it’s more nutritious. I think that largely depends on the flour use and the ingredients you put in it. You can put other stuff in it like fruit or nuts, right. But, I like it because it’s a lot more like…I can’t imagine in any like…if you’re looking at living more sustainably living more independently from capitalism, like, it’s possible that you could grow your own grains and grind your own grains. People have done that for a while. Water would be an issue where I live in Southern California. But you know, if you have access…if you don’t have access to water you’re fucked anyway.

Margaret 11:55
Yeah, you have bigger problems than lack of bread.

James 11:58
Yeah. So, it’s very sustainable in that sense, right. And I think it just tastes better. And I like making my own stuff like. I have all kinds of things that are…Literally before we spoke, I found a knife on the road, and I was regrinding so I can use it. You know, I like to grow stuff. I like to make stuff. So, it appeals to that side of me too. Yeah.

Margaret 12:19
Well, that’s good too. Because I feel like there’s often this weird gender division within DIY.

James 12:25
Yeah, it’s strange.

Margaret 12:27
Yeah. Like grinding your own knife is allowed to one class of people. But, then gardening is allowed to a different one. You know? That’s it.

James 12:36
Yeah. I think that’s kind of bullshit. Like, you had a tweet today about how like trans ladies are becoming associated with firearms ownership now. Yeah, which I think it’s great. Maybe cis men could be associated with doing some domestic labor as well.

Margaret 12:50
That would be…you know, the world would work a little better if people were like, “Oh, I don’t know. He’s just gonna go into the kitchen and do all the dishes.” It’s like, not even…It’s like, I’d make sure I do that before he comes over. Because otherwise he’s going to spend the whole party doing the dishes.

James 13:03
Yeah, ‘cause he’s naturally inclined. Yeah.

Margaret 13:07
It’s the upper body strength. It really helps get into the….

James 13:10
Yeah. The broad pecs really help get into the lasagna dish. Yeah, they were just made that way. Why are the hands so big? So they can cover a whole dinner plate.

Margaret 13:21
Exactly.

James 13:22
Yeah. You can’t argue with science.

Margaret 13:27
Okay, so let’s say I want to make sourdough, which I do. And I don’t know anything about it. Which I don’t. How do I make sourdough? I get flour.

James 13:39
Yeah.

Margaret 13:39
I get water. Did you say sugar? Did I make that up?

James 13:42
No, no, you don’t need sugar.

Margaret 13:44
Salt?

James 13:44
Yeah, you do need a bit of salt. So, let’s say you’re about starting.

Margaret 13:50
Oh, and dutch oven.

James 13:52
Yeah, yeah. You’re one of the 500 people who texted me this in like March 20th, 2020. It caused me to have a “copy-paste-er” on my phone. So what you would do is you would go out…and I’d say like, if you have all the flours…like say you have a good Co-op or nice supermarket available to you. I would suggest buying to start off with, some rye flour, whole grain rye flour, some bread flour. King Arthur is a good brand. Bob’s Red Mill is a good brand. Some supermarkets have their own bread flour. It’s just gonna have a little more protein, which is a little more gluten, which will give the bread better structure. And I like to have some all purpose flour as well because it’s cheaper. So, like for when I’m just feeding my starter and I’m gonna dump it. If I’m gonna dump it I don’t need it to be anything fancy, right? But rye flour is great. Yeasts love rye flour. So, what I start out with is like a jar, a glass jar, preferably you don’t want a plastic one.

Margaret 14:48
Okay, like a mason jar.

James 14:50
Yeah. So a mason jar is great. And you want to be able to….flies, like all the little buggy insects love a sourdough starter. Like, I’ll use it to catch them when they’re becoming a problem that. But, you don’t want them in it. So, you’re want to be able to put like a little cheese cloth or something over the top of it. Okay, so mason jar is great, because you can use that sealing ring.

Margaret 15:11
Yeah, without anything in the middle. Yeah.

James 15:14
Yeah. But you do want to let it breathe. You don’t want to close the lid, because then you’ll get anaerobic fermentation. So, we’re going to express everything that we do in terms of percentages of the weight of the flour. So, we’re going to start out with 100% hydration. So that means equal amounts of water and flour. And sometimes I read that you shouldn’t use tap water, but I think those people are just kind of getting a bit too namby pamby about things. Like it’s fine. It’s always been fine for me. If you want to use bottled water, if you have a well, more power to you, but I’ve used tap water and like our tap water is dogshit in San Diego, and it’s been fine.

Margaret 15:52
Well, I have a well, so….although, I soften the water. So I don’t know if that makes it better or worse.

James 15:58
Probably better. Ours very hard. It’s certainly better a for your other domestic appliances.

Margaret 16:02
Yeah, that’s why. Most complicated plumbing job I’ve set up.

James 16:08
Yeah, and it’s worth it, though. If you live in a hard water area, and you want an espresso machine, you can normally find one that people think is broken and if you decalcify it it’s normally fine. That’s a little pro tip. Used to want to have no money. I’d buy them yard sales and fix them and sell them on espresso boards.

Margaret 16:28
You’ve had a lot of jobs.

James 16:30
Yeah, a great side hustle. Yeah, didn’t have a lot of money so had to have a lot of jobs. So yeah, what we’re going to start out doing is we’re going to do 100% hydration, right?

Margaret 16:40
Okay, 1:1 water and flour.

James 16:42
Yes, one to one water and flour. So let’s say we’re going to do 100 grams of each. It’s…you can work in American Standards units, if you really must, but it’s so much easier to do percentages, etc, in grams. So, I would just just start there. And then after a day, we’re going to dump half of that, and feed it again. Now the stuff that you dump, you can either use to start another starter and give that to a friend or have a backup starter. Or I like to keep it and there are recipes for like making crackers out of it and that kind of thing. And you can do other stuff with it.

Margaret 17:14
Wait. So I’m just putting…I’m putting some some flour and some water in a jar with some cheese cloth over it, leaving it, and then throwing half of it out?

James 17:23
And then feeding it again.

Margaret 17:25
By adding more of everything?

James 17:27
More of the flour and the water. So another 100 grams flour, 100 grams of water, and then you’re going to dump half and feed again the next day. And the reason you’re doing that is to get rid of some of the like metabolites and some of the flour that’s been digested. And, you want to keep giving it fresh food and that will encourage the yeast to grow. And so once that starts to fizz and bubble, and you’ll kind of see little bubbles and you’ll…first it’ll smell pretty bad, and then after four or five days normally it starts to smell pretty good. It’s kind of got a sweet kind of…people say a green apple smells sometimes.

Margaret 18:01
This just seems like magic. You’re not adding anything but flour and water to this jar and it’s bubbling.

James 18:07
Yes, it is. I think…I forget…One of the places that used to say like that yeast was proof of God or something that like….Belgian monks used to make beer this way, right? And they convinced themselves it was either their magic spoon or like God’s benevolent love. It’s not.

Margaret 18:22
I mean, both of those things seem just as realistic as the little tiny things in the air that you can’t see are eating the food.

James 18:33
Yes, yeah, yeah. Invisible flour eaters. Another way to do it is if you can get nonsulfated dried fruits…so you can…You know when you get the dried apricot and they’re brown not orange and they taste better? Those are unsulfated. You can also leave those in a jar. Just close the jar. Leave them in a jar with water and close the jar and after a few days it will start fizzing.

Margaret 18:55
Close the jar like cheese cloth? Or like ‘close it’ close it?

James 18:59
Lid it. Lid on. Like screw on the lid. And then after a few days, you’ll see that water start fizzing. And that’s what’s happening there. That’s the yeast coming off the skin of the fruit. And then you can use that water to make your starter, right. So mix that with flour and then feed it just like you would before. You can kind of combine these two processes, right. You can do the fruit one first and then do that 100% feed it up. And then after a while that starch is going to start bubbling. This is why you want to use a clear glass jar because you’ll see it growing, right. You’ll see the bubbles all the way up and you’ll see that like oh yeah, this is this is fermenting now. That’s what’s happening. You can even if you want to you can like Sharpie on the side of the jar, you know, when you feed it and then see if it goes up. And the speed at which it will double in size depends on the temperature where you live, right, and the temperature of the starter itself. So, your that’s what you’re looking for. You’re looking for it to double in size about every eight hours. And that’s when you know you’ve got a good fast smoothing starter.

Margaret 20:02
Okay, this totally real thing that happens. I know you’re explaining this to me, but in my head this is not…when I go try this later nothing’s gonna happen that’s how I feel.

James 20:11
It will blow your mind. It is it’s so cool

Margaret 20:15
I’m gonna come back and tell you that I believe in a Belgian God.

James 20:19
Yeah, you just become a monk in like West Flanders. Yeah, yeah.

Margaret 20:25
Okay. Is this the same yeast that is making that…Is this also alcohol?

James 20:33
Yes, it’s the same. What? Lactobacillus? Fuck, I used to know what they were called in Latin but I don’t anymore, but yes Saccharomyces, I think.

Margaret 20:43
Magic sky yeast.

James 20:44
Yeah, magic sky yeast. Yes, it is. Yeah, it’s the same stuff. Brewers yeast, right when you buy it…So it’s just…

Margaret 20:54
When I buy it it I can see it. But in the air is just exists?

James 20:59
Yeah, it’s just floating around.

Margaret 21:02
All right.

James 21:04
Okay, so the yeast have come to live with you in this jar, right? And they are thriving, and you’re feeding them. So now we want to take that to where we can bake from it. So, what we do is we take from us starter and we grab half of it, right? So half of…

Margaret 21:19
Half a mason jar?

James 21:20
Whatever…400 grams. Yeah, it would be the whole mason jar. But we let’s say because we’re dumping half and feeding every day, right? So we have that amount that we have, we’re gonna split it in half.

Margaret 21:31
How many days before it’s ready.

James 21:34
It kind of depends on the temperature. It will ferment faster in a high temperature. It depends on the yeasts that are available in your area, right. So, if I gave you a sourdough starter today and you took it to where you live, right. I sent it to you in the mail, and you started feeding it, it will become different over time because of the yeast in your area as opposed my area.

Margaret 21:52
But, I don’t need to start from one that you sent to me.

James 21:55
No, you can start from from one that you made yourself. you captured yourself. Right? So, that will probably take five or six days, maybe maybe a week. Some people like to feed it was fruit juice instead of water? I don’t know if that helps. Some people put apple peels in the water because there’s yeast on the skin. Right. So, let’s say you spend the better part of a week…and it’s very minimal effort, right, it’s about five minutes of your day. And you do that, and you start to see it bubbling up, right, you start seeing in the jar it’s bubbling up, okay. Now you could. So you’re going to take half of that, dump it in a bowl, and you’re going to add 100 grams of flour and 80 grams of water, right? So you’re at 80% hydration now. And then the other half that’s still in the mason jar, you’re going to feed that as you normally would, right, 100, 100.

Margaret 22:46
Just to keep it going?

James 22:47
To keep it going. Yeah. And then you’ll let that sit…I don’t know, sometimes I let it sit for four hours. You don’t want to let it sit for the full eight hours, because then it would have consumed all the food and it will want feeding again. So let it sit for an hour or two and then I seal it in the mason jar or with a jam jar and I pop that in the fridge. So, that slows down the fermentation. So that now…that doesn’t need that….That’s what we call your storage starter. And that doesn’t need feeding for about a week or two. So basically, if you feed it every time you bake you’re going to be okay. Okay, so now we’ve got this other bowl, right, which has got 100 grams of flour and 80 grams of water in your starter. We’re going to mix that up, leave it for eight hours. And at this point, we can transition from using the rye flour to using our all purpose flour.

Margaret 23:33
Okay, so the rye flour is just to make the starter? We’re not making rye bread.

James 23:38
No, well, you can, or if your stater ever gets a bit sluggish, and it’s not really fermenting the rye flour will spruce…because rye flour is lower protein, right, lower gluten, it doesn’t make as good of bread because gluten is what gives the bread the structure. But the protein is not really digested by the yeast, right? That’s why it remains in the bread. So, if we’re giving it a flour which is lower protein, there’s more of the other stuff that yeast want, and that’s where they like the rye flour. But that’s also why you can’t make your whole bread out of rye flour, or it won’t be too good if you do. So. Yeah, at this point, once we’ve captured our starter, I would start transitioning to the AP for the two feedings that we’re going to do to build up…

Margaret 24:21
AP is all purpose?

James 24:22
All purpose. Yeah, sorry, I’m used to using baker slang. It’s how you can tell I’m like down with the kids. So you’ve moved to your like–what we’re doing now is called building a levain. It’s a French word. And we’re going to do two feedings of that, right? So, we’re going to do eight hours spaced apart more or less. We’re going to do 100 grams of water, 80 grams all purpose…Sorry, 100 grams of all purpose flour, 80 grams of water. And again, what we’re looking for is bubbling up, right. So, you can also do this in glass if you want and you’re looking for it to double in size and then you feed it again. But like, it doesn’t have to exactly double in size, right? Like I don’t really like measure shit. I do weigh stuff, but other than that I kind of…so it’s March here. It’s pretty cold for San Diego. Like, it’ll be in the 40s at night and the 50s in a day. And so it takes a lot longer for my bread to bake now. In the summer, it’s just like whipping ass. Like the whole thing is done in like, you know, from getting out the fridge to being done in less than 12 hours. But, it’s double that in the winter.

Margaret 25:31
Is this making dough?

James 25:33
What we’re now doing is making a large kind of yeast inoculated…a large yeast culture that we’re about to put into the dough. So, the reason we’re using AP here is because the yeast will consume more of it, right? And it’s…So, then we do that twice, right, we do that feeding twice, which is…so 80% hydration feeding twice. Then, we’re going to make the dough itself. I’ve tried to like refine my process to make it as low stress as possible. And it makes really good bread and it takes not very much time. So, I like to bake with 1500 grams of flour, right? So that’s…500 grams of flour is is a good sized loaf, right?

Margaret 26:16
So you make three loaves at a time? Okay,

James 26:19
Yeah, I make three loaves. I have tried to make one giant choad loaf, but it just sort of…What happens is it will blow the top off your Dutch oven. You’ll get like a mushroom. What I do is, I measure up my water first. And if it’s cold, I’ll use hot water, and if it’s hot, I use room temperature water, right. So, right now I run the hot tap a little bit. And then I’m doing the same thing I’m doing 80% hydration, right. So for that, because I’m doing 1500 grams of flour. I want 1200 grams of water.

Margaret 26:46
It’s so interesting because I usually think of things not in terms of…I don’t usually think…I’m not much of a baker, but I don’t think of things in terms of the weight of them. I think in terms of the volume of them

James 26:55
Weight is so much preferable to volume, like

Margaret 26:58
Yeah, no, I believe you. I’m not much of a baker.

James 27:02
Yeah, people say that cooking is an art and baking in science. But, I think sourdough was like a vibe…Like once you…once you get it down and you’re vibing on the same level as your sourdough starter…

Margaret 27:14
Okay, because the other cliche there is, is if you can…if you can bake a cake, you can make a bomb. It’s the other cliche.

James 27:24
I would not trust this method for bomb making.

Margaret 27:27
Yeah, don’t vibe with that.

James 27:28
Yeah, I’m reminded of…my colleague Robert Evans and I were doing an interview with some some folks who are part of the resistance in Myanmar. They will bomb makers, and one of them’s like, “Yeah, man, unfortunately, my friend lost his hand.” And we’re all sitting around and I know what’s coming next, and Robert knows what’s coming next, and the guy knows he’s gonna have to say it next, and he was like, “We really shouldn’t have been smoking, dude.”

Margaret 27:56

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S1E66 – Eric on Talking Trash on Traditional Prepping

Episode Summary

Margaret and Eric discuss the ins and outs of prepping from a more traditional perspective than usual. They go over the basic tenets of preparedness, outline some easy and manageable ways to start prepping, find new and fun ways to laugh at traditional bunker mentalities, and discover that community is once again the best resource anyone can hope for.

Guest Info

Eric Shonkwiler (he/him) is the author of the newsletter When/If: A Leftist Guide to Prepare for a Changing World. He can be found at https://when-if.ghost.io/ where you can sign up for his newsletter. You can also find Eric on Twitter @eshonkwiler

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

Margaret 00:15
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what probably feels like the end times. I’m your host, Margaret Killjoy. And this week I’m really excited about this week. I’ve been hoping to do an episode…this particular episode for a while. This week, we’re going to be talking about talking about prepping. And we’re going to be talking about…well, I’m going to be talking to someone who writes the best newsletter I’m aware of for individual community preparedness, which is called When/If. And it’s written by Eric Shonkwiler. And I’m really excited about this conversation. But first, I’m really excited to tell you that we’re a proud member of the Channel Zero Network of anarchists podcasts. And here is a jingle from another show on the network.

Margaret 01:34
Okay, if you could introduce yourself with your name, your pronouns, and then kind of just a little bit about When/If, you know, the reason that I’ve brought you on here to talk.

Eric 01:45
Hi, I’m Eric ShonkWiler My pronouns are he/him. When/If is a newsletter on preparedness and collapse from a leftist perspective. I set out a couple of years ago to try to try to create some content around preparedness and prepping that was more accessible for folks on the left handed side of the political spectrum.

Margaret 02:13
Yeah, and just to…we’ll ask you to shout it out at the end too, but how can people get this fine newsletter?

Eric 02:19
It might be easier to find me. My name is Eric Shonkwiler, a little bit difficult to spell. The newsletter itself is on ghost.io. Search “When/If.” That’s probably the best way to find it. It’s a bit of a goofy address.

Margaret 02:36
Yeah, it’s hard to…every now and then I’ve tried to Google “When/If” and then I realize that’s not going to work.

Eric 02:43
But there are only two Eric Shonkwilers on the planet. So if you can remember my last name, you can probably find me.

Margaret 02:49
Whoa. Who’s the other one?

Eric 02:52
Some kid in New Mexico.

Margaret 02:53
All right. All right. I’m the only Margaret Killjoy I’m aware of. And whenever that changes, I’m going to be really sad. So I don’t know…Were you like sad when you found out you weren’t the only Eric Shonkwiler

Eric 03:05
It was super weird. It turned out that for a little while we lived in the same town. I’ve lived all around the country.

Margaret 03:14
Are y’all related?

Eric 03:14
I don’t…Like probably not really. I wasn’t born and raised in New Mexico. It’s just one of my favorite places to be and I was living out there working. And I I think I was looking myself up for something and found them on like a, you know, like a high school Spelling Bee sort of an article or something like that, you know, and found out he lived in the same town at the same time that I did. Super weird. Not a very big town. Very strange.

Margaret 03:44
I kind of like that. That’s kind of weird. Maybe you just….

Eric 03:48
Shout out to the other Eric Shonkwiler.

Margaret 03:50
Yeah, totally. Okay, so. So you started this this newsletter and I kind of wanted to, you know…What do you cover in this newsletter? Right? What kind of stuff are you talking about?

Eric 04:04
Everything. I focus on kind of, in my head, the big three, which is climate change, fascism, and the ignorance of the government/police brutality, kind of the three fronts, as I see it, that are going to be causing problems for folks in the future.

Margaret 04:04
Isn’t it kind of funny that–to me, I agree. These are, you know, probably the three big categories of things and then all three of them are ignored by right wing preparedness.

Eric 04:46
Yeah.

Margaret 04:47
Not always. Right? I mean, they claim there’s a rise in fascism, but they claim it from a really odd perspective, not the people walking around with Nazi flags, but the people walking around with anti Nazi flags. And then Climate change. I feel like preparedness places used to talk about climate change. And then…I don’t know if you experienced this? Did they just stop talking about it at some point when it became culture war or something like?

Eric 05:13
I haven’t seen a whole lot about climate change addressed in particular. They will just sort of ally it and talk about weather preparedness. But at the same time, I’m doing a little bit of research because I’m trying to turn When/If into a book. And so I’m looking at comparable titles. And one of the comps that I looked at went immediately out of the gate in the first few pages. It talked about the dangers of hurricanes and then under a discrete subheading: typhoons. And I just wanted to tell the author, who’s my friend, “Those are the same thing.”

Margaret 05:57
Yeah, I was just thinking that.

Eric 05:58
Just in a different hemisphere. Like, it’s just in a different ocean you. Like you’re telling someone to prepare for the same thing twice but differently. Like the the instructions were a little bit different too. It was wild.

Margaret 06:13
They just googled “What to do with a typhoon” and wrote that down. Yeah. And they Googled “What to do in it?”

Eric 06:17
Yeah. And, and that’s why I do what I do, so that there can be some actual help when it comes to emergencies like that. And you’re not stuck getting your information from a guy who really wants you to buy a Faraday bag because the EMP is coming.

Margaret 06:17
Okay, so that’s a really good segue into one of the main things I kind of wanted to talk about: one of the…I’m really excited to talk to someone who also sort of interacts in an intersection with a traditional prepping world, but then also cares about, you know, leftist prepping or community preparedness or whatever the hell we’re going to call it because it seems like some of the information that’s in traditional prepping is good, but we should talk about some of that like bullshit, like some of the nonsense that traditional preppers get wrong. Okay, so like Faraday bags, do you want to you want to myth bust the Faraday bag?

Eric 07:14
My biggest thing would be that we’re not going to see the long heralded EMP blast. Like that’s just not what’s gonna come get us. I think that I think there is very limited utility to the idea of the Faraday bag, and it’s primarily in regards to protesting. Yeah, and it has much less utility than leaving your device at home. Yeah. So rather than buying a fancy bag or trying to guard your credit card chips from getting stolen at the grocery store, like I would just leave the things at home or turn them off. Keep them in your car if you’re going to be someplace that you don’t want to be linked to from a tower pin, you know? Yeah.

Margaret 08:16
Yeah, like people talk about EMPs as if they’re like…the tactical EMP is right around the corner. And as a science fiction writer I appreciate it, but literally only because otherwise it’s impossible to imagine how we’re going to deal with like swarms of nano robots with facial recognition. You know? Like until we have the EMP shotgun we’re just kind of like…or like EMP force fields or something.

Eric 08:41
I like the EMP much more all of a sudden.

Margaret 08:44
Yeah, no, it’s…But as far as I’m–it’s been a while since I’ve looked this up–but I believe EMP or electromagnetic pulse, people are worried this blast will destroy all electronic devices, all modern cars, everything with a computer, everything with a chip or whatever. There is some EMP hardened equipment out there. And then a Faraday cage is like something that protects certain types of radiation from reaching certain things and it also blocks communications. I’m under the impression that the only way that anything produces an EMP right now is nuclear blasts high in the atmosphere.

Eric 09:17
I think that’s right. Yeah.

Margaret 09:19
So I guess if we get into a nuclear war some electronics might be messed up, but I kind of feel like overall we have bigger problems.

Eric 09:29
At that point, yeah. Yeah, we have a few few more things to worry about than the fact that you can’t stream the latest season of whatever.

Margaret 09:41
Well, I think it gets into…I really like to use Faraday bags as the example, right? Because it’s like, I worry about this a lot, right? Because–and I’m curious what your take is–I worry about being a fear monger professionally, right? I worry about like spreading worry. My goal is to spread calmness and preparedness and you know ways we can…Okay, I have a Go bag. So if there’s a forest fire I know what I’m doing so now I don’t have to worry about forest fire. But there is a version where you just worry about stuff more and more and more. And especially if you’re trying to sell someone something it’s a really good system. It’s like if I’m watching something, and the thing they’re trying to sell me is a Faraday bag, to me that’s a big red flag that like, “Oh, you’re just a grifter.” Because in the abstract of once I have every object in the world that I could possibly need, I suppose I could Faraday cage my basement or something. Right? But like…No.

Eric 10:42
Yeah, that’s a real problem because particularly when you tie your output to commerce you’re kind of getting into Alex Jones territory where, you know, you’re talking about chemicals in the water…and here’s this water filter or here are these protein shakes that will solve everything.

Margaret 10:42
Turn you into a man again instead of a gay [Inaudible word.]

Eric 10:43
Yeah, and that’s a big problem. You know, that creates a circular system where you just you spin people up and you give them the solution, and that isn’t a solution at all. It might temporarily ease their worry, but they can just as easily get that by shopping at Etsy, you know, just any kind of consumption tends to ease that pang that we have. But if you’re the one creating it, obviously, that’s a different situation. Controlling that fear, or finding out the meter at which you should distribute it is, is something that I think about pretty much every time I hit publish. But at the same time, I’ll stop and I’ll look at the objective data that I’ve got, the new things that have occurred, whatever they may be new, anti trans legislation, the new IPCC report just came out last Monday and that really grounded some bad news about climate change. And you can’t ignore the news and the updates that you receive on things like that just because you’re worried that all that you’re doing is making your readership afraid. I think that you should couch it appropriately. And how I do that is by at least trying to give the reader some actionable items at the end of my 1000 word screed where I talk about all of the awful shit that’s happening in the world.

Margaret 12:57
Action Items is a really good point. Action Items is…You know we did an episode a while ago about mental health first aid, right. And, you know, one of the things that I feel like we learn over and over again is that acting with agency is one of the main ways to prevent PTSD during bad situations. And I feel like even if we can’t stop what’s coming, acting with agency as much as we can about how we handle it and things like that, is how we keep it from destroying us. Like, it might literally destroy us. We might all drown in the rising waters or get murdered bu fascists or whatever, right? But like, you know, we can…there’s some cliche here about not letting it destroy us along the way or something, you know, but yeah, the action items. That makes a lot of sense. Okay, but I want to talk more shit on traditional preppers.

Eric 13:54
Okay, let’s do it.

Margaret 13:55
What else are they getting wrong? Like, it’s funny because it’s like some of the stuff….Well, okay, you’re talking about for example, if you tie your stuff to what you’re selling–I think I’ve been thinking about this a lot–I make and distribute these emergency kits and I don’t sell them. And I spend thousands of dollars at the time when I have it and create these emergency kits. And I covered in one of my YouTube episodes. And I give them away to my friends and family and stuff, right? And then everyone’s like, “Sure, whatever, my crazy friend who…” You know, and then every now and then someone tells me, “Oh, it was actually really useful that I had band aids in my backpack,” or…you know, and it’s always these tiny minor things. It’s never the potassium iodide or whatever, you know? And there’s a chance that I’m going to start selling them but literally just in order to make enough money to make this not be this massive sinkhole in my life that I distribute these things. And I worry. I worry about being an Alex Jones. Also, I really want people to have stored food in their basement and so part of me is like, “Man, I’m just gonna get a freeze dryer. I’m gonna freeze dried ton of stuff and I’m going to fucking give it to people.” And then I’m like, “And I guess we’ll sell it,” you know? And then I’m like, “Oh, God, where does this end?” At what point am I selling supplements to make people stay virile or whatever, you know. And I don’t know….

Eric 15:16
I think that the way to avoid that is like I said to eliminate the circle. So you can’t be directly addressing an issue and saying that the solution is on your website, that it’s in your store. Once you do that you’re just a shill. And and whether or not the product is even remotely relevant at that point, you’re losing credibility, at least to people that know what they’re talking about. And you may have followers who are addicted to that circle, you know, that cycle that says, “Here’s this panic. By the way, here’s the thing that will cure the panic.” But if you avoid that then I think that there’s…then you don’t have to be worried about perpetuating that and falling into an Alex Jones trap.

Margaret 16:14
Yeah. No, that makes a lot of sense. Yeah. And there’s a reason that we haven’t started selling anything yet, anything along those lines, you know. I mean, at some point, we’ll be putting out more books and stuff and that will be a selling. But I think we just have to…Cause I think about that guy who–maybe it’s a perfectly fine book; I doubt it–but the guy who’s like typhoons versus hurricanes or whatever, I suspect that this person is just trying to make a buck by googling some stuff and rewriting it poorly, throwing it into an e book, doing print on demand, putting it up on Amazon, and then selling it to this fear cycle, right? But then it’s so frustrating because some stuff that comes out of traditional preparedness is useful. I think that a lot of their focuses are all wrong…Now I’m just trying to come up with the other stuff that I get annoyed about, right?

Eric 17:10
Let’s talk about what they get right? And then we can shit talk on the vast majority of they get wrong. And that is always going to be the basics, you know, the very essential stuff. Because like you said, you know, you find it really important that people have food stored in their basement or if they don’t have a basement, you know, under their bed in a tote or something like that. Just whatever they can do. And just as an aside, that’s my circle. And that’s where I scratch my panic itch. An every once in a while, I’ll just buy a giant can of freeze dried vegetarian imitation beef.

Margaret 17:53
Oh, yeah, totally. Augason Farms.

Eric 17:55
Yes. Yeah. I just got a can last night.

Margaret 17:58
Yeah, the cheap brand.

Eric 17:59
Yeah, I just put that on my shelf next to all the other–shout out to Augason Farms–all of my other Augason Farms cans, and something in my in my lizard brain just went, “Yeah, yeah. Okay. I feel a little bit better now.”

Margaret 18:18
Yeah.

Eric 18:20
But to bring that back to what the Right wing gets gets right…What those preppers get right is just the basics, which I think is actually sort of…it’s letting them lay claim to preparedness, actually.

Margaret 18:35
Right.

Eric 18:35
And–now I’m getting into a different idea–but they shouldn’t because preparedness comes from us living on the planet–

Margaret 18:43
Totally.

Eric 18:44
–Outside of the normal capitalistic cycle. The thing that I say…So this is how I launched When/If is that the first newsletter that I wrote was just called “Your Grandma Prepped.”

Margaret 18:59
Yeah, totally.

Eric 19:00
Because she did. She canned. She had food stored away. My my grandma Skylar had three refrigerators. Two of them were almost as old as she was and I just ran like a dream. And they were full of food and water. And that’s just–she had lived through the Great Depression–and that’s where her inclination for it came from. And that got passed down to me. But I always knew if I was walking into her house, I could walk into the kitchen and I could open the cupboard and I would see 30 or 40 cans of whatever, Chef Boyardee, green beans, peas, you know, just as much food as you could want for probably damn near a month. And that’s the kind of goal that I shoot for in my newsletter and for my own household. But it’s the basic stuff.

Margaret 19:56
What you saying about like not letting the right wing lay claim to it and I agree with that. And I think that the sense of who actually–you know, I talk about that a lot that, like purse snacks as prepping, you know, like you go to a show, the person who has snacks in their purse is more prepared than the person with the handgun. Because there’s a scenario in which the handgun is the right tool. It is a lot less likely than the scenario where you get snacky.

Eric 20:20
Yeah, absolutely.

Margaret 20:22
And a purse can hold both. Although, that would be an off body carry…Whatever, anyway. And so I think in my head, I’ve been thinking about traditional prepping, as in like, the kind of people who call themselves preppers without necessarily assigning that to the Right wing. It’s like this thing that is fed upon by the right wing, but I don’t think it’s apparently right wing. And I’ve gotten some feedback from listeners every now and then, who are in traditional prepping, and could see the right wing kind of trying to be like, “And hate your neighbor.” And they’re like, “Wait, aren’t y’all Christians?” And then being like, “Oh, thank god.” It was less even that they were like, “Oh, thank God, a Leftist approach,” although that’s accurate from my point of view, but like, “Oh thank God, something that’s not a right wing approach.”

Eric 21:09
Right.

Margaret 21:12
You’re right about the basics. And then I think sometimes they get some stuff right but they prioritize it wrong. I do believe that having, you know–depending on the situation that you’re in and who you are and all these things–like firearms and things like that are incredibly useful tools. And if I want to know how much ammunition I should probably have, a lot of those YouTube channels and things like that are very useful for that, right? Because they’ve mathed out like being like, “Well, if you want to continue to practice at this rate, which is about the rate that you should stay in practice at…” And so I find that stuff to be very useful. But it’s really easy to think that the sexy stuff, the violent stuff, is the main thing. The main thing is like first aid kit, food, and water, you know, and knowing not to run a generator in your garage. I finally got a deep freezer recently. And I was like, “I don’t eat meat.” I was like, “What the fuck am I gonna do with this deep freezer?” And now it’s like, full of bread, frozen vegan meals. Like, it’s great. I’m so glad it’s there. And it’s so…I didn’t realize this but it barely uses any electricity compared to a regular fridge because it’s full of frozen stuff and you open it up once a week. Like, the little tag on it is like, “Estimated electricity cost is $34/year” or whatever, you know, and I’m like, “Okay, okay, I can do that.”

Eric 22:55
It’s less than my washer. Yeah.

Margaret 22:59
Have you seen the stuff that’s like…I feel like there’s more and more. Maybe I just fall down YouTube holes too much about people just really getting ready to defend their giant castles of stuff or whatever, you know?

Eric 23:13
Yeah. And that’s not a new thing, either. That has I think always been if nothing else, the popular idea of a prepper is that Right wing guy who post 2016 was wearing a red hat, and had a wall full of guns, and a bunch of food and water, and maybe some skills? Which is something we should talk about? But maybe not. Maybe all he knew how to do is shoot his gun and bury some Claymore mines in his yard because people were going to come get his stuff.

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S1E65 – Carrot Quinn on Hiking

Episode Summary

Carrot and Margaret talk about all things hiking, including thru-hiking and ultralight hiking. They talk about how to choose the right gear for the right purposes and how to minimize the impacts of long distance hiking on your body. They go through the complications of bringing dogs on long hikes and how to stay safer around grizzly bears. They also spend a good deal of time critiquing The Last of Us while developing a theory on how to hybridize many hiking strategies to develop the ultimate form of apocalypse travel.

Guest Info

Carrot Quinn (she/they) is an author, thru-hiker and hiking coach. She is the author of Thru-Hiking Will Break Your Heart and The Sunset Route. Carrot has a new speculative fiction novel coming out later this year, hopefully. Carrot is also an avid blogger and you can find them at www.carrotquinn.com or on Instagram @carrotquinn and Twitter @CarrotQuinn

Host Info

Margaret can be found on twitter @magpiekilljoy or instagram at @margaretkilljoy.

Publisher Info

This show is published by Strangers in A Tangled Wilderness. We can be found at www.tangledwilderness.org, or on Twitter @TangledWild and Instagram @Tangled_Wilderness. You can support the show on Patreon at www.patreon.com/strangersinatangledwilderness.

Transcript

Live Like the World is Dying: Carrot on Hiking

Margaret 00:15
Hello, and welcome to Live Like the World is Dying, your podcast for what feels like the end times. I’m your host, Margaret Killjoy. And this week we are talking about walking and how to do it, the legs, the one in front of the other, etc. And in order to do so, we’re going to be talking to an expert walker, or hiker, I suppose might be a better way of phrasing it, Carrot Quinn. And so we’re going to be talking to her about all this stuff. Carrot writes a bunch of books about hiking and does a bunch of hiking. And so I’m really excited, because this has been on my mind a lot. But first, we are a proud member of the Channel Zero network of anarchists podcasts. And here’s a jingle from another show on the network.

Margaret 01:55
Okay, we’re back. So Carrot, if you could introduce yourself with your name, your pronouns. And then I guess kind of like your background in hiking, thru-hiking, that kind of stuff.

Carrot 02:07
My name is Carrot Quinn, and my pronouns are she or they and I got into long distance hiking in 2013. And long distance hiking is different from other kinds of backpacking, because you’re just out for longer, I guess. And usually also, you’re on trails that have a really specific weather window, which means that you need to hike more miles per day than you would on a more leisurely backpacking trip in order to finish in a certain weather window, or because the water sources are farther apart. So, you need to hike a certain mile per a day to get to the water sources, which means that you end up using different gear, because when you’re out for that long and hiking that many miles, it’s a lot more strain on your joints. And so, in order to be able to do it, you need to have lighter gear that puts less strain on your joints, or else you get overuse injuries. And you also wear different shoes. So, there’s this whole different kind of way of walking in the wilderness, which I got into because I’d always backpacked with a heavy backpack, and I was always in pain. And then I discovered this style, and I wasn’t in pain anymore. And I was like, “Oh my God, if I do this, I can just like live outside and sleep on the ground every night and I won’t be in pain.” So than I got really into it. And I hiked the PCT in 2013.

Margaret 03:19
What’s the PCT?

Carrot 03:19
The Pacific Crest Trail, which is 2,650 or 60 miles depending on how you count. It takes five months to hike. I got really obsessed with it for a while. So, I’ve hiked 11,000 miles. I’ve hiked from Mexico to Canada three times. And I’ve also walked across Utah, and Arizona, and done a bunch of other shorter hikes. And I’ve hiked finished trails where there’s like a path on the ground that you walk, like the Pacific Crest Trail, and I’ve hiked trails where there’s not a path on the ground, and you’re just navigating through canyons and washes and stuff. And then I’ve also made my own routes, which is where you look at the maps and figure out where you can walk and then you follow the path that you created.

Margaret 03:20
I was gonna say that’s wild, but I guess that’s literally the point. That it’s wild. Okay, and then you’ve written about this too, right?

Carrot 04:13
Yeah, so I have a writing career more or less, most years I make my living as a writer. And I was able to build that by writing about long distance hiking, because it’s a pretty popular niche. I’ve been writing my whole life. I always wanted to be a writer, and in my 20s I wrote zines and then I started blogging in 2008. And then I started long distance hiking in 2013. And so every one of these hikes I’ve ever done, all 11,000 miles I’ve hiked, I’ve written a blog post every single day. And so that’s how I built my writing career because then people started reading those and people love reading about long distance hiking, you know, because it’s hard to get time off work. It’s hard to get the gear. It’s hard to access, and so people being able to read that from the comfort of their home is like really nice. And so then I wrote a book about my first long distance hike, which is called “Thru-Hiking Will Break Your Heart.” And that book is great, because I made so many bad choices. So, it’s like a very good story. Because you know, the best stories come from when you’re like completely brand new at something.

Margaret 05:21
Yeah.

Carrot 05:21
And everything goes like horribly awry. Those are like the best stories. So, I wrote that book. And then my second book was actually a memoir about growing up in Alaska and my years riding freight trains. And that came out in 2021.

Margaret 05:37
What’s that one called?

Carrot 05:43
And it’s kind of sad. It’s not like the happiest, but whatever. But then, I just finished a speculative fiction novel about this young person that is fleeing this destabilizing city and riding her bike across the country trying to get to Nevada. So, I’m editing that right now.

Margaret 05:57
Oh my god, is that out yet? Can I read it?

Carrot 05:59
No.

Margaret 05:59
Fuck.

Carrot 05:59
I hope it’ll come out someday. I don’t know what the title is, either, but, I’m editing it right now. And, if I self publish, hopefully I can get it out by the end of the year. And I’m leaning towards self publishing. So, we’ll see. Hopefully, it’ll be out sooner rather than later.

Margaret 06:16
Okay. Well, let’s talk about that off camera. I think a lot about publishing speculative fiction, and I do it sometimes.

Carrot 06:26
Yeah, you write speculative fiction too.

Margaret 06:28
Yeah.

Carrot 06:29
We could just talk about that for hours and hours.

Margaret 06:33
I mean, I also like talking about that. Can I out us to the audience about how we know each? Is that…you seem pretty public about that.

Carrot 06:41
Yeah, totally.

Margaret 06:41
Yeah, I first met Carrot–actually, I don’t remember if it’s where we first met–but, we lived together in a squat in the South Bronx in 2004. And so, I’ve been following Carrot’s career from afar since then being like, “Oh, shit, fuck yeah, another crust punk who became a writer.”

Carrot 07:00
And I’ve also been following Margaret’s career and like hearing little updates about her life over the years and being like, “Oh, that’s where Margaret is, that’s what Margaret’s doing. Oh, it’s super cool.”

Margaret 07:10
Yeah. Yeah. I’m really excited to have you on to talk about this. And, I admit one of the reasons I’m really excited to have you on about this–because there’s a couple reasons–one is because this topic is really interesting to me and has been for a while, you know, during say, the last presidential election when there was a decent chance of a fascist coup, and there was, you know, an attempt at one, myself and a lot of other people probably had to sit there and think, “What would be involved if I had to go on foot a long way to get away from here?” Right? And I think that that kind of thing is probably on a lot of people’s minds, especially on a state by state basis right now, as a lot of states become increasingly unwelcoming and things. And of course, at the moment, people are allowed to leave states by cars and stuff, but whatever, we’ll get to that. But, the other reason I’m interested in is because I’ve recently gotten more into hiking, and I’ve been obsessively watching YouTube videos of thru-hikers, and mostly these people really annoy me, but the stuff is really interesting. And, your name gets mentioned a lot in the sort of pantheon of thru-hiking writers as the person that everyone’s like, “Well, I’m no Carrot Quinn,” or whatever. So, I just think that’s really cool. That’s probably why I’m excited to talk to you. So, what is involved–and this is a very broad question, but what is involved in deciding that you want to go on a very long hike?

Carrot 08:42
What is involved? Well, so, I really love this intersection of topics that we’re talking about because those are the two things that occupy my brain all the time is overland travel by foot, and near future societal collapse. So yeah.

Margaret 08:58
Yeah, you’re writing a book about that.

Carrot 08:59
Yeah. And, in the novel I just wrote, she starts out on her bike, but the bike breaks, and then she’s just on foot. And, one thing I love while thinking about this stuff is like–for example, have you seen The Last of Us?

Margaret 09:12
Yeah.

Carrot 09:13
So they’re on a long overland journey, a lot of it is on foot. And there are all these plot holes in my opinion because there are things about the way they’re traveling on foot that just aren’t realistic. Like their footwear is uncomfortable. They never drink water. None of their gear is waterproof. They’re not properly dressed for the weather. So, I think that’s really….

Margaret 09:29
Yeah, they have these tiny packs, but not not in an ultralight way.

Carrot 09:33
They’re tiny backpacks. They’re just these bottomless pits of whatever they need. Somehow they have batteries, which like, you wouldn’t have batteries. So, something I’m also really fascinated about, like thinking about near future collapse, is how we’re going to be living in this hybrid time where we’ll have all these materials available to us that are from this society where things are mass produced, but we’ll be in a society where things are no longer are going to be mass produced. So, we’ll be sort of like transitioning over the course of decades, from having access to certain materials to not having access to any of those materials. And that’s like really interesting to me. And The Last of Us is set 20 years after collapse, so a lot of the stuff they have access in the show I don’t think they would have anymore.

Margaret 10:19
They a little bit talk about it where like, “Oh, the gasoline isn’t quite as good. We have to stop all the time to siphon,” but then they’re just kind of like, “And then we just drive,” you know?

Carrot 10:28
Yeah, but like the batteries, you know, for their flashlights, they just…But yes, that’s really interesting to me, thinking about for example, like a long journey. Like right now, the only reason I can long distance hike is because I have all this really high tech gear because you know, 30 years ago, to do a trail, like the Pacific Crest Trail, all of the gear was super heavy. So, you had to be sort of this like elite athlete in a way. Like just anybody couldn’t do it because everything was so heavy, it was really hard on your body, like it was brutal. And now, because of this like really high tech gear we have, our packs are much lighter, and we just wear trail runners, and so it’s much more accessible. And so, that’s the only reason I can do it physically. And the only reason I enjoy it. Like, I wouldn’t enjoy it otherwise. And so, it’s interesting to think about, like, you know, in the future what people would use. But, to answer your question, if you wanted to do like, you know, where we are precollapse, if you wanted to go on a long hike–you know, the thing is that one of the things that’s hardest for people is getting the time off. I like trails that are more than a month long, because walking long distances is our special secret human superpower. Like, no other animal can walk long distances the way we can. Like, people think that that’s how we evolved from apes is we started like walking our prey to death, because a lot of animals…

Margaret 11:50
Yeah, persistence hunters!

Carrot 11:49
Yeah, a lot of animals sprint and then they sleep and they sprint and they sleep. But, we can just like zombie forward like endlessly, like just fucking zombie until our prey just like collapses with exhaustion. It takes–but a lot of us like the way we live, we don’t spend a lot of time walking every day. And so, it takes time to sort of unlock that ability and get our tendons–that’s like the biggest thing–like, our joints used to it. And so, if you were going to do a trail, like the PCT for example, that’s like a five month trail, you would start out really slow, like say doing like 15 miles a day. You know, you would train beforehand so that you could do 15 miles a day. And then you would start doing that. And then, if you started feeling any pain in your joints, you would take days off, or pull way back. And then after about a month your joints get used to it, and that like superpower is unlocked. I’ve seen this happen so many times, because so many people the PCT is their first trail and they start right off the couch and they’re not athletes–you don’t have to be an athlete, like I’m not an athlete, I’m just a regular person–and as long as you don’t get injured, or have some sort of illness you can unlock this superpower. And then, it’s like, it doesn’t hurt anymore. And you can just walk, and walk, and walk and it’s really cool. So, that’s why I recommend doing a trail that’s more than a month, because it takes a month for the pain to go away and to feel like you’ve unlocked that superpower that I think all humans have, you know, barring injury or illness. And so, if you hike like a five month trail or three months trail then you have a month of discomfort, but then you have several months where you get to exist in this really cool body. But, it’s hard to get the time off. So, a lot of people who long distance hike work seasonally or they’ll you know, do the kind of work where you can–like in tech or as an engineer, as a nurse or whatever–where you can work for a period of time, like a couple of years and then quit, and then go back to work. The biggest demographics on a long trail are people just out of college and retired people, because those are the two people who have the easiest time finding that chunk of time.

Margaret 12:30
That makes a lot of sense to me. I’ve always kind of wanted to do this, and it’s never quite been a high enough priority. And this brings me to not the most important question, but my main question about it. I know that you can’t thru-hike any of the existing like triple crown, meaning Pacific Coast Trail, Appalachian Trail, and whatever the third one is…Continental Divide Trail? What’s the third one?

Carrot 14:12
Yeah, yeah.

Margaret 14:13
I know you can’t bring a dog with you on those three because they go through National parks. But what do you do about dogs? I mean, like because in my mind my dog has way more energy than me, but I’m realizing that my dog has way more energy than me not necessarily in the sustained persistence hunter way that you’re talking about.

Carrot 14:31
Exactly.

Margaret 14:32
So, I’m curious what is a limit of–I mean, obviously every dog is gonna be different and things like that– but can you thru-hike with a dog if you’re going way slower and you’re not doing the seasonal running thing? You’re just like….yeah, somewhere there’s a question in there.

Carrot 14:52
Yeah, totally. So you can. People do bring their dogs on the long trails. You kind of need a support person, so you can hand off your dog before you go through the no dog sections, and then get your dog back. It’s considered cruel to bring a dog on a five month hike, because the way they exercise is so different than the way that we exercise.

Margaret 15:11
Right.

Carrot 15:11
They go really hard. And then they need more rest than we do. Like in Alaska, they have the Iditarod, which is this big sled dog race. And, it just happened. It just finished, and it’s 1000 miles long. And the person who just won did it in eight days. So, his dogs ran over 100 miles a day. And so, these dogs trained really hard. And that is like the pinnacle of what they can do. So they could go really far, but they still can’t necessarily go 20 miles a day, everyday for five months. And so, it’s actually really rare for someone to thru-hike with a dog. You can do it, but it goes against their natural kind of the way their energy is throughout the day.

Margaret 15:48
Right.

Carrot 15:49
And so, one reason it’s discouraged is because it’s really hard to know, if your dog is too hot, it’s hard to know if your dog is tired. Like a lot of dogs will follow their person, you know, to the point of injury, you know, because they just want to stay with you. So, people do it. But, it’s rare. It’s not natural for them. Like, we can do it and thrive. And they just kind of are low key suffering and maybe about to break. It’s hard to tell.

Margaret 16:28
Yeah, no, and so I guess I’m kind of curious. There’s like two scenarios I imagine. One is because there’s no one I can leave my dog with for a long period of time. So, I just sort of assume I will not be thru-hiking anytime soon, right? Because, you know, there’s a creature I’m responsible for, and no one else is currently responsible for that creature. But I’m like, is there a sense of like you don’t want to take your dogs on a month long hike? Do you want to take your dogs on a two week hike? Do you want to take your dogs only…Like, my dog loves going on day hikes with me. And from when I was like, you know, an oogle, a crusty traveler, like a lot of the dogs that I was around–I mean, obviously, not all of them–some of them were treated very badly. But, many of the dogs were very happy in that they got to be with their person all day and they were always like exercising and stuff. But, that wasn’t like we’re walking 20 miles today. That’s often like we’re walking five miles today, we’re, you know, hitchhiking. We’re doing all these other things. I’m just wondering if you have a sense of 1) The limit in terms of like the now, and then 2) If there’s a sense of what you would think for if your protagonist escaping the apocalypse has a dog like, what are ways to work around that? Like I could imagine…like, if I had to leave, right, do I get a dog backpack? It’s about 45 pounds. I would be sad. But like, if you know, if I’m not hiking for fun and I’m hiking for “I gotta get somewhere,” right?

Carrot 17:58
Yeah. So, people hiking the long distance trails, there’s like a standard sort of blanket mileage that varies, but people generally say like 20 miles a day is kind of the standard. And so, over the course of like a month, three months, five months different dog breeds are different, but depending on your dog that could be too much for your dog. Like, your dog might need more rest days. But like, maybe your dog could do 20 miles a day for three days, but then they would need a day or two off, you know?

Margaret 18:27
Right.

Carrot 18:27
And so what you would have to do is instead of being tied to the weather window of the trail, you would be tied to how your dog is doing. So, you would just have to really be in touch with all your dog’s signs, like does your dog…Like, know how to tell if your dog is too hot, if your dog’s feet hurt, all these different things, and then you would just have to adjust your travel based on your dog. So, you just wouldn’t…you wouldn’t necessarily be able to hike the PCT in the five month window. And you would end up if you were in an arid area you would end up carrying more water. Because if you go slower than it’s farther between water sources because the West is so dry. So, you would carry more water. But yeah, you would just plan the hike much differently. And it would be your own journey with your dog.

Margaret 19:13
Yeah. Okay. Yeah, no, I realized…I pretty quickly disabused myself of the notion that I was going to be hiking the Appalachian Trail, or PCT, or anything anytime soon. Secretly, this podcast is me just asking people for advice about my own life and problems and then hoping it’s universally usable in some ways. But that makes sense to me. And then it does seem like, you know, everything I’m reading about, what you’re talking about, like hiking with lighter packs and all of that, and how it has all these advantages in being able to go further and be more sustainable and all of these things. And it does seem like a lot of the choices that people would have to make in different survival scenarios might counteract that, because if I’m talking about like…Okay, if I was hiking through the desert with the dog, I need way more water, which means I’m carrying a heavier pack and then also if I’m out longer I might need a different level of survival equipment. It seems like it would kind of escalate pack weight very quickly?

Carrot 20:07
Yeah. But, I think that the sort of minimalism that one learns–like, it’s the sort of strategic minimalism that you learn when you do a five month hike because all you have to think about every day is like what you’re carrying and how heavy it feels and so you get really good at like…Just, it’s like strategy. And so I think that would carry over, where even if you, you know, didn’t have all these high tech materials, were in the desert, had a dog, like all these different things, your pack will still end up lighter than if you didn’t use this sort of really fun strategic thing that I’m sure you’ve encountered on YouTube.

Margaret 20:44
Yeah, yeah. No, go ahead. Sorry.

Carrot 20:47
Yeah, yeah. But, it would be heavier. But then you would just work around that. Like, if your pack is heavier you don’t go as many miles a day because it’s harder on your joints. And you just, you know, you just work around that too. Like, last fall was my second season hunting in Alaska tagging along on my friends hunts, and I’ve never had to carry a pack as heavy as I do hunting. And that’s been like a whole new learning curve being like, Okay, this is a 60 pound pack. Like, I can only go this many miles. You know, I have to really be careful like all these different things.

Margaret 21:21
Yeah. Yeah, that is the thing that I because I, you know, I come from this background of like failed train hopping and regular hitchhiking. And like, these long distance walks and things like that, but not hiking. And I would need what I need to sleep and all of these things. And so, you know, we used to kind of make fun of ultralight hikers, who are like, you know, shaving off every ounce of what they could And it’s like, well, I knew Pogo Dave who traveled with a big metal Pogo stick or whatever, right? And, you know, walked across the country pushing a shopping cart and shit. But then you just realize how different these setups are, and what their goals are is so completely different. And so yeah, I don’t know quite how to phrase it, but I’m so interested in the difference between the 60 pound hunting pack and the 9.8 pound, you know, backpacking pack or whatever. And i did, I ran across these people. And I My first thought was like, “Well, fuck that. Just like carry what you need. Whatever,” you know. And then slowly, when you see the people who are like less annoying about it, you’re like, “Oh, I think I get it. I think I understand why they’re doing this,” you know?

Carrot 21:21
Yeah, it’s about injury prevention not being in pain and knowing what your goal is. So, if your goal is to finish a five month trail hiking 12 hours a day for five months, your chance of injury is really high. So, the lighter your pack is, to an extent, you know, the lighter your pack is the lower your chance of injury, and the less pain you’ll be in. So, it actually really increases your enjoyment. The only caveat being–the rules I tell people because I do long distance hiking coaching and I do these like guided trips where I help people like make their gear lists and stuff–the rules…Here are the rules: you need to be warm, well fed, comfortable enough at night to sleep well, and be prepared for all the different weather you’re gonna encounter at that season in that area. And as long as your gear fits those rules you meet those guidelines. Like, the lighter your pack is the more fun you’re gonna have.

Margaret 23:28
Yeah, it makes sense to me. I just have so many questions about ultralight stuff. It’s just so fascinating to me. It seems like one of the things where people go without, to me, what seems like emergency equipment. Like, because I think about…it seems like I’m watching people–and I expect them wrong, that’s why I’m presenting this to you is because you have a lot of experience with this and have tried different types of hiking–but it’s like, if there’s something that I keep around just in case, right, in case something terrible happens or whatever that I don’t use it on a daily basis, and so it starts becoming one of those things that you could imagine getting rid of. And then you’re like, “But when you need it, you need it.” And so it seems like that is what I worry about when people talk about barely having first aid kits and shit like that, you know, or the kind of gear that if like the weather gets a lot worse unexpectedly–because it seems to me that if you have this very minimalist setup that works for most days but then it doesn’t work for like the sudden really bad weather days–It doesn’t seem like it’s a good enough piece of gear. But, maybe that is being taken into consideration and I’m just being annoyed at people or like retro actively defending the fact that I used to carry this ridiculously heavy bag and I injured my chest with it once when I was like 28. I don’t know.

Carrot 24:48
Yeah, that’s the thing is if your pack is too heavy it will injure you, and that will ruin your hike. So, it doesn’t matter what emergency preparedness stuff you’re carrying, like the emergency is that you ruined your hike and you have to get off trail and your hike is ruined. So, the thing is things are knowable. Like the world is knowable. Like when you go to drive your car you know what’s likely to go wrong. And you know what would be a freak accident that you’re not going to prepare for, like the stuff you have in your car. Like my car burns oil, so I carry oil. I carry coolant just because my car is old. I carry jumper cables. It’s winter, so I carry a sleeping bag, you know, because I’m in Alaska, and I have an old car. These are the things that are likely to go wrong. I don’t carry anything for if I get struck by lightning because there’s not–I mean, if I lived like in the high mountains in Colorado in July, I would have to consider lightning–but in Alaska it’s all central [uninterpretable word], so you don’t think about lightning. I don’t carry anything for shark attacks. I carry bear spray for a bear. But so, it’s just knowing what’s likely to happen versus freak accidents that don’t make sense to be prepared for. So, people might not carry a generic first aid kit, but they do carry supplies for all of the medical problems that actually happen regularly. Like I don’t carry just some generic first aid kit from REI because I don’t know what to do if I break my leg. If I break my leg like I need a helicopter, you know? But that would be a real freak accident. That’s extremely unlikely to happen. But, what does happen and what can end your hike and does end people’s hike a lot are infected blisters, sprained ankles, and things like that. And I carry stuff, and I have treated stuff that like multiple times. And, I always have what I need. Or, like gear failures. Like I carry dental floss with a needle inside, which I learned from riding trails. And that’s come in handy. So, I always have…and then things for chafe because chafe happens a lot and can be really painful. So, that can get you off trail. So, people actually, they might not have like, they might not have something for like a trauma wound, which would be like…I don’t even know what a trauma wound…I don’t even know what I’m saying. But like…or a puncture wound. But, that would be like a real freak accident. But they do have, in my experience, people do have stuff for the things that actually happen, and the same with the weather. Because, the weather in every spot on earth for whatever season you have to be there is knowable. You can research it, you can know what the trends are. Even with climate change, you can know what’s likely to happen. You can talk to other hikers. Every long distance trail every year has a Facebook group. And people as they’re hiking, will post on that Facebook group. So you can know like, “Oh, I’m climbing to 9000 feet tomorrow. And these people ahead of me say there’s ice. I should have microspikes.” Or like, “There’s a storm coming in, and the people ahead of me say that the river is really swollen and it’s gonna be hard to cross so I should like take a day off and wait for the river to go down.” So, it’s just..it’s instead of carrying a bunch of stuff and having no idea where you are or what’s happening, and just having all this stuff you just do your research. And like long distance hikers obsessively research when they’re on trail because that’s all you have to think about all the time. So, as long as–I mean, you can be reckless and not have any of that stuff–but then that will affect your chances of actually finishing, which is what everyone wants to do. Because, you want to have this like fun, full immersion experience. So generally, in my experience, people are prepared even though they don’t have like generic first aid kits.

Margaret 28:13
No, that makes sense. I think I have a like defensive maximalism, you know? It’s not a maximal…Well, I mean, I guess it depends what you’re trying to do. Like, it’s not a like I’m going hiking and I need a folding saw, you know? Although if I’m gonna go live in the woods for a while, I want a folding saw, but like, you know, it’s a very different goal, right? So I guess I wonder…

Carrot 28:39
Okay, can I say one more thing?

Margaret 28:40
Yeah, yeah, please.

Carrot 28:41
They say that you pack your fears. And, so say you’re afraid of getting hurt on trail. So you’re like, I should bring all this extra stuff. That extra weight will hurt you. So, that’s the irony. So that’s like the irony in all of it. And the thing is, a lot of people start long distance hiking that way because that’s kind of the way we all learned about the outdoors because we’re an urban…Humans are urban. Like, humans in the US are urban. We’re not little feral creatures that live in the woods. We don’t have these like intimate relationships with like what the wind is doing, or like when the poppies are blooming, you know? And so we go out there and we don’t have any idea what the fuck is going on or where we are. And so we want to pack our fears. And then as soon as you start a long distance hike every ounce you’re carrying hurts. And so all day, every day, all you have to think about is sort of–as you’re being like punished for carrying all your fears–all you have to think about is like, “What do I actually need?” And so that’s really common for people to start with really heavy packs and then really quickly they’re like, “Okay, I know what I really need and what I don’t need.” And you also start to learn what you as an individual need on trail because everyone is different. Everyone has like a different sort of comfort zone. So, it’s a process because we’re not…We’re urban. We’re like, we don’t know what the fuck is going on in nature.

Margaret 30:06
Well, I think a lot of the outdoorsy type folks will also over pack, but kind of in a different way. But it’s more of the like…it’s not thru-hiking. It’s the like bushcraft version. It’s the like, I’m gonna go build up a cabin version, you know? Which, I think is overkill for most people. Like most people, when they’re imagining like disaster scenarios and the escape from disaster scenarios you don’t need to go build a log cabin in the woods. You need to like get to a state where they’re not trying to kill you for being trans or whatever. And it is a different thing. So, I guess I take back my own caveat.

Carrot 30:42
Yeah, I think long distance hikers love to make fun of bushcrafters and probably bushcrafters love to make fun of ultralight backpackers. You know, I was thinking about bushcraft the other day, because I was skiing–or I was trying to ski, because I’m learning so I don’t really know what I’m doing–and I was just looking at my gear and looking at my friend’s gear and I was like, “Everything we have right now is because of plastic. Like literally everything.” And then I was like, “What would this even be like if we didn’t have plastic?” I was like, “We’d be wearing like wool, and leather, and like animal skins, and everything would be made out of wood.” And then I started thinking about bushcraft. And I was like, “That’s kind of what it is.” Bushcraft is like outdoor stuff without synthetic materials in a way.

Margaret 31:23
Yeah.

Carrot 31:24
Which is like an interesting way to think about it, which is really different. It’s really different. And so, if your gear is just heavier, there’s just different things you can do. It’s like just a whole different kind of thing.

Margaret 31:35
Yeah, I really. No, that’s such a fascinating way of thinking about the difference between bushcraft and hiking and then like…You know, I think it’s funny because it’s like, if someone decides that they’re like, “I’m gonna get into outdoors walking stuff.” There’s all of these different cultures and ways of looking at it. And you have the bushcraft version and you have the ultralight hiking version and then you have like–traditional backpacking seems like sort of the weird in between–and then you also have the tactical version, where it’s like, “This is how you get into enemy territory with like, you know, when you’re stuck carrying like 30 pounds of ammunition.” or wherever the fuck. And it’s like, it’s so interesting to me how it breaks down even to different like shelter types, right, like the bushcrafters like–although it does go full circle. I would say that bushcrafters and ultralight hikers are both the ones who are like “A tarp is all I need,” or whatever, versus traditional backpacking where you’re like, “I want a fucking tent.” You know?

Carrot
Yeah, it’s really interesting, our different relationships with nature in this year of our Lord, 2023 in the US.

Margaret 32:41
Yeah. And there’s ways that people have to think about kind of all of them if they’re trying to prepare. Although I can see how you can get lost over preparing in thinking about every single possible thing that could go wrong. If you’re traveling in a vehicle, it’s a little bit easier to do that. Right? It’s a little bit easier to be prepared for every possible contingency or whatever.

Carrot 33:02
Can I tell you an interesting story?

Margaret 33:04
Yeah.

Carrot 33:04
I love thinking about this stuff. So, we we live in a time in human history where we’re very urban, the most urban we’ve ever been, and so a lot of people don’t spend much time outdoors at all, which, you know, is like they just can’t. Like, they don’t have access or there’s so many different reasons. And, the people who do spend time outdoors, access it through these really different channels that almost aren’t communicating with each other.

Margaret
Yeeeeah.

Carrot 33:31
But, the tactical hunter versus the ultralight backpacker, and it’s really interesting, because they’ve developed outdoors cultures that are so different. Like, in Alaska, for example, there are a lot of grizzly bears, which grizzly bears are dangerous, but they’re also very knowable. So, you can kind of get to know grizzly bear culture and then you can do sort of like best practices and your chances of being attacked by a bear become extremely low. And so, depending on what you’re doing, different people have ideas about what those best practices are.

Margaret 34:04
Bear spray versus 10 millimeter?

Carrot 34:07
I mean, bear spray works better.

Margaret 34:09
Yeah, no, I know. Yeah.

Carrot 34:12
But, for example, a few years ago, I was going on a four day backpacking trip in the Brooks range with some of my friends from Anchorage. And the Brooks range is in the Arctic. It’s really remote and ironically, the Grizzlies are much less dangerous up there because the area we were going has no salmon. So, there are much fewer Grizzlies. There are just way fewer Grizzlies. And also, we’re north of treeline, so there’s no tree cover. And when Grizzlies are dangerous…if you see a grizzly from a distance, and it knows what you are, if it can smell you, it will run away like so fast. But, if you surprise a grizzly at close range, they feel like they have to like defend their honor and that’s when they attack. It’s like okay, they think it’s like a challenge. They’re like, “Now I must fight you!”

Margaret 34:58
Understandable.

Carrot 34:58
So, you want to avoid brush and trees in areas where there are grizzlies like as much as you can, avoid brush and trees. So, the Arctic is north of treeline. So it’s a really safe place because there are fewer Grizzlies. And if you see one, it’s like really far away and the two of you can just give each other a wide berth, because they’re actually very scared. So, I was going on a trip with my friends, who are all from Anchorage, which is actually a very dangerous place because there are tons of grizzlies and like once a year someone dies. But, my friends were like, “Oh my gosh, we’re going to the Arctic. What are we gonna do about the Grizzlies?” And I was like “You guys, like it’s actually safer there. There’s fewer bears.” And they’re like “We should bring Ursacks,” which are these like Kevlar bags that the grizzlies can’t bite through. It’s like a bear can, but lighter. They’re great. They’re like, “We should bring Ursacks and we should line Ursacks with the scent proof plastic bags and we should put the Ursacks really far from our camp.” And I was like, “We can do all that. But actually, it’s like safer there than where we live.” Like, hiking the Arctic is safer than going on a day hike in Anchorage, like 20 times safer. And, and I was like, “You guys go on day hikes all the time.” Anyway, we went and we were all like super careful. Like, you know, when we set up camp, we would go cook like on a hill over there. And then we would put our food in our Ursack, and we could go put it on a hill over there. And then our tents would be here. And it would be like, you know, we would be up wind of where we cooked and like all these different things. And I was like, “Okay, great, you know, that’s fine.” And then a few weeks later, I went on a moose hunting trip with my friend Birch, who his whole way of knowing the outdoors is hunting, which is also really common in Alaska. And there were five of us and we were hiking eight miles into this drainage through Willow Brush with pack rafts and then we were going to get the moose and we were gonna pack raft out. So we got in and he got the moose. And we processed it. And you know, we were covered in blood. The pack rafts were covered in blood. Like, everything was covered in blood. And, we had these huge pieces of moose in cotton game bags that were soaked in blood like piled our pack rafts. We got we got to camp…Oh, no one has bear spray. I’m the only one with bear spray. You know? They have rifles. But, what good is a rifle gonna to do when you’re in your sleeping bag? You know what I mean?

Margaret 34:58
Yeah, totally.

Carrot 35:29
Like that’s when the bear could come for your blood or whatever. And, we get to camp and we like take these huge pieces of moose and lay them out on the gravel bar just overnight out in the open. And we all have our tent set up. And I was like, “Hey, Birch, do you ever use an Ursack?” And he was like, “What’s an Ursack?” And, our moose hunt was in an area with way more Grizzlies. And there was brush everywhere and we saw like three grizzlies. And it was just so funny, because they weren’t concerned at all. And, I think part of it is that guns give people this like false sense of confidence around bears, even though with bears like things happen really fast and you need something you can grab really fast. If you need to be like a sharpshooter, it’s not very accessible, like you need something that anyone can use and another part of it….Go ahead.

Margaret 38:07
Also, if you shoot a bear–I’m not speaking from experience, I’m speaking from reading about this-there’s been a bunch of studies that shooting bears is not a particularly effective way of stopping bears in the short term and pepper spray or bear spray is very effective. Like, even if a bear is charging and I manage to shoot it that doesn’t mean I’m safe.

Carrot 38:25
Yeah, you have to have a certain gun. I don’t know that much about guns. You have to have a certain gun and you shoot it in a certain place. So, the odds of all that happening like extremely fast…Whereas bear spray, you spray them in there. [makes a shrieking sound like a bear that’s been maced] “It’s burning!” You know, and then they run away.

Margaret 38:41
Have you had to do that? Have you ever sprayed a bear?

Carrot 38:43
No.

Margaret 38:44
Okay.

Carrot 38:45
But, I’ve been around a lot of bears, but I haven’t yet had to spray one.

Margaret 38:49
I’m glad. I’m just curious. Anyway, I interrupted you twice. Please continue.

Carrot 38:55
Yeah. So, his conceptualization of what the danger was…Oh! That’s the other thing. So, I think part of the reason hunters don’t–this is my theory–I think part of the reason hunters don’t think about bears is because the guns give them this false sense of confidence, even though bears do sometimes attack hunters. The other thing is bears have bear culture. Like, in different areas, bears learn different things and pass that knowledge on to their cubs. Like, some places, if you do a bear hang, the bear doesn’t know what it is. And it can’t get it. Other places, bears are really good at getting bear hangs, you know? And, I think that bears know when hunting season is and they know what hunters smell like. That’s my theory.

Margaret 39:40
And they’re like, “I’m staying the fuck away from them. They all have guns.” [inflected as a question]

Carrot 39:43
I don’t know if that’s true, but I wouldn’t be surprised if that was true. And that that’s one reason that hunters don’t have to take the same precautions.

Margaret 39:50
I mean, it’s sort of interesting because guns are notorious for a false sense of security. But, in this case it’s like, even though it’s sort of a false sense of security, it’s not the right way to handle a bear, but maybe that kind of like confidence of walking through the woods with a group of people and doing your thing, maybe that’s a better way to live. Like… [trailing off laughing]

Carrot 40:18
There’s also…so when an animal is a predator, it moves differently walking than when an animal is a prey animal, and hunters move the way predators move, and hikers tend to move, I don’t know, all sorts of ways, but hunters move the way predators move. And so that could be something that communicates to the bear that these are hunters. And to be more scared, I don’t know.

Margaret 40:35
No, that’s so interesting. I’m really fascinated by these different ways of interacting with the forest. Because, it’s like, you know, I live rurally. But, it doesn’t actually…it provides me access to nature in that, I can walk out my door, and there’s a lot more trees than houses. I can see one house, and I can see 10,000 trees, you know? But, there’s also just like private land everywhere. So, I actually can’t go hiking out my door. I’m as far away from hiking here as as if I lived in a–not a big city, but a medium city. You know, when I want a good scenic five mile hike, I drive an hour. It’s not as many miles, because rural roads take you forever to get anywhere. But, it’s just such a different way of interacting with… And then, all like folks around here are a lot more likely to drive down with ATVs, and go like ATVing and shit like that rather than specifically go hiking. But, they are still people who are interacting with the woods constantly. And so, in my mind, I feel like I’m trying to find…I’m on this quest to find out which like culture’s way of interacting with the wild and specifically around gear honestly, is the best for the preparedness person. And this is obviously going to be completely different depending on what your fucking threat model is, where you live, what your goals are. But, I think I’m subconsciously doing it. I’m trying to be like, “Do I want to be like a hunter? Do I want to be like a tactical bro? Do I want to be like an ultralight hiker? Do I want to be like an oogle? Like, you know, which method?

Carrot 42:16
So, I have a lot of thoughts about what you just said. I think this would be my strategy, which may be the path I’m taking.

Margaret 42:22
That is the goal of me asking you things, is to find your strategy.

Carrot 42:25
Yeah. Because I also believe–well I don’t know if this is exactly what you believe–but I think that all supply chains and infrastructure, and grids, and things are going to collapse in the next few decades.

Margaret 42:39
Yeah…[On a] long enough timeline: Yeah.

Carrot 42:42
I think if one learns the strategy of ultralight backpacking, which relies heavily on really high tech gear–that is currently being manufactured using these intensive processes that rely on supply chains and things–if one learns ultralight backpacking and hunting sort of strategy and gear, and like bushcraft, I think between those three skill sets, one would have the best chance of creating this like hybrid model for like, say, if you needed to walk across the country. Like in The Last of Us in their walk across the country–so, their world is like 20 years post collapse of supply chains manufacturing, like all those different things–I don’t think they’re carrying the right gear. So, knowing what they more or less, like guessing what they had access to, some changes I would have made is: They’re wearing like leather boots. I think Ellie’s wearing…What are they called?

Margaret 43:45
Maybe Chucks? But I can’t remember?

Carrot 43:47
Yeah, Chuck Taylors.

Margaret 43:49
I think. I can’t remember. Yeah.

Carrot 43:51
Like, if they have access to shoes, obviously, which maybe is unrealistic, but in the show, they have access to shoes. I would get some running shoes, or trail runners. And then, their backpacks are made of looks like heavy canvas. And, I would get a backpack made of a lighter weight material. And then I would line it with something like a trash bag to make it waterproof. Because, that’s what I do now. I just carry a trash bag folded up, and I use that. And then, they weren’t filtering their water. And also, all of their layers seemed to be cotton, which eventually, you know, in the future, we’ll get to a point where we’ll just have like natural materials again. But, if you still have access to a cotton like denim jacket, you can probably still find synthetic layers which are much smarter when it’s cold and wet. So, I would have them wearing synthetic layers if they could.

Margaret 44:46
That makes a lot of sense to me. Okay, but I’ve read–again, I expect I’m wrong and I’m running things past you for this reason–I’ve read that one of the reasons that people wear trail runners, but they sort of expect them to not last, necessarily even a full thru-hike, as compared to like hiking boots, which are expected to last like multiple thru-hikes. Am I wrong about a durability difference between these types of shoes?

Carrot 45:15
You’re right. So, the trade off is with hiking boots, they last a long time, but they turn your feet to hamburger if you’re walking very far day after day. So, in The Last of Us they were walking. I mean, just like guessing by like how far they walk, they were walking all day, every day, day after day. So, in that circumstance, the hiking boots would last, but they would destroy your feet and maybe keep you from being able to continue on your journey. So, I guess the question would be…Like, the way I long distance hike right now, I change my trail runners every 400 miles because that’s when the cushion gets more compact. And so, they don’t provide as much cushion. So, I’ll get more foot pain. But, if I was in a situation where I didn’t have access to a lot of trail runners, I would just wear them for longer. And then,…I guess it would be a question of, can you eventually get to a point where your feet have adjusted to leather boots so that you can do that many miles day after day? Because, in traditional backpacking, people just didn’t do as many miles day after day. Or, there’s also you know, there’s a lot of different…

Margaret 46:26
Maybe they’re only going eight miles a day?

Carrot 46:29
But they went really far. I don’t remember, but…

Margaret 46:32
I think that’s movie magic.

Carrot 46:34
But, they went from the East Coast to Wyoming so…

Margaret 46:37
I think they break down and they get most of the way out in car and then they break down. Anyway. Sorry. Please continue.

Carrot 46:43
Yeah, maybe they were taking lots of breaks. Okay, so there is an alternative, I think, in this scenario. So, in Mexico, there are people, indigenous people, who are long distance runners and long distance walkers. I don’t know if it’s more than one tribe, or…I don’t know. But, that book Born to Run talks about these people a lot.

Margaret 47:04
The barefoot…

Carrot 47:04
But yeah. So, they make sandals out of old tires. And, that’s what they wear. Because sandals…So, the thing about hiking 20 miles a day, day after day, is it’s less like backpacking, more like running a marathon. So, you want to think “Would I run a marathon in this?” because whatever you’re wearing will rub you to death. So, boots will rub you to death. So, say trail runners aren’t accessible, if you made sandals out of old tires, those are so minimalist that they might not rub you to death the way boots would, but you would be able to make new pairs and they would last a long time. So, actually, people in Mexico have maybe figured it out. Like, that might be the answer is sandals made out of tires.

Margaret 47:47
I consciously believe you. But, I’ve been wearing boots my entire life. And in my mind, they’re like…I mean, in my head, the compromises that I used to wear lace up steel toed boots and now I wear like tactical boots with a zipper down the side that are like, mostly mesh, and stuff. And in my mind, I’m like, these are clearly the perfect boots. These are clearly the best boots for every situation, how could they possibly be bad? But, I accept that you have the experience and you’re probably right. My brain won’t accept it.

Carrot
Would you want to a run a marathon in them?

Margaret 48:26
I don’t have the lung capacity to run. I have never been able to. So, I can’t. That is a meaningless thing for me, right? Because, I’ve never been able to run. I mean, I can run, right? But, I like I lose….I can’t imagine. But, I don’t know. I mean, I used to just…whatever, I used to just be an idiot and kind of an asshole. And so I would just be like, “Oh, whatever. Like why are people complaining? Just toughen up. Just wear steel toed shoes all the time.” Whatever. Bullshit. And, I’m no longer on that page. But, in my mind, I’m like… [makes grumpy noises and trails off]

Carrot 49:01
Yeah, so I have two more thoughts about footwear. One is..so the reason backpackers used to always wear boots is because their gear was so heavy. So, when I go hunting–I actually had to buy my first pair of hiking boots, because if I’m carrying a 60 pound pack–you know how we occasionally roll our ankles when we walk and it’s not a big deal? It doesn’t really sprain your ankle really. But, if you’re carrying a 60 pound pack, it’s like much more likely to sprain your ankle. So, that’s the point of boots. So, when I’m hunting, I only walk eight miles a day and it still hurts my feet, because the boots really hurt my feet. But, it keeps me from worrying about spraining my ankle if I roll it. Whereas, with the backpacking gear that exists now, it’s not as heavy, so you can roll your ankle without spraining it, so you can wear trail runners. So, in this scenario, if your pack was really heavy, you probably would want to wear boots and then you would just compromise on how many miles per day you could walk, and your feet would be in pain.

Margaret 49:56
That makes sense.

Carrot 49:57
And then my other thought…but, hopefully in this scenario, you would be able to create this sort of hybrid kit with all your knowledge of like hunting, bushcrafting, and ultralight backpacking and the materials, we still have access to that your pack, maybe your pack wouldn’t be crazy heavy. And, then my other thought is: So, in Mexico, there are people who run long distances who create these sandals out of old tires, which is a resource that will be around for a bit. And then in North America, or like further north North America where it’s colder, traditionally, people had footwear that they made that they could walk long distances in that also was warmer, like things like moccasins and different…more like, flexible comfy footwear that also wasn’t a boot. So, I think even if you didn’t have access to trail runners, I don’t think the only option would be boots for their durability. I think you could make like some sort of show. Yeah, that’s my theory.

Margaret 50:54
No, no, no, this is really interesting. Because, I’m like, imagining like the ultimate setup, in my mind, would be like, nonshiny materials, because in my head, I’ve heard it referred to as like, outdoors gear being either like tactical or technical, and sort of an aesthetic difference in a lot of ways. Like, everyone’s wearing fleece, but some people are wearing camo fleece, and some people are wearing, you know, bright colored fleece or whatever, right? Except for me. I’m walking around in a fucking hoodie. And, this is…I’m slightly smarter than that. That’s not true, the last time we went hiking, I was just in my Carhart coat over a hoodie. But, it also wasn’t long distance. So, it doesn’t really matter.

Carrot 51:39
I mean, if you know there’s not going to be cold rain, you probably won’t get hypothermia.

Margaret 51:45
Yeah. Yeah. So ,if you, I guess you’re already north. If you had to leave on foot, you would be going for sort of a hybrid setup? I guess if it depends on the situation. Now, I’m already answering for you in my head. Never mind.

Carrot 51:45
Yeah, let’s say I had to walk into Canada, for example, which it would be really easy to sneak…I’m not allowed in Canada. But, it would be really easy to sneak…Because, there’s one protest in particular on my record that they don’t like from 2003. And then, there’s all the like misdemeanor train stuff for my 20s. But, that’s old enough that they don’t they don’t care about it. But, they really don’t like this protest thing So, they just don’t let me in. But, it would be really easy to sneak into Canada at the Alaska-Canada-border. So, let’s say that’s what I wanted to do. Well, the thing about Alaska is, there are a lot of really big rivers to cross. So, you would have to consider that like, would you either carry a pack raft, which would add weight, like between the pack raft, and the paddle, and like a PFD, you know, that would add like 10-15 pounds.

Margaret 52:16
What’s that? What’s a PFD? A personal flotation device?

Carrot 52:54
Yeah, just like a life jacket. Yeah. Or, would you, you know, just build a raft every time you got to a massive river and just case by case basis troubleshoot trying to cross these rivers. So, and then another consideration would be, so wherever you are, if you decide to go on a long journey, like where you are, for example, you’d want to know how the plant communities change at different elevations. That would help you plan your route. Like, if you were like, “At this one elevation, there’s this really thorny brush that’s impossible to get through and really terrible.” And so, as you were passing through that elevation, you want to find like a road, or a trail, or something that goes through it as you’re making your route. And then, if you were like, “Well, at this elevation, it’s like this open forest, it’s really nice.” So then, you would plan your route as much as you could through the landscape that was easier walking. Or, you would be like, “There’s these old roads.” Like, Alaska doesn’t have many roads, but like other places have a lot of old logging roads and mining roads. So, like finding those, you know, and then planning your route. And then, for me, it’s pretty rainy in the summer, so, I guess I’d want to have a rain jacket, and rain pants, and trash bags to keep all my stuff dry, and good synthetic layers that were warm, even when they were wet. If I have a down sleeping bag, I’d want to make sure to have like really good trash bag waterproofing system for my sleeping bag in my backpack so it would stay dry. And then, as far as like, fuel goes, I guess it depends on what’s available, maybe backbreaking fuel isn’t available. Maybe I’m just making fires. And, the challenge would just be drying out if it happens to just rain for two months straight, like figuring out when I can dry out, which maybe it would be a matter of like making fires if the rain never stops. So, staying dry to prevent hypothermia would probably be like the biggest challenge, and then getting over these big rivers. And then for food, if backpacking food wasn’t available, I have no idea how i would survive. I think, Okay, this is what I would do. I would have…Let’s say that things have collapsed to the point where no one is regulating hunting. So, for example, like, as an Alaskan resident, even though I’m an Alaskan resident, like, I can’t hunt seal. The only people who can hunt seal and whale are like, people in native communities in really specific areas. And so, I can’t hunt seal, but realistically, if one is to live off the land in Alaska, you’re gonna get most of your calories from fat from sea mammals. So, I would need to have figured that out in advance. Like, I would need like seal oil, and berries and dried salmon and dried meat, but I would need a lot of fat to get most of my calories from because there aren’t any carbs up here that you can eat. Yeah. I think that would be my strategy.

Margaret 55:58
Okay. Okay. That all make sense to me. Yeah, in my mind, because where I live is like, if I had to walk to Canada, I would be skirting back and forth across roads. On the other hand, maybe all the bridges across all the rivers is exactly where they would like, you know, the militias would be laying ambushes or whatever, you know. So actually, maybe all that stuff, but it never even occurred to me that there’s something called a packraft until today. It’s a neat concept.

Carrot 56:27
You could bring a pool floatie.

Margaret 56:29
Yeah, yeah, totally.

Carrot 56:30
Just raid a CVS or a Walgreens.

Margaret 56:35
I’m planning…I’m saving up to buy a freeze dryer. This is my like wingnut prepper thing that I really want. They’re like, they started about $2,500 for home ones. And then, I can just give everyone backpacking food forever.

Carrot 56:54
Cool.

Margaret 56:55
But, it would work better if I was combining with, you know, honestly, if you’re in a city and around people who dumpster dive, that’s where a freeze dryer shines. Take your free food and preserve it forever. Or, if you garden a lot, or grow a lot of food. Okay, well. There’s so much I want to talk to you about, but I think we’re kind of running down on time.

Carrot 57:18
We’ve almost figured it out.

Margaret 57:19
I know. It’s a combo of all of the…You have to multiclass between ultralight and hunter and then you’re pretty much good. And with a little bit of bushcrafter, which I feel like the hunter is a little bit close to. Go ahead.

Carrot 57:34
There’s definitely a lot of skills I don’t have that would be useful in this scenario. Like, I can’t snare a rabbit. That would be really useful. I guess I would want to be hunting, but like, I don’t know if I would have enough bullets or like, what kind of gun or like…Would I have like a bow and arrow? I don’t know enough about hunting to know what kind of hunting I would be doing, or if I would just be carrying enough seal oil and dried moose meat to make the whole journey. So, I don’t know. I don’t know about that bit.

Margaret 58:06
Yeah, no, I basically have already decided that my veganism lasts until it’s like me or the animal. You know? And I actually believe very strongly in that…Like, I actually don’t think there’s anything ethically wrong with hunting at all. I just have no personal interest in an eating it. But…For anyone who’s listening is wondering why vegan says that, in this case, I believe that you’re not raising the animal in captivity, it lives free, whatever, people eat things, that’s fine. This is the thing we get the most angry people writing about is whenever we talk about either veganism or nonveganism, people get really upset about, and vegans always hate me because I’m like a self hating vegan or whatever, because I’m like, I don’t think there’s anything ethically wrong with eating meat. Anyway, I just avoid thinking about all that stuff, which doesn’t work because then I can’t just be like, magically after the apocalypse, I like…I’m a decent shot. So at least I have that. Right? But, I don’t know, fucking how to stalk, or dress, or cook. You know? But I’ll just magically learn it in a survival situation. That’s always the best time to learn. [Said very sarcastically]

Carrot 59:19
Yeah, they say that people learn fastest when you’re like a little bit stressed out. So also, you live in an area where you can grow a lot of foods. So, like you wouldn’t be as reliant. In Alaska, you can’t grow grains. You can’t grow beans, like you can’t. Traditionally, people lived off animal fat for most of their calories.

Margaret 59:41
Totally.

Carrot 59:43
I think it would sort of like quickly revert to that like, “Okay, we have a lot of fish.” But, where you are, it would make sense to like grow a lot of like grain and stuff and that would be really good food to have.

Margaret 59:56
Yeah, yeah, I’m gonna have so many freeze dried potatoes. A fucking entire basement full of freeze dried potatoes. What could go wrong? Well, is there anything? Last last thoughts? Or you know, do you want to talk about, you want to advertise your books again? Or, talk about the stuff that you run or where people can find you?

Carrot 1:00:16
Sure. I’ll I’ll talk about this. Can I talk about this book, this novel I’ve been working on?

Margaret 1:00:21
Yeah.

Carrot 1:00:23
So I think…

Margaret 1:00:25
But don’t spoil it.

Carrot 1:00:25
Okay, well, no spoilers. It’s been really fun to think about, like everything we’ve been talking about, like if someone is on this long journey, like what would they have access to? What would still be around? How would they survive? So, that’s kind of what I try to do. And, I kind of skip over the dark collapsing bits to get to the long journey part, because I think that’s what’s like fun and interesting. And, I think it gives me a sense of hope to try to be like, okay, what, what will things actually look like? This is one reason I love The Last of Us so much, too, is because you got to see how they like imagine like, oh, what would be left in a mall? Like a shut down mall. What stores would have been raided? What would still be left? Like, what materials would people have access to? And so, I think that’s really fun. And, she does have a little dog. She has a chihuahua, that rides in her bike pannier, and nothing bad ever happens to the Chihuahua.

Margaret 1:00:39
That’s good.

Carrot 1:00:49
Nothing bad ever happens to the dog. So, that’s great. [The transcriber does not know if Carrot is being earnest or not and has not seen The Last of Us to discern whether this is a sarcastic statement or not] And, I think some people I think, maybe think thinking about this stuff is kind of dark, but I find it really comforting.

Margaret 1:01:32
I agree. It’s, yeah. Yeah, there’s so many reasons.

Carrot 1:01:39
I also, you know, I’ve read too, that in a survival situation, at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter what skills we have. What matters is like our ability to organize with other people, because, that’s obviously how we’ve survived to this point is, you know, we’re not rugged individualists, we’re really highly social animals. And so, no matter what your skills are, no matter where you live, no matter what you have access to where you live right now, like, I think what humans are really good at is sharing their skills in moments of crisis and organizing together. And, you know, so if you…Like, you’re gonna have a bunch of freeze dried potatoes, and then maybe your friend will know how to, like, deal with puncture wounds. Or maybe you all also know that, you know what I mean? But like, together, and then maybe you have another friend who’s really good at like, hunting or whatever. And so, when people come together, I think that’s a really magical thing, too. You know, like, I don’t know anything about herbs, but that’s going to be really useful someday. And, hopefully, I’m know somebody who does.

Margaret 1:02:43
I agree. And that is essentially one of the mottos of this show, is how, you know…Even the like, the prepper thing about, like, ‘I’m gonna have all of this stuff.’ Like, the most useful thing I could have in any different disaster scenario is someone else. Like, even if that other person has like, no skills, if we can talk, like, that will help my mental health, you know. And I’m saying that as like someone who’s like, kind of low key a hermit, I’m not very low key about it. Yeah. So yeah. Okay, well, what are the names of your books again?

Carrot 1:03:21
The first one is Thru-Hiking Will Break Your Heart. And that’s about the Pacific Crest Trail. And then, The Sunset Route is about the years in which I first met you. Yeah. So, my years riding freight trains, and about my childhood in Alaska. And then, this one I’ve been working on doesn’t have a title yet. But hopefully, maybe it’ll be out at the end of the year. I don’t even know. So

Margaret 1:03:43
I hope so. I want to read it.

Carrot 1:03:45
Thanks.

Margaret 1:03:47
All right. Thank you.

Carrot 1:03:48
Yeah. Thanks for having me on. This was really fun.

Margaret 1:03:51
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